ok, fuck... i should've listened to Fran. i risked it, and i blew it. just great. i don't know why i even do this to myself, when i know the outcome. the answer was so obviously obvious.

ok great way to end a day.

**note to self:
1) listen to Fran.
2) promises are made to be broken.
3) don't put yourself through something when you know it's not worth it.
4) never get your hopes up for a post significant other.
5) don't do late night calls on a sunday.
6) listen to Fran


1:02 am
ok. do i really want to go back to Toronto after school's done? i don't think so... i guess i shouldn't run away from my problems, and i do have friends in TO who actually want to see me (thanks Kev, i lurve you), but is it worth going through everyone? i don't know. i know which city i'm leaning towards now though... not that anyone would care. like, honestly. everyone's just more friendly... more happy. less worries. no friends who dump you and kick you around like some fucking ball.