sorry i didn't publish the my last post. i wrote a really long one last night at like 3 in the morning. needed to vent. then i decided i didn't really want the world to read it. it was basically about the the crap that's been going on, and a review of the past year. sooo... yeah. oh i still have to write that story for The Crazies for Carmen. :)

today was the string auditions at Laurier. sooo many string players in the practise rooms! it was cool though.. i remember when iii did my audition last year... *sigh*... anyway, at one point i had to go upstaires to check what time my Skills exam was, and Liz was there too, so we stood outside the auditioning room, and listened to one of the auditions. it was really good! we were like "wow.. makes me want to practise!" anyways, the really cool thing was that when the person who was auditioning walked out, she looked at me, and i looked at her and there was like a couple seconds of silence. then...... Aviva?! lol! omg it's Aviva (we had the same violin teacher, Gabriel)! totally didn't expect to see her there! it was really surprising. she was like "yea, Bernard told me you'd be here" but i didn't expect it to be her walking out of the room the exact time when i was listening. so that was cool. went back to the practise rooms, and practised a bit more... couldn't take it anymore, no masterclass today! grr... oh well. i decided to take a walk and bumped into Mike. we went to grab some food (thanks for buying me foood Mike). talked about webcams. he might be getting a new one, so i'm like "ooh can i buy your's off you?" he's like "..why? ....ohhh u wanna webcam with that dude! where's he from again?" lol oh mike.... you know me too well. *blush* teehee. anyways, then went back to practise. i only did about another half hour before i stopped. too much practising for one day. bah. oh well. anyways, so here i am... typing. well, i was relaxing a bit before but...meh. okay anyways, i'd better go write that story. if anyone want to read it, go on The Crazies link on the left side of this page!

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10:31pm
i'm a bit zoned out right now. i wanna post about it, but i know i'll get my ass kicked for it. why does this always happen? i guess i'm just thinking selfishly, but still. bah. what am i saying? this fucking sucks. now i'm really curious about next year. ahhhh...