FUCK...
okay.

fuck.. i can't even type this out.
i can't deal with this death shit anymore.

there IS a reason why i don't believe in God. there is no God. if there was a God, he wouldn't let 19 year olds die. he wouldn't let a 19 year old who have struggled and fought so much just go. and don't even tell me there's a fuckin purpose for him to go..

fuck.. i can't deal with religion either. fuck religion.

i want to be in toronto right now. but there is nothing i can do. why the hell can't i do anything?!



I LOVE YOU AARON....