*with a goony smile on my face* im so mellow right now..listening to Dirait On... ahhh... memories...
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darn i don't even remember what i was going to post about...
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i think i am slowly getting over it...and healing. maybe? i don't know.. but i think i am. it's a good thing. i still have to stay away for a while longer. i don't want to get sucked into all that again. i did a lot of reflecting today. and i just came to the conclusion. i've realized what's happening, so it's all good... sorta. in a way, it's good, but on the other side it's not too good. but only time will tell what's going to happen. i think it's time for another letter. ... tomoorow. i'm tired and listening to good music. i can't be bothered. :)