plans are off with Mar & Co. it's a bit annoying when people just give up trying to do something. don't know what i'll do today. still want to go skating. who to call up?

long talk last night. some stuff covered, but not enough. phone no batteries. Nique's tonight. mixed feelings. one fixed shirt, not great, but better now. wear-able.

that's all for now.

la la la...fran's not hoo-ooome! doo doo doo!
anywhoo, i'm just sitting here in my comfy new sweater which i found it a bit un-perfect, but meh. i can't return it or anything, so whatever!
anyways...i don't even know what to post, i'm so bored...mom's not home, so no car. and no one to go out with either. hmmmmmm...

ok mar suggested clubbing tomorrow...but she hasn't replied. i don't think i'm going. but if we do dinner, i'm in for sure. argh... stupid plans...

just a warning, tihs is going to be an HP post, so if you don't like it or care in any way, i assure you this is a waste of your time.









i finished OotP last night-- so good! i wanna read the 6th book now, just so i know what happens next, how many OWLs everyone got, and so forth. argh! the suspense is killing me! i think i'm going to do some DV reading this afternoon, i seriously haven't read DV in sooo long! i can't remember what happened... i'm sure i passed the part where Harry and Ginny and Malfoy comes out of this cave thingy and is saved by some flying animal... probably a hippogriff. meh. lol
Mar wrote in her blog a while ago about if fanfic were actual pages, how long they'd be, and i wonder how long the whole Draco trilogy would be. bout 200 pages perhaps? i'm only just estimating. i sorta wanna print it all out and make a book out of it so i can read it without going on the computer all the time. but i don't think that would be possible....well, it would, but it'll just take a really really long time. anyways, yeah... i wanna see PoA NOW! lol argh....june is SO far awayyyyy!
oh well. thats the end of my rant. bub bye

oh, note to self: call francine

i went to see LotR with Matt today. it was pretty good, although the ending could be shorter. we bumped into Mark and May while walking to Fairweather. it wasn't too good a day, since stuff happened last night and a certain phone call pissed me the fuck off. anywhoo, umm... after that, i went home cooked myself up some chicken nuggets and OJ, and sat down to do a good bit of reading. i'm almost done. i read probably more than 200 pages today. geezes. i STILL refuse to believe he died. nope. He is not dead. (Mar, any good fanfics of ____ alive and well?) anyways, i think i'm going to try to finish the book tonight. and i will have to spend time thinking it through again. ahhhh...
anywhoo... mike isn't very talkative, is he? (Jang) anyway, i've just ranted to him. all tihs typing and he's like "well...that's kinda mean... my gf and i broke up."

hmmmm....
i'm trying to rant, mike. grrr... oh well. the subject has now been changed to his problems. *sigh*

anyways, i think i'm done here.

highlight of the day: seeing matty at stc and browsin' fabricland.
that is all

my shopping experience yesterday:
-got to stc
-drove...or rather, wait in line, for a parking space for like, almost half an hour
-went in, dodged lots of people
-headache due to huge amounts of people and confusion of how to get out of wal-mart
-went in Le Chateau, looked around
-banged my head on a corner while looking at some shirt's price tag. i didn't see it there
-got a nice red glittery shirt at Le Chateau for $5, it was a little damaged, but it's nothing a needle and thread won't fix
- went in Fairweather, got 3 sweaters and a black glittery coller shirt, which i'm wearing right now. it's pretty!
-went home, got laughed my by my brother because of my head
-apparently i now have a dent on my forhead. it hurts!! =(

-party at my teacher's place was fun
-too many kids, al loud
-another headache!
-timothy banged a table against eugenie's head, cause she was hiding under it
-painting dead fishes and hanging them on a wall, as an art contest
-present draws! i got these studpid cars, but i traded them with some kid who got a bathing starfish. i think next time my teacher should just get unisex toys

ok post more later, gotta go to lunch!

with the exception of yesterday, i think this christmas has been satisfying. i got good presents (except for the one my cousin gave me. it's like some log shaped cup with a pig for a handle. quite fobbish) and dinner was pretty good. my brother, and andrew, a son of my mom's friend, and i watched World Idol and laughed at the German guy, the Australian guy, and a couple others. i also voted! it was fun! i voted for the Arabian girl and the Belgium guy. a couple of the contestants were quite good looking chaps, i must say! something like Westlife, if you know what i mean. heh heh heh!! (Yuen, Dil, you know what i'm talking about. rrr!) anyways, yes....but they weren't very good singers so poo to them. umm... what else? oh yea! the Polish judge was a fhacking IDIOT, and when the Polish girl finished singing, she and the Polish judge started talking in Polish, and nobody understood what the heck they were saying! the only good thing that came out of that was that the Polish judge had good things to say to the Polish girl, but the Polish girl knew he was being an ass to everyone else and said to the Polish judge "I hate you!". that was hilarious!

anyways, boxing day shopping tomorrow! YESS!!! i'm so excited! and then a party at my art teacher's house! yay little kids! i'm excited! alright...sleep time!

when will this drearyness end? i sometimes wish i were back at Waterloo. at least i'd have my own rules. it's freezing in here. and a bit too quiet.
i've gone through quite a bit of The Order of the Phoenix between last night and this morning. it's a bit boring. i hate Sirius' mother. if anyone agrees with me, put up your hand.

i went to kevin's place last night to hang out. when i got there it was only owen and i. and vee of course. then sarah came. it was FUN! sorta.. we sat there and talked and watched tv and talked to margaret on msn. something i realized last night: i am horrible and parallel parking. i had to move my car so that kevin's parents could come home. and well, it took me like 10, 15 minutes. then i saw owen peering out the window. unexpected, i tell ya.
anyways, more people arrived, but then i had to leave at 12, so yeah. that's about it for that.

mike rollerbladed over today so we could give each other our gifts. i think that was the highlight of the day. other stuff i've been doing: reading HP5, watching tv, and reading a couple pages from my psych textbook. oh, and walking around aimlessly in my house. i wanna give francine a call, see what she's doing, but it's Christmas Eve, so...maybe not. i don't think this christmas will be very festive. it doesn't even feel like christmas. i'm looking foreward to boxing day though. can't wait to see the kids.

oh...i just thought of the word that describes me today: gloomy
great, huh?

anyways...i guess i'd better go. it's getting dark.

