it's been a rough week... one more day before i can get out of here and go back to where i'm needed.
i just want to thank a couple people:

PAUL: thanks sooooo much for being there for me. you're the bestest :) not even my girl friends take me out for a day. actually... no one has. can't wait til saturday. thanks :)

KEVIN (Jackie's bf): well, he's probably not gonna read this, but last night's talk helped sooooo much, you have no idea. i'm so glad i met you. :) thanks, mr. therapist.

FRANCES: i love you. you know.

CARMEN: you were there when i got the phone call, and i'm so glad you were. thanks for being there. :) see you on sunday. i know there's gonna be sooo many people, it's gonna be like a White Haven/ACI reunion...

IAN: please sing the Sound of Music again... it makes me laugh.


anywhoo... i know i haven't even posted about halloween yet. halloween was memorable this year. guelph was fun (i bought the coolest poster in guelph!)! but kat's party was so much better (sorry carmen, u know it's true). i did a bucket. it was brutal. thanks, ian. hahaha ian did the first bucket and ran to the bathroom coughing for like 5 minutes. it was hilarious. carmen and i drank lots. no, actually... i drank lots, and carmen just drank. and then carm rolled a nice big joint from the "Little Sins" book. muahaa. it was fun. then we went to kat's place.. omg.. amy was madonna, she looked awesome in her costume! then she went on her email and showed us her little brother's Edward Scissor Hands costume. holy shit... i really thought it was him for a minute, no kidding, til amy was like "yeah! that's my little brother!" it was that good. catherine's (cellist) costume was pretty cool too. apparently she was a punk, but i thought she looked more like the doll from Nightmare Before Christmas. hahha... oh, and then eric and ilana came and u know how eric is with his "thomas". so...it was fun. went home for a bit, and visited warren. then carmen changed back to regular clothes and we went back to kat's for a bit. came home at like... 2ish and went to bed. my whole day on monday was like a dream. my throat killed, and all i could think about was Aaron. orchestra never seemed so long. i played, but i honestly had NO idea what was going on...

i had a lesson today... and i actually told jeremy i didn't really do much work lately. but he still asked about school. oh well. jeremy's cool. he just came back from China. i'm playing for jang's accompanist class. dammit, i have to practise now. shit. hee hee. my corset arrived in the mail on tuesday. it's hot. :) haven't been talking to jon much. ah. i haven't even been thinking about him much lately... i dunno... haven't been one of my priorities at the moment. i know that sounds horrible, but i'm pretty sure i haven't been one of his either. so fuckit. fuckit, i say.

i've finally narrowed down my topic for the music therapy paper. i'm going to write about hospitalized children with leukemia and... umm... probably burn patients. but leukemia for sure. shit, this is so depressing. karen's not going to share a flower wreath with me. so pissed. whatever... i'll just take carmen's advice and buy a little bouquet by myself.

anyways... i think im actually going to do work now. i seriously haven't done any work for two weeks, except last night when i kinda practised for play and sing. whatever. i'm out.