i'm in the CAI lab... i just did my fuckn play and sing.
OH MY GOD. i honestly honestly seriously can't believe how much of an AAAASSSSSS vandenberg is. OHMYGOD!!! seriously.. i actually practised that P&S a lot and we all know how hard they are for me. i actually finally got it to sound decent, and he has to go and fuck it up. ARGH!! ohh man... wait til those teacher evaluations come.... you know i'll be fucking him up.
and apparently, Terry's class doesn't even have to do them yet! WTF?!? argh...seriously... this fuckin faculty needs some fucking consistency.
and while we're on the topic of consistency, i was talking to Janis a couple days ago, and i complained to her about ensemble marks. SOOOOO not fair that choir get marked only by their attendance, while orchestra peole actually gets mocks auditions and an real mark. WTF. this school is SO QUEER. ARGH!!! and Janis actually agreed with me, but do you see them changing anything? nooooo.
fuckers.
i hate this fucking school system. stop screwing all the stupid people (ie. me) over!!!

wow, i have a lot of hate...

... only cuz this school's FUCKED and the teachers are SHIT!!!!



argh..... okay... breath.... breath......