hellloooo there! i haven't written mainly because i didn't feel like it, but now i am just so bored, i guess i'll write.
friday was so much fun! i went to aci's christmas variety show, saw sooo many people there! (i meant, like people i graduated with) like...kamla, and jackie, and rachel, jen, payal, lydia, pat, jackie (siu), ryan, adam (smits and bennett), jeff, james...ya know... anyways, the show was pretty hype esp. Matty's solo, the teacher band, and Owen's dance. fun fun!! after the show i just hung out with Mike, Matty, Jackie, Kamla and Adam, talking about dinner and stuff. it was fun. Emilia found out about dinner and was pissed off when i didn't invite her. and all i gots to say about that is....meh.
then i went home and got ready for dinner! left at about 6:15, picked everyone up (matt, marg, kamla and jackie) then headed down to Acceso. it was a pretty little restaurant...kinda quaint, if u know what i mean. anyway, Alishia came!!! YAAYYY!! i was so happy! she was supposed to go to her cousin's birthday party, but she came to our dinner instead! i was honoured. Ronell was kinda silly, he wouldn't take off his toque. Carmen had on a pretty halter dress, and Kate had on some nice black and white striped skirt. we all ordered pasta 'cept for Matty and Ronell who ordered pizza. my pasta was yuummmmm-mmyyy!! mm..shrimps!! but it also had olives in it, so that was yuck. desserts were kind of expensive so Mike and I shared a chocolate fudgecake. it was delish! with strawberries and blueberries and syrup! yum yum haop haop!! hahaha! when we paid the bill we all went to the bar place and lined up and the waiter printed out separate bills for all (14) of us. it was quite a sight! i think he was glad we left, we were pretty loud. oh well!! hahaha!! we hung out a couple minutes outside, then went home. i hung out at Matty's place for a bit, cuz i didn't want to go home (do i ever?), so yea... i went there, then i went home at midnight. i passed by a cop who stopped every car that passed by and gave out this litte safety booklet. i was kinda rushing to get home, cuz i was gonna be late for curfew, and the police officer was like "whoa, slow down there! you're scaring me!" adn i apologized, then he took off his hat, leaned on my window and said in this serious voice "did you have anything to drink tonight ma'am?" and i was like "no! no! i promise!" then he handed me this little booklet, and i stepped on the gas a bit, then he was like "whoa! i'm not done!" and i was like "sorry sorry!!" then he casually handed me this other little booklet, then was told me good night and i left. anyways, i went past curfew about 7 minutes. damn police. ah well. it was quite an interesting night. lots of fun!! dinner should now be a yearly thing! tee hee

i went to Matt's place this afternoon to hang out, watch movies. it was fuuun. i bought popcorn. we were gonna watch The Sound of Music, but Matty got so freakin bored and never settled down that i finally let him watch the Nightmare Before Christmas instead. it was alright. his dad came home soon after and we started talking about all these nice cars, then some business stuff i didn't really understand. meh. i tried. then i went home and found out that my cousin and her bf are coming for dinner (they're here already). that got me pissed off! let me tell you. i hate Kenny. seriously, i do. im not gonna post my reasons because y'all won't know what the heck i'm talking about, so...yeah. anyway, Mike Leung is coming over tomorrow so i can give him his Christmas/Get well present. i'm gonna miss him at Laurier. even though i don't often see him around campus anyways, but that's not the point!

anyways, i'm rambling now, so i'll stop. bub bye!

i actually don't think i am gonna fail tihs theory exam. i need better than a pass though. hmm...still working on it. actually...i haven't really worked on theory since 4 this afternoon. hey, at least i now have more hot chocolate mix! along with two sweaters, a brush, and a stick of lipstick (hey, gotta get ready for dinner tihs friday!). i'm listening to my mix cd (currently at LP's Papercut), and about to start seriously concentrating on reading tihs friggin article on Johnny Get Angry. i honestly work better at night. it's hard to concentrate during the day. hahaha i'm nocturnal! well....not quite, but u know what i mean. i also got all my christmas cards written, so i'll be able to distribute them tomorrow. yippee! alright, anyways, i am gonna start reading. toodle-oo!

highlight of the day: Ian came over to study theory.....singing Johnny Get Angry at the top of our lungs. HAHAHAHA
Joohhhhhhhhh-hhhhhhhhhnnnyyyy...
Joooooohhhhhnnnn-ooonnnnn-yyyyyyyyyy

holy crappp..what an interesting weekend!!
well firt of all let me post about the String party at Jerzy's: it was sooo much fun! Jeremy drove me, and about a dozen more people. Jerzy's house is really nice! not too big, but really cozy. his two kids (Gregory,11, and Gabriel,9) were sooo cute! hahah. dinner was delicious-Christine's salad was amazing! Dessert was ice cream, my cake, and a chocolate truffle. yum! people started leaving, but were was a bunch of us who stayed til the end. we all crowded in the small cozy living room, dimmed, with a real fire in the fireplace and lots of Christmas lights, drinking tea and watching a violin DVD. me got sleepy! hahaha we eventually left, all piled in Lucas' van, with Adam (cello man) driving cuz Lucas was drunk. hehe. yup! anyways, saturday comes, and around 1:45pm, i called matty. we talked, and eventually made plan for me to come to Toronto. it wet something like this at the end: "okay, wanna come?"
"really?"
"yeah"
"okay! let me pack"
"shit, i have tihs English group thing i have to go to"
"dammit!"
"i'll call and reschedule"
"okay!"
"okay, i'm calling the taxi...bye!"
"bye!"

hahah it was so weird. i can't believe i pulled the whole thing off! anyways, i was gonna go back home on sunday, but it was snowing so damn hard, i didn't want to go back with the weather so bad, so i stayed another night. muahaha we didn't really do anything, in general. spent lots of time fixing their printer. we went to Agincourt Mall to do some shopping too. fun! it was freezing that day, and walking to Agincourt Mall was not fun! but i bought mittens! YAY! lol they were warm!
anyways this morning, Matty was supposed to go to school, but we really didn't feel like getting up...soooo. yea. yay more sleep! we eventually got up at 11. lol walked to Midtown for lunch then he went to school and i went on the bus. got SO damn frustrated when i got to Union, becuz Matt said there was a sign that led straight to the bus terminal, but there WASN'T!!!! ARGHHH!!!! i walked around the friggin mall for an hour! *exasperated sigh* was close to tears! i finally decided to just take the bus to Dundas. yeayea...anyways, i FINALLY get to the bus terminal, but i guess i missed the last bus by a bit, and the next one the an hour away, so i had to wait an hour to get on the bus. so frustrated1 but yea, i'm back, finally! i got in at about 5:30. and then i called home. hahaha still safe!! i am GOOD (scandalous!)!! lol geez. i have to start studying for theory soon...exam on wednesday! AHHH!!! oh well. anyways, that's about it for this post. crazy crazy weekend!!!

my day:
-got up, cranky, mad at my mother still.
-still mad at my mother...finished packing. ate breakfast while being mad at my mother
-went in the car, mother drove.
-silence...being mad at each other.
-talked a bit, listened to Christmas music, dozed off.
-told my mother to eat at the good Vietnamese restaurant in Kitchener.
-she got mad at me, turned around halfway, cuz it was too far.
-ate at the closer Vietnamese restaurant near UW
-dropped me off at my rez
-YES! finally alone!
-gave Allison and Colleen their presents (they liked them!)
-cleaned my room
-made plans with Steve to go shopping
-went to Jeremy's office, got a lesson right away
-met Steve, went to Conestoga, shopped
-bought two presents and a card (for _____? heh heh)
-came back, ate supper at Harvey's
-went to practise rooms (this was at about 7:30pm)
-practised, talked and practised with katie, liz and amy til 10:30
-came back.
-here i am.
-tired!!

