ah.
well, i finished my paper at 5am. what's surprising is that even though i finished at 5, i was the first one in bed out of me fran and tracy. all the M.T papers are done now. such a relief. gonna start my psych one next week. for now, i'm just going to enjoy the rest of the week of not writing anything, and concentrate on orchestra. i really miss playing. i was practising for my mock audition last night, and did not want to stop. my neck is also getting worse again. ow. MT class today was tough again. anytime Ruth talks about Sick Kids, it really gets to me. especially when we watch those tapes and i see HSC. i know exactly what it feels like, being in those rooms. That little boy with the rare disease, Brandon, was soooooo lovely. i wish i could just go to HSC and give him the biggest hug. and everytime Joshua smiled, it was like, the best thing in the world happened. :)
anyway, i'm so fucked right now. i'm soooo tired. physically and mentally. it's not even funny. i think my cough, or something is gonna come back... i can feel it. shit.

well anyway, it's almost time for orchestra. :) concert this sunday at 3pm, if anyone is interested. :)