yes, it is 11. yes i am already in bed. but something just popped into my head, i feel i need to post.

it's weird, and sad to think how a year always passes so fast, yet some things that happen within the year, when u think about it, feel like it's from so long ago? i would really like to know why. like... i'm just thinking of some events that has happened last year, and though it hasn't been a full year yet, it feel prehistoric.

yes, i am thinking again. goddamn my thinking. too fuckking tired. i need sleep. so im leaving. just thought i'd share this piece of my mind with the world.

if friends is not the answer, there is always aquaintances. i guess i'll have to setlle with that that.
FUCK.


okay... okay.... deep breath.... can't stop these tears from flowing...