it has been one disappointing night.
more disappointing is the fact that i forgot to buy potoatos (frances). well, at least i got my grocery shopping done.

i can't believe i still haven't started practising. it's almost 11:30. yay for wasting time! i guess...
i fuckin hate staying home, by myself or with other people. argh, can't wait to get back to Waterloo tomorrow. it may be small and rural, but life is better there than this hellhole here in scarb.
anywhoo, since i'm not gonna get any practising done this morning i guess i will go back to reading HP. i'll post again later...if i think of something to post about.

blahblahblah.... my mom suggested that i stay in waterloo after my technique exam instead of coming out again. at first i was like "no, too bad." but now i'm having second thoughts. i mean...do i really want to stay and listen to nagging every moment i see her? do i really want to seem upset and distraught in front of my friends, and other people? do i really want to have to ask before i go anywhere? not really.

i had a reltively good weekend. saturday, went to art class, shopping at Woodside, then going to Matt's new apartment, going to STC. all that jazz. it was so fun. Matt's place is preeeetty. except the balcony. it's kinda dirty. Sunday, i went to violin lessons with Mr.Fan, then more shopping with my parents. i bought a skirt at Jacob's. it's brown and pretty! but i took it to some lady to get it altered cuz it's kinda big for me. it'll be ready by the 17th (i can wear it to the Christmas dinner!) went home, did some practising, set up the Christmas tree. this morning i woke up, hung around the house, pratised a bit of violin then headed to ACI. i was so anxious to get there and see everyone. i met some gr.9 girls, and most of them were pretty cool. during the periods after lunch me, and Eric just sat on the benches listening to MP3's on his brand spankin new cd player. listenened to almost all the LP songs and its remixes (!!) and some Billy Talent songs (mehhhh...they're alright). after school i was so excited cuz Matty's outta class! finallllyyyy. but after a bit, evreyone was around and it was crowded, and matty kinda left to hang out with ramy. feeling like a friggin outcast, i went into the orchestra rehersal and helped Amanda (okay, i don't remember her last name....Ms...something...) tune violins and stuff. it was probably about 20 minutes after when most of the people in the halls left, and Mike Eric and Matt stuck thier head in to see what the heck i was doing. i tried shaking my fist at them but at that moment this girl came up to me asking to tune her violin. she also said "hey Mandy...do you remember me?" i kinda looked at her for a while, then i was like "...Monica?" and she was like "yeah!" anyways, Monica is this little girl i used to play with in elementary school, in like, grade 6. i knew she'd be at ACI this year but i never thought i'd see her again in orchestra, of all places. tee hee she's so little! like me! so cute! anyways, after tuning, i left. went back in the halls, got mad at Matty, then got over it, then just hung out with him and Eric and Mike til like 4:45. then went over to Mike's locker where we hung out some more. then we went to the bus stop. if i got home 5 minutes earlier, i would not have been caught. but fuck, i was just THIIIS close to home, when my mom also got home..in her car, so she was faster than me and saw me walking ohme. i got another lecture. see? this is why i don't want to come back. anyways, so yea...i got tihs huge ass lecture again and whatever. perfect for my mood.

anyways, i listened to the whole WLU concert (in October) cd again. (except the middle two songs). it was awesome, but Beethoven's 5th was way too long in the middle, i almost fell asleep. the first movement was great though. it felt like i was playing again. i was so into the music. bahahaha

ok enought stupidness. i'm going back to ACI tomorrow, for a bit, then another lesson. *sigh*

just as Fran would say "WOOOOOOWWW!!" and Joanna "WHHHOOAA!" my history exam is FINALLY done! this has definately been the longest week ever! i have been studying ALL week. tuesday and wednesday were, i think, the most instense two days i've ever had, regarding to school. i've never been so fond of the serenity and peacefulness and quiet in my library. i have also discovered my favorite floor to work on! (i'm such a nerd) it is the 4th floor cubbies by the right side wall after u get out of the elevators. yesterday, i stayed there 5 hours non-stop. the kitchen at my rez is also a great place to work, when allison mel and joanna are quiet. tuesday, i worked 4 and a half hours (approx.) non-stop, taking notes. and it was great. until evening came and my roommates got all loud and siht. i was SOOOOO pissed off, cuz i actually really wanted to work. like, holy fuck!! anyways, then i called matty, and we had to sort some stuff out and then i got so tired, i couldn't take anymore notes. i was so pissed off about that, because i planned to do all my notes that day, then do my two prepared essays yesterday, then study everything today. but nooooo. and yes, i did shed tears...throughout the day. that was how stressed and upset i was. the next day, which was yesterday, i got up, ate a bit, had lunch with steve, Ian and his friend from his building, then went to the bookstore to look around with Steve, then at 1, headed to the library and buckled down to work. i did not stop til 6!! 5 full hours of intense note taking! and i didn't even finish. i had one chapter left to do, but i really had to start my prepared essays. i went back to my rez first though, and celebrated (sorta) allison's birthday. then i went back to the library at 7:30 to start my essay. didn't get much done. called Francine for help. she invited me over to do work with all of them (yay music girlies at Conrad!) so i went there...wasted so much time waiting for them to pick me up. i was really focused at working, and definately did not want to waste precious minutes standing around. anyways, the only good thing that got out of the whole night was that Amy explained to me what the first essay wanted us to write. that was about it. i basically wasted a whole night. i was so mad. i was literally on the EDGE. i was SO stressed out. i talked to matty on the phone for about an hour. more tears, more mean stuff said (mostly on my part), and more tissues, and still no work done. got off the phone, and me and Francine worked tilll...no joke, past 4am!!yeah....anyways, this morning Liz came into our room at 8:30 am to wake us up, and Francine told her that we went to bed at 4, so just take her notes and leave. she did. i went back to sleep. woke up again at 9, started reading off my people index cards. didn't get too far when i fell asleep again. woke up at ten. actually got up, dressed went back to my rez, took a nice long shower, then started my essay. i was going to go to the library, but i decided against it, cuz that will waste time. so i did my essay outlines, then headed to the library to take notes. 4pm: i headed to the dining hall, cuz i thought everyone was studying there, but the only ppeople there were katie, Liz James and Brendon. so i ate lunch (first thing i ate the whole day except for two pieces of toast...so hungeee!) then wnet back to library, but couldn't study anymore. i was all studied out. my head hurt like a bitch, and i was seriously getting sleepy. had an hour left to kill....decided to go back to dining hall, but saw Warren studying in the Concourse so i just stayed there with him and his friends (who were studying business) and read read my notes. then steve and that girl i always talk to in theory (i feel bad...i dont know her name). we walked to the T.A together and waited til exam. it was nerve-wracking! anyways, when we got our exam, we found out that only only were there the two prepared essays, there was a THIRD one! HOLY HANNAH!!! anyways, i know i did better in this exam than i did the midterm. there were some tough matching questions which i just guessed, but a large part of it, i knew (YAY!). umm..the listening was definately better than my last, but still tough. i couldn't make out some of them, probably cuz i was sitting totally at the wrong spot. AH!! i couldn't really hear the music, and the sound system in the T.A wasn't all that good. and to top it off, i had a serious headache all through the exam because i was so tired and i've been working so much. ARGH! anywyas, i know i can do better if i had more time. even though it was already 3 hours long. but still!! i need tiiiiime!!! anyways, after my exam, i got my paper back. AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! ok i dont want to talk about that. i am PISSED. not even fucking kidding.

