oh.my.god.
fuckit.
i hate when this happens.
i just got it. i'm such a loser.
argh.
okay whatever.
i'm done.

***

I still recall the taste of your tears.
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore.

In this place it seems like such a shame.
Though it all looks different now,
I know it's still the same
Everywhere I look you're all I see.
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be.

I just want something.
I just want something I can never have
I just want something I can never have