welp, we're done with the suicide shit. onwards to schizophrenia. i was THIIIIS close to falling asleep in it. and in religions. ... and music at noon. and masterclass. so, basically, every where i went today. soooo tired. whatever. i was considering not going to music at noon, but it's the last one of the year, and it's the Penderecki Orchestra, so i felt i had a duty to attend. bah.
brendon bought me food today, cuz i didn't have my one card, and i was hungry, and down. and i learned that he's staying for summer theory. so i'm thinking more of staying. still gotta check if emilia can live with me. i want a bunny. i want to live here.

should i go home this week? bahhh.... maybe. maybe not... maybe.


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what a horrible night. besides my family, i have never been so angry at one person and one thing EVER. so disappointed. so hurt. and you don't even know.
bet i was a replacement for Andrea the entire time. goddammit. everything you told me before was bullshit. should've known. whatever. no point to get upset over it now. i wish you two well.

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Thanks for letting me over Michael Jang. umm... yeah. sorry for ruining your little "movie date". hahaha whoopsie! anime was cute! and so's ______. Go for it! I'll support you. hahaha. but you gots to support me for you-know-who! *wink*
i'm outtie.