anyways, this post is starting to get long so i will now post general points about my studying extravagenza from the past week:
- cappachino and mocha two days in a row...wow... you know i'm desperate when i buy caffinated drinks two days in a row just becuase i want to stay awake.
- lots of tears.....lots of STRESS. lots of....crying over textbooks.
- all i have to say, i have NEVER studied SO hard for an exam before. it was fucking INTENSE!!
- very little sleep, many hours in the library, lots of line paper and index cards and being stuck in the 15th, 16th, and 17th centuries.
- renaissance and baroque music stuck in my head. ALL DAY LONG....(see next point)
- Revecy venir du printans..." "De plus en plus..." "Io non compro piu speranza..."
- lots of swearing....especially at Conrad Hall

YAY I'M DONE HISTORY!!!!!!
onto Skills....too tired! fuck...fhack!

i am going to post about my week some other time. right now i would just like to say:

I HAVE MR. DANCING ELF MAN ON MY COMPUTER!!!!!!!! AAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!

*giggle!*

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just becuz i have little time so post, i will post about my weekend really fast.
friday- came out on greyhound. 6:30 ish frances paul and chris came over, went to KBBQ. drove frances home. me and paul went to aci to see drama play. did not understand! saw matty and marky and margy and lummy and...kevin. lol dammit. no rhyme! and met new strings teacher. Mandy!! hahaha YAY! after play, emilia showed u outta nowhere. drove ppl to bowling, after driving paul home. stayed at bowling for about 20 minutes. had to leave. had to drive emilia home. mandy and matty are pissed off. decided that it was totally out of way if i dropped emilia off first then matt. so matt got out of the car, and walked back to bowling. i was pissed off. did not really want to drive emilia. she didn't want to take cab becuz it was expensive. grrrrrrrrrrr....went home, went to bed.
saturday- went to art class. fun! bought a new violin case while i was there. great timing cuz new shipping of violin cases from Korea came! preeetty! i got a burgundy one. can wear it like a backpack! YAY! went home. mom yelled at me for failing psych. blahblahblah. mad for the whole day. stupid mother. read some history about women in music in 15thC. went to dentist. grocery shopping (my mom. i stayed in the car) went home. worked on MacStupidAWasteOfMyTime. went out to dinner with family, Bernard, Eugene and family. came home. called Matt.
Sunday- woke up cleaned room (it's actually cleaner now) vacuumed. packed bag, dad drove me back to school. got there at 2:30. dropped off stuff, went to exchange violin cases, bought dad a coffee, he went home. i went to choir concert. it was so beautiful! i cried during locust Iste and this other song. Locus Iste was soooooo good!! brought back memories too. *tear* tracy came over for dinner. helped me with MadStupid... went home. i went over to Conrad Hall. Francine, who invited me, left with Amy to practise rooms. i watched Interview With A Vampire with Shannon. it was so good! now i have to watch the whole thing! went home. worked on some skills. called matty.
Today: the minute i woke up and saw light, i saw BLIZZARD. crazy snowing!
HOLY FUCK! its WHITE outside at the moment, cuz it's snowing SOOOO much! all i see are silhouettes of tree branches and a rooftop. daaammmnnn...anyways, it's been snowing like tihs the WHOLE day. well it's snowing even more now than when i first got up. CRAZY!!!!! Skills exam was hard. esp. terms nad leody. fuuuuuuck. i think i did okay on the two part melody though. not the one part. i kinda messed up on the rhythm too. ah whatever. damn. i do NOT want to go back out later. at least i won't have orchestra tonight. should i stay and practise? i think i should. lesson tomorrow. ack!
okay i think this is long enough. gottta work. ta-ta!

P.S. 'Tis the season for colourful lights and hot chocolate.

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THIS PICTURE SCARES ME!

ok in the new song "When you say you love me" he sounds like Justin Timberlake. AHHH!! Ewwwwwwwwwww..

OH MY GAWD!!
the songs on the new Josh Groban are sooooo goooodd!!!
Pat wrote me an email tellnig me that Josh is singing at the ACC on feb 19th, and if i go, we're going together! YEAHHH!!! omg, i'm so excited! the only problem is the feb 19th is a Thursday and i don't know if i can make it up to T.O on a thursday and make it to the Skills dictation the next morning. bahhh... i have to see, but i definately don't want to miss this once in a lifetime chance! (well, maybe not lifetime, but it's the first time, so i don't want to miss it!) ahhh!! i'm so excited now! AND i'm going home tomorrow! YAY!! KBBQ with Frances!!! YYYYAAAAYYYY!! Life is good...

except for the psych exam.

psych test was alright today. sorta. i know i messed up on several questions, but hey, i tried.
anyways, last night i was talking with Nique, and i came up with a brilliant plan! to organize a dinner during Christmas break and have everyone come to it. so i took a break from doing homework, and wrote a nice email to everyone. about 6 people replied to it so far. yay!! i haven't found a good restaurant yet. hmmm...but i have lots of time, so no worries.

i can't wait to go home this weekend. i haven't been home in like 4 full weeks! gah! but the most important thing is the piano exam this thursday, assignment #8 in theory, MacGamut stuff, and all the final little quizzes and such. it's hard to believe this is the final week of first term! normally, we'd still have about 3 weeks to go! but no complaints...

anyways i'm gonna keep tihs post short, cuz i have to start theory homework, so i'll post later. bub bye!

theory was so fun today!! we talked about Joanie Sommer's "Johnny Get Angry" and listened to K.D Lang sing it. and then we watched a dvd clip of K.D Lang singing it. HOLY MUTHA FUCKIN!!! i thought K.D Lang was a GUY!! i mean, i knew she was female, but when i first saw the video, i was thoroughly confused. is she a man? HUH???? anyways, i seriously thought the wrong person was on stage!! anyways, i giggled through out the performance because it was hilarious! im sorry, it was. she was REALLY into it. especially the part where she fell backwards. apparently, that was the part where, Johnny, her boyfriend, beats her, and she falls but she asks him if he really cares about her or not. anyways, i have that song stuck in my had now. it's like one of those songs where it threads its way into your brain and stays there for a while.

Johnny get angry
Johnny get mad
Give me the biggest lecture i ever had
I want a brave man, I want a cave man
Johnny, show that you care, really care for me...

