i had a good day by myself.
still in shock that there are now three people i know who did not make it to mus. therapy. who are they to judge anyway? like fran said, they don't know shit about us. but in a way... i don't feel as much of a loser for not getting in. i know that sounds bad, but it's true.
anyway... jeremy's email made me cry because he actually does care. awww... i feel like such a loser calling him. i haven't done it yet. maybe tomorrow...
my dad yelled at me last night and then started making small talk wth me at dinner this evening. wtf? i pretty much ignored him. i hate when he does that. yell at me, ignore me, then pretend everything's back to normal. not impressed.

i actually watched part of american idol today. well, it just finished not too long ago. i'm kinda disappointed i missed it last night, because apparently, all the guys sang (ie. miracle boy), but i saw him sitting amongst the audience, and it made me happy and i giggled like a school girl. yiay miracle boy!! *grin*

okay, i just read a xanga (not naming names...), and one of my friends commented on her page, and she was just being a bitch to him. this person doesn't really know me, and vice versa, cept i've seen her a couple times, and she seemed like an okay person. but no one treats my friends like that. even if it's a xanga comment or just as a joke.

anyway... i'm getting kicked off a computer once again. so i'm outtie.