i learned a lot today.
i learned that even supposedly good friends can decieve you. and make up dinners does not mean that i will forgive you. (you fuckin little ass wipe! you knew about this since january! arghhh!! what the hell?!?! argh. some friend you are.. argh! don't make up some dinky lie about getting so drunk and sleeping in til *hesitate* 4pm. i'm not that stupid.)
i learned that any amount of practising and good dress rehersals does not a good concert make. you will still fuck it up, and all your hard work will go down the drain and any hope of people thinking your somewhat of a decent player will instantly vanish.
i learned that no matter how good or bad i play, the parentals will effortlessly come up with criticism.
and last but not least, i learned that i do not enjoy performing solo Bach. i enjoy playing it, but not performing it.