Anyways, i was just talking to Mike, cuz i was on K.D. Lang's website, and i think she is a lesbian. which isn't a problem, but that's what i think. that's all.
It snowed this afternoon. it was so pretty!! now im listening to Christmas songs. oh, man, you know how people get cravings for chocolate or whatever? i have a craving for CHRISTMAS right now. *sigh* i want it to snow more!! blah..anyways i have to go study for psych. argh.

i slept over at Conrad Hall last night in Francine's room, with her and Shannon. it was fun! we were giggling so much. Ian came over too, and we watched Austin Powers. i missed half of it thought cuz i was studying psych. with one of the girls across the hall i just met. apparently we're in the same psych class! Matt called last night around 1:30. we didn't really chat much, since Francine and Shannon were laughing like freakin hyenas (hhahahaha HEEEE hahaha HEEE) and Mark was also on another phone. so i was like, talking to both of them. i admit i haven't really talked to Mark a while, so it was fun. anyway, then Matt said he'd call at 2 again, which was in 40 minutes, and i didn't really have a choice, so yeah, we got off the phone, and 5 minutes later, the two of them were sleeping. so i waited...and waited. i held my phone so if i fell asleep i'd feel my phone vibrating, but when i woke up my phone said i had 5 missed calls! 5!!! crazy! i totally didnt think i'd fall aseep, AND miss 5 of Matty's calls! ahhh!! i picked up on the 6th call though. hahaha! i felt so bad. ah well. anyways, we woke up this morning at 10:30, ate a bit, then at 11:15, Shannon and i left for the practise rooms. i practised about an hour, went to eat lunch, where i bumped into my fellow violin friends, then went to the rehersal. we rehersed for an hour, that left us 30 minutes to change and get back. and we had our concert. it went surprisingly well, for me at least. anyways, yeah, so Bernard's mom and this other woman from Tam Chuen's orchestra came, and then we went to my rez, dropped off some stuff, and left. here, i am, blogging...argh... i was contemplating whether or not i should go to Huther's or not later, cuz Rod asked me if i was going and i said i might, but now i don't know....ah well!!
anyways i have new blankets now. my old ones were taken away so my mom can wash them. haha yay for a blanket and a sleeping bag! anywhoo...i need to call Frances...later. i aso need to take a shower. also later.

tired...
good day today, wnet by fast! orchestra sucked, sorta, cuz Mike was being an ass. talked to brendon after sectional, since i saw him in the caf by himself. talk about mike, grrrrr... made me so peeved! went home, all was good. watched Survivor with Allison then ER while she and Mel went downstaires to watch a movie. saw the new CanTire commercial, Jeff's in it!! sooo cool!! hahaha anyways, talked to Matty on the phone, he's moving! BOO HOO. no more Satuday's.....=( so sad...so inconvenient. i mean...even MORE inconvenient. bleugh...
ok tired, can't finish my theory. i'll do it tomorrow. it's almost 1am. goodnight!

You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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the past three days have been TIRING, so say the least. Monday/Tuesday have been MOESNDAY. stayed up all night finishing my history paper. ZERO sleep. it was brutal. i totally fell asleep in psych the next morning, and ALMOST fell asleep in orchestra. i felt so bad for Paul, but i can't help how tired i was! i did finish the paper though, so happy when i handed it in. it was great!! i was even 15 minutes early! last night, i was gonna sleep at 9:30 but my mom called and after that, ppl on my floor were making cookies, so i felt like baking too, and made cupcakes, and an actual cake. but icing all over it. it was fun. i went to bed at 12:30.
this morning, remedial theory was cancelled. i had so much time! i tried reading some psych, but i fell asleep on the couch. sooo cooomfyyy.i went to theory, had lunch, practised, then cmae back and checked email. i decided to also check my updated mark for theory class, since it was up for a couple of days and i never checked it yet, my average went up 18%!!! i was seriously sooo happy! then i had to leave for orchestra, and when i went outside, the sun was shining!! for me!! YAY!and then i wasn't even tired during orchestra, it passed by so fast. then i came home, found a fucking long ass letter from colleen and joanna about how i'm messy and shit. WTF?! i was SOOOO mad, it's NOT even funny. i talked to Kiel, showed him the letter, and after talking to him fior about 15 minutes, i felt better. haven't talked to anyone on my floor since then. fucking bitches. i totally want to move now. even if that means i have to have a roommate, and if i get a smaller room. seriously. anyways, i am in such a bad mood right now, it's not even funny.

oh yea, im coming back to Toronto on the 5th of december, and staying there til the start of next term. the only time i'm coming back to Waterloo is the 17th, for my theory exam. AHHH!! i can't wait, i'm so excited!! i'm totally going back to ACI everyday. i miss that place, i really do. hanging out in the music office with the teachers and all the cool music people, sitting out in the halls, on the benches, creating havok, maybe helping out the orchestra, if Mr.Lum wants me to, and....oh yea, i have to study for my theory exam! hahah shit.

anyways, fuck, im bored. i started my theory assignment but it's boring, so im not doing it yet. argh. i actually have a lot of work to do, but don't feel like doing any of it. *sigh*
oh anyways, i guess i'll sign out now. bleugh...

Matt just left. so sad... i had such a great weekend, seriously. the only flinch was when we were watching the Matrix last night, some girl behind us puked, and it drip dow to where we were sitting, and it smelled so bad, and Matt stepped on it. and when the movie was over (i was seriously dying to get out. i wasn't even into the movie) we found out that my bag fell on the floor and was covered in puke. it was SO NASTY!!! i was honestly so disgusted espcially on my bag. i told the manager of the theater, and she was like "we'll pay for your dry cleaning." and i told her i don't plan on getting it dry cleaned, and she said she'd give me a free pass. so i got a free pass. anyway, i went to the bathroom to clean off the puke on the handle part. dreched it in water and soap. but the bag part, i left it til i got back cuz i didn't want to get the inside wet.
ANYway, the rest of the night went pretty well and today was good as well. actually it was awesome. i miss him so much now. booo

anyway, i really have to work on my history paper, which is due on monday, and i've barely began. it's so hard to start i have no idea how to write the first paragraph. hmmmmmm....

ok more Hp news: on Dan's website, notice how he has this one pic of him and Emma? huh? HUH?? hahah does he fancy her? hahah and i just watched this E! show/ interview, and Rupert (Ron) looks so much older! like, ohmygawd!! anyways, go here to see what im talking about. And here to see the PoA trailer!

i just saw the trailer for PoA!! Thanks, Mar, for mentioning it in your blog. heheh
it looks pretty darn good, let me tell ya!! although, i thought Sirius would look more...serious. hahah Michael Gambon's portrayal of Dumbledore ain't too bad either. AHH!! i'm so excited now! i think im going back into my HP rage. mmm...Draco looks older! and just one question...wut's up with the choir? holding toads?? hmm....makes one think. AHH!! SO EXCITEDD!!! yay Aunt Marge! YAY!! BOGGARTS!!!

ok totally not HP related: i was just leaving Skills class this morning, and suddenly the song Bluebird popped into my head, andi've been singing it ever since. that's a whole...two hours!!
Oh the ice up on the mirmachi will melt before the sun.
And captain Moar's waterboat will soon be on the run.
For half a cent a gallon, the ships he will supply
and captain says he'll run her til the tank runs dry.

if Frances were here, i'd tell her "...at least it's not Ezekiel and the stupid wheel..."

