i woke up to the sound of rain and thunder. it wasn't pretty, but it's alright. i don't think i am motivated enough to get of my rez and to go Henry's and apply for a nice job. it's gloooomy.
haven't done much work, but meh. i wanna go just do my exam now to get it over with. pah.. i hate waiting.
i think i'm getting over last night. i'm feeling a lot better. had dinner with fran and shan, then "practised". actually, i was doing some improv on the piany, it was fun. then i listened to some nice rock and drew a picture in my journal. shan and fran came in my practise room and thought i was dead, or slitting my wrist. i replied, "no, i don't have anything to slit my wrist with" haha. anyways... i went back to rez, but couldn't really stay there. felt like shit. so i took a walk. it was nice. i went to Quizznos to inquire about my job application. then i came back, and felt better. and today, i think my cold is getting better. fortunately, i haven't blown my brains out yet. tee hee. what a way to end the year, huh? actually, my head hurts right now from blowing my nose so much.

dinner tonight... yiay? well, it's just me shan, fran and ian.
and i want to go to Cherly's grad recital, but it's this thursday, ad i don't want to stay here with absolutely nothing to do for two full days. bah... i really want to go. she's gonna be sooo awesome. bah. oh well. anywhoo... back to more "studying".