warren and i had a long talk yesterday over dinner. he treated me too. i was soooo depressed yesterday. and my mom found out i haven't been taking my meds. and i told warren, and he got all serious and kept questioning me why, and i told him about my depressedness, and we had a long talk about that, and that i seriously don't even care anymore. but he made me promise that i start taking them again, so... yeah. and i cried. but yeah.... warren and i talked about my concert too, and i made him feel bad. well, he already felt bad, but i told him that i was really upset he didn't come, and he said he felt like shit now because he wasn't a good friend and he let me down and he knew how important that concert was to me. and he also felt bad becuase now our friendship is kinda messed up. i didn't say anything to that. he asked if i messed up because he wasn't there, and i said somewhat. and he replied with "omg..." anyway.... he apologized lots, and we got through dinner and i kept him company in the library while he did his econ paper with other people. i took out a book on Bartok, cuz i don't really know anything about him, so i decided to just read. it was really interesting. i will be obsessed with Bartok now for the next couple of days. (Bartok has a depressing life). anyways.... after the three hours in the library, i actually did feel better (thanks also to Yiew Wah)

american idol was somewhat of a letdown today. Anwar wasn't as good as i hoped he would be, along with other people. on the contrary, Scott Savol was actually not bd. Nikko was frickin awesome, i'm glad he's back. and Miracle Boy!!! i love my Anthony Fedorov. and Bo Bice! hee hee they were both awesome.

So apparently, we're having a party this friday! YIAY! oh man... i'm so excited!

story: i took my bunny outside today to get fresh air, cuz it wasn't as cold, but my bunny didn't like it too much, and she crawled back to me! my bunny came to me!!! omg, i'm finally loved by my bunny! *tear* i'm so happy!

Billy came to Loo today, cuz tomorrow is his birthday and he has no school today. so i got to see him for a bit. we hung out in the concourse with his friend, this girl who goes to wlu, and she knows warren too! oh, and a bunch of other people. but yeah.. it was fun. and then her friend from UW came over too, so it was cool, cuz i met people today. and that girl's friend (Sam) and i talked about the guitar concert tomorrow. hahaha! it was awesome! then i had to go to masterclass, which was pretty boring, but Jeremy let us out half an hour early. then Jon and Billy came over to my house and we ate dinner and watched american idol. it was exciting.

anyway, Logan just told me about a treasure hunt, and i wanna do it! whoever wants to do it, tell me, so we can go together! *grin*

i know what i'm playing for guitar class-- teen song and adult song. i'm still stuck on old people song and special occasion song. any suggestions?