OMG!!! im reading this interview with Daniel Radcliff, and he's going to be in GoF!!! YYYYAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!

oh, did i mention the entire tree blew down in our front yard? you can see it's roots.

holy shit! it's a freakin BLIZZARD outside!! i was almost blown over while walking to psych. and back. OMHMIGAWD. hahah ah well.
hahah i just checked my email, and Mr.Pinhorn wrote back regarding the forward i sent him about Finding Nemo! HAHAHAHA i guess i made him laugh. hee hee!
anywhoo... i should do some work hahah. omg im so ont looking forward to walking outside again..argh. well, it's not in two hours, so i still have some time.
Kiel's friend bought my other formal ticket. yay! Colleen's friend still have to come pick up my first ticket.

OMG! a new Good Charlotte video "Hold On"!! it's a good one! Billy still has his long hair! mmm...hahah jk

um..okay i don't have anything productive to say anymore, so im gonna go. Watch the video! it's good!

goddammit, i hate it when my alarm clock doesn't wake me up!! piece of shit alarm clock!!! guess i won't be in Skills today...

wow, this day seems like it's gona by so fast...
well, i did wake up pretty late, and early sunset doesn't help much either. anywhoo...yeah, i had to do the first part of my theory assignment again cuz i did some of it wrong. now im working on the second part. the bass is pretty easy. all eighth notes in this funny pattern. the top part is the tricky one hehehe

yea, so anyways, i watched this movie today, it's called Hope Floats. it's pretty good. i won't spoil it for anyone who wants to see it, but it's basically about a woman whose husband leaves her for her best friend, and she and her daughter moves back to her home town and starts a new life...so it seems. but there are many difficulties and they have to overcome them.

anywhoo...enough blooging. gotta get back to work. ta-ta!

Cb major - life is full of complecations,
commitments and organisation. You love to make
sure everything is just perfect, but sometimes
this can cause you to fall over your own feet.
A slightly unsociable key: why Cb major when
you could be the identical Bmajor? It has less
accidentals.


what key signature are you?
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Holy Mother of God!! i FINALLY finished a level of frickin rhytmic dictation!!
saw the lunar eclispse, it was so cool!! i dragged Ramiz out to see it with me. hahaha he was like "no...i'm studying.." and i was like "come ON! it's so cool!!" so yea. hahah then i called my brother and told him about it too. hahah he's like "really?! let me see! ooohhh niiice!"
argh im getting sleepy. i just yawned. but can't sleep yet...gotta finish at LEAST all the rhythmic stuff. im so screwed for this MacGamut stuff. oh well...i'll try to finish it ALL by the next time we have to hand it in. i might not be able to finish it again this time. it just takes WAAYY too much time. esp for me cuz i suck at all this and i keep getting it wrong.
it's still really quiet here. the tv is off, all i hear are the clicks from me typing. the heater's not even on.
just for the hell of it, i'm gonna list all my future "main" things i have to do by numbers.
ONE day left to do all my homework and practise for my piano midterm and Skills singing
TWO hours till Matty gets home from work...
TWO days til Monday, the day i have to hand in a lot of my homework and MacGamut
THREE days til my piano exam (and Rememberance Day)
FOUR days til my lesson with Julie
SIX days til the IRC formal and Matty sleeps over (YAY!!)
SEVEN days til the LotR movie day

my dad woke me up this morning. he came over at about 10:30, went grocery shopping, then lunch. it was alright. then i realized (about half hour or so later) that he forgot to bring those blank cds i needed. so after he finished work near Manualife, he came back and we went to this little computer shop near Conestoga and bought a 5 pack. yay now i can bur the Hildegard cd.
God, i hate MacGamut so much. i've only done two levels today. frrriiiggg... keep getting it wrong.
i also hate being here by myself. Ramiz came up and visited today. he was bored as well, but at that time, i was actually working, so he left. talked to Matt on icq for a bit. then he had to leave for work. ahhh... ok, six more hours....goddammit.

oh my gawd, i am BORED!
after theory, i had lunch in the diner with steve, but he had to leave early to catch the greyhound home to his commencement. so then i went back to my rez. didn't feel like doing work right away, so i vaccuumed the whole flat of our floor. joanna was cleaning the kitchen part. Mel went home. Allison went home yesterday. she has commencement tonight. then i cleaned my room too. after all that cleaning i actually did start history, but not the paper. i decided to begin writing my little index cards for the people, like last time. i figured if i did it while we learned about them, i wouldn't waste so much time doing them all at the end and not having time to study other stuff. i talked to Tracy on msn, and she wanted to come over, so i said sure, and after about 20 minutes, she showed up. we just hung out in my room...ate oreos, listen to the Butterfly Lovers' Concerto. so nice! talked about music and i sorta taught her how to play the Zhang. (a Chinese table harp) Matt called around 5:30, but Tracy was still there so i said i'd call him back. she left at 5:45 ish becuz she was going to go home too, but other people were picking her up, so then after she left i tried going back to work, but it wasn't too successful. i went to Wilf's to buy dinner, took me about half an hour. saw Kiel and Colleen and Jeff there. by the time i got back though, cole and Jeff left, so i was finally by myself. so quiet...it's a bit scary... i wish Matty were here, it would be perfect.
fuuuuuudge. i'm bored. i watched some tv, started watching The English Patient, but i didn't really understand it, so i stopped. Matrix was on, so i watched that a bit, but i've seen it so many times, and i got bored. did a BIT of MacGamut, but i already got 3 wrong. friiigg!! and i had 3 right in a row. dammit!
i'm so bored. Matty's out skating with friends, Tim isn't replying to my msn, and.....Mike can't come over. so booooreeeeddd....i wanna talk to peeeople!
ah well.
yay Linkin Park is breaking my silcence. A Place for my Head.
now it's this Radiohead song Matt recommended me.

ok...back to doing nothing...

hm i haven't wrote in two days. what shall i say? i've got the best history teacher ever! she extended our due date for our history paper! YAYY!! and after i did all that work tuesday night. went to Bricker Rez and worked on Hildegard with Tracy and Deanna. Glenn couldn't make it becuz he wanted to do his MacGamut stuff so that he can go home to his commencement on the weekend. anyways, i was kinda pissed off cuz Tracy's friends came over for dinner and didn't leave for a while. they were all crazy ass FOBS! AHH!!! one of them, at first, i seriously didn't know whether she was a guy or a girl. but then from talking to them, i guess she was a girl. i talked with mike on msn while i waited for them to finish eating. we talked about that girl who looks like a guy, and mike was like, "yeah, im confused about two ppl in our school too" hahah funnay! anyways, then we went to Deanna's room and worked there for a bit. kept getting distracted. but i was so into it. then they had to watch Gilmore Girls. i got frustrated after half of the 2nd episode, and went back to tracy's place (down the hall) photocopied some scores, called Foot Patrol, then walked home. worked on my fucking thesis til 3:45am. Matty stayed up with me. i was so grateful. he was so tired. =( but then i didn't get to meet my teacher for that important meeting. i still talked to her about my thesis. she said it was okay. YAY! i was so freakin tired yesterday. and sectionals were kinda crappy.

