honestly, i don't know why i even bother. there's no chance. nope, never. there's no hope. i really should start listening to fran and tracy. they are right. well, follow your heart, not your mind, right?

goddamn.
i need some love. no... i just need a hug. i got 3 hugs yesteray (yup, only three... well, it's better than most days). one good one, and two GREAT ones, complete with backrub. i needed that pretty bad. heh. i need one now... i need a hug.

and some sleep would be useful as well.