anyways, just did some blog/journal reading...bah, no one posts anymore. Mar posts..once in a while. yay Mar!! aaand...yeah. have to talk to "War-in" heh heh. i mean...uuuuggghhh tee hee. anyways, yay today's friday! one more class left, omg. theory. i finished part of my assignment yesterday. it was alright. not MacGamut though. stoopid piece of crap, i HATE it!!
bah..im getting cold..i should put some clothes on. HAHAH just kidding.
anywhoo, yeah im cold. i'll post more later.

i got this from Matt's blog. im bored of piano-ing.
****

Last car ride: Jon's parents giving us a ride back to Waterloo on Sunday morning

Last kiss: Matty! on saturday. boo hoo i miss Matty!

Last good cry: two weeks ago, after my super stressful week of horrible exams

Last library book checked out: not a book, but i checked out orchestra music for orchestra!

Last movie seen: American Wedding. heheh i downloaded it.

Last book read: i don't remember when i seriously read a book for fun.

Last cuss word uttered: i don't remember. i'm PURE

Last beverage drank: Water

Last food consumed: Reeses chocolate

Last crush: Matty!

Last phone call: Matty!

Last TV show watched: i don't know...oh! Rugrats! from this morning

Last time showered: like...15 minutes ago

Last shoes worn: my black boots.

Last CD played: err...Linkin Park

Last downloaded: Muse- Blackout, from Owen's site

Last annoyance: at masterclass, David Zafer went way overtime, and i couldn't buy dinner anymore cuz the diner closed, and i was hungry as hell!!

Last disappointment: i couldn't buy dinner, i was hungry and i wasted time cooking instead of working

Last soda drank: Nestea from lunch

Last thing written: a B note, for my transposing

Last key used: the one for my room

Last word spoken: "hi!" to colleen's house council friends

Last IM: i don't have it

Last weird encounter: deja vu this afternoon

Last ice cream eaten: Super Kid, at Laura Secord's

Last time amused: at masterclass, david zafer was pretty funny

Last time wanting to die: mmm...a month ago? i was so depressed

Last time in love: now

Last time hugged: Today, yay a hug! it was from Brendon, the oboe guy. he hugs EVERYONE with ENTHUSIASM. it's scary sometimes...

Last time scolded: i dunno...couple weeks ago. grrr parents.

Last time resentful: This morning

Last lipstick used: errr... i don't...know.

Last underwear worn: the ones im wearing now

Last time dancing: at Elements, in September

Last poster looked at: the one in my room. so inspiring!

Last show attended: Music at Noon, last Tuesday

Last webpage visited: Matty's blog

***

back to piano!!

i am going to take literally 5 minutes to write this post.
what a long day, mian! yea, i failed both my psych and history exams, but that's no surprise. i actually didn't fail history as badly as i thought! anyways, i was funny cuz our teacher had this overhead up with A+ all the way to F, and beside each letter there's number, which represents the number of ppl who got that mark. so anyways, from the top, you see a bunch of 3, 1,2,1,1,7,6, etc (those aren't exact but u get the point) then you see F, and the number is 16. seriously! my teacher was like "that is bad! you have to pass this course!" and stuff. so...yeah...anyways, in masterclass, i really didn't wanna go becuz i had sooo much work to do tonight, but i went anyway, and David Zafer, the guy who led our masterclass this evening went over time like seriously! we got off at 7:20. FUCK!! i couldn't even buy dinner. was so pissed. argh! now i just cooked myself some noodles and an egg, and that's my crappy dinner. i also wasted time cooking. Play and Sing again tomorrow in Skills. argh! it's not too bad this time actually. well, wouldn't jinx it. alright my 5 minutes are up. ta-ta!

getting that Skills test back this morning was an inspiration. after weeks of not studying for friday dictations, and getting 50's and 60's, i got a 79 today! yippee!! the vocab section really boosted my mark up. yay! becuase i actually studied for vocab last week! (right matty?)

anyways, i now know how my text msg thingy works on my phone! i am currently waiting Frances' reply. she sent me a text message like 1:15ish am last night, calling me an insomniac. and i was just about to sleep! anyways, yeah, i was tired this morning. i told myself i would take a nap after my rudiments class, but no, im blogging now. i might sleep for a bit later. damn theory. i hate it so much.
anywhoo, yea. my head hurts. i'm gonna stop typing. bub bye.

heeeeello!
im at my school library, working on history, and although im pretty into it, i'll blog anyways. hahah
the past weekend was funn! i didn't really do anything on friday, though it was halloween. i got back around 8:15pm ish, went to dinner with my dad, then drove to the orchestra place where my mom was, chatting up with all her orchestra parents' friends. pahh... we got home at around 10, and i went to bed pretty early.
commencement on saturday was great! the whole ordeal was pretty disorganized. we were supposed to arrive 45 minutes before, but when everyone was there, there still weren't any signs up telling us where to go or anything. it was a bit after 9 when the signs were up, and the teachers were actually telling us what to do! we got our cards to fill out and i got two, cuz i had to go and get my award. when it was my turn to go up, the teacher who was collecting the cards gave me back the wrong one! so it was really weird. i thought they were supposed to tell the people my award along with the OSSD thing, becuz i got a 50$ check along with my certificate ( thought that was the award). but after a long time of confusion, i realized it wasn't. the 50$ was the department award. so anyway, i missed the choir the first time cuz i had to go line up. the Music Parent's award was preeetty!! and not to mention, sharp! and i got another check. yay! but money doesn't matter. what matter's is that block of glass-looking plastic with my name on it. yay!
anyways, after the ceremony, i took pics with my parents, then they left and i hung out with Matt and Frances and Emilia. and i took lots pics with other people. it was great! after what seemed like forever, Emilia and i decided to go grab lunch. i drove Adam home on the way. we went to this chinese foodcourt on Silverstar, and i moment i walked in i saw my cousin, Ken, with his son, Jordan. awww so cute!! we talked a bit, and then out of nowhere, i lfelt someone poke me. i turned around and there standing was Edith! (she's the daughter of a family friend) so i was like "what the heck are you doing here?!" so anyways, after talking to my cousin a bit more, i ordered food, and then went over to that family friend's table and talked with them a bit. when we finished, i went and picked up my lunch and walked over to my cousin's table to say bye. out of nowhere (ok, across their table) my other cousin, Ricky, was like HI! i was so surprised, i was like "whoa!!" and Ricky was like "you're supposed to be in waterloo!!" so i had to tell him that i had commencement. and he was like "oh, so this is a cousins gathering, eh?" hahah funnay! and Bryan, Ken's older son was being all shy and cute. haha aww... anyways, we left after saying bye, and went to Destiny's to get Matty a bubble tea. (it was narsty, by the way.) then drove back to school. listened to the choir, Jeff's valedictorian speech (so sweet!) then waited for everybody to all gather and then drove Emilia home. Matty, Frances and i went to STC, and did some shopping. got kinda upset, then ate some ice cream, then walked over to Jack Astor's for dinner. saw Jordan and Kevin, so after we finished eating, went over and said hi. finally left the place, and went back to my house and just chilled, looked at photos then drove them home around 8:45. stayed a bit longer than i thought at Matt's, but it was alright. i recieved a text message around 9, but i had no idea how to open it, and i thought it was only another ad, so i left it. when i got home, i magically unlocked my phone and read the text message. it was from Frances! i forgot the card i bought in her little shopping bag! so i drove to her house to get it back. when i got there, though, she invited me in to make some mashed potatos. so i went in and her parents came downstaires and i said hello. her mom started asking me if i was Mandy, the girl from CDF, and i said yes, and she was like "i don't think you remember me" and i said i didn't, and she was like "yeah, i remember you from CDF. i saw you this morning, and i was like, hmm...she looks familiar!" so i was like "oh really? haha" and then she's like "say hello to your mom for me" and i'm like "okay i will!" hehe it was funny! anyways, so yeah, Frances and i made mashed potatos, and they were freakin delicious, i tell ya!! mmm....hehehe then we talked about stuff and school and family. ya know. then her parents came downstaires again, and we talked about university. and then i finished eating my potatos, and left. it was a great night. great, i tell ya! esp. the potatos..mmmmm...*drool* hahaha but we're going to Korean barbecue next time. yummay! we're going to turn into little fobs. oh no!! saaaave meeeee!!! lol alright anyways, i have to get back to work. it's already 2:30. ok bub bye!

today was a pretty good day. i skipped rudiments though because i wasn't feeling to well. then i practiced viomolin, and then went to thoery. i guess i didn't understand my assignment, becuase i did it wrong. but i corrected it during class and handed it in anyways. my teacher made a weird face. so i guess it's another fail. piece of shit theory.

anyways, after theory, i had my leson. it didn't go as bad as last time, since i actually practised a bit! my thirds and chromatic were kinda bad though. ah well. no lesson next week though, becuz the String Quartet is going to Europe for three weeks. AHH!! and the week after next week, we're all getting lessons from this woman named Julie, whom we heard at Music at Noon on tuesday. yay! and while i'm on the topic of the string quartet, i found a pretty good picture of my studio teacher. there are two violin teachers at Laurier, but we get separate private teachers, and he's mine. this is Jeremy.


he looks dangerous in this picture! AHH!! hehehe okay anyways, gotta do some homework before i sleep. yay commencement tomorrow!!

at first, i didn't want my parents to come to my next Symphony concert because i had plans. ya know? but now, i REALLY don't want them to come. not because of plans anymore, just for their own sake. this concert is gonna be so boring compared to the last one! i'm not even excited playing it. in one song, the note "don't fall asleep!" is written in the music. not by me nor my stand partner. someone who played the piece before and who wrote it. i seriously almost fell asleep. it was so boring. and the cello concerto, okay, he plays really well, but everyone else part is boring! well at least i think so. argh. the only good song we're playing is Dvorak. i love the melody (ies), but it still isn't as good as the Beethoven one. man, i'm so not looking forward to performing his. grrr... maybe i should learn it first, but still.

anyways, ok i've decided, our conductor, Paul, reminds me of a cross between Mr. Buck, and Mr. Johnston. it's weird, but it's true. like, his attitude and stuff is like Mr. Johnston, but when he plays cello, he's like Mr. Buck. weird, huh?
anywyas, nuthin else to post about so bub bye!

i'm a happy girlie!! thanks all to Masterclass! after history i went to the practise rooms for an hour to practise my song. it went okay... ya know. meh meh.. then i went to class. i though i'd be nervous, but surprisingling, i wasn't at all! in fact, i was kinda looking forward to it. i went in, open my case and waited for Beth Ann to arrive. she did, and since she was only playing for me, i went first. it was okay, i didn't mind it at all. i played through it, with minor mistakes, and as usual i got some pointers. it was like a mini lesson, but with everyone else sitting there. overall i though i did pretty well, ya know! hehehe!! anyways, Michael (my stand partner) played after i did, and his session was pretty short though. mine was half an hour! Amy played after me, and she was pretty good. she did this Etude from Kreutzer. Jerzy calls it the "Bible". hahah its pretty true though.
anyways, Michael, my stand partner, is probably reading my blog now, so HI MICHAEL! BLAH BLAH BLAH!! GOOD JOB AT MASTERCLASS TODAY!!

lol okay yeah, im kinda hyper right onw. just a tad. Matty would be shaking his head at me right now. boo. oh well!!

anyways, ok i have nothing else so post, so i'm gonna...finish eating, then do some homework. bub bye!

la la la... psych test was hard mian! but it was muliple choice, so i did some guessing. well...but blindly guessing, but u know. anyways, i got back and made myself some dumplings. it was yummay! then i checked email, and Frances sent me tihs horrible email about people in Japan killing babies nad eating them. it was NARSTY!!! oh mian.... anyways, now i have a picture of a decapitated baby in my head.

ok anyways, im tired of typing. i really have to practise. i'm playing in Masterclass today!! AHHHH!!! ok bub bye.

seeing as i didn't post all weekend and my internet actually works in the morning, i should take this oppoortunity to post something. maybe about my weekend?
satuday was a sucky day. the only good thing was that i didn't have to get up early or anything, so i slept til noon. it was nice. i moped around til about 2 and then started my thoery homework. i thought it was going to be simple: just make up a melody, elaborate it, then elaborate it even more. well, after 10 minutes into working, i discovered that it was actually pretty complicated. after working for about an hour or so, i gave up. i moped around some more, i don't exactly remember what i did, but anyways, yeah. oh i was talking to mike on msn, and i was asking him whether or not i should get the dress i really wanted at Le Chateau. he said i should. then i made lunch, and this was at like 5:00 ish. lol. umm...my parents came late to dinner. they were supposed to arrive at about 6:30, but they didn't leave the house TIL 6:30, and when they got here, about 8pm, everyone was pissed off. well, i was waiting for them, and i put on my music and didn't hear doorbell, so my dad was already mad, and i was mad at him at being so touchy, and my mom was mad at my dad for being at work so late and that's why they got here late, and couldn't go grocery shopping with me like we planned. anyways, we went to Timeless, tihs Chinese place near UW and i saw Edward there, that guy from ACI. i don't really know him that well, but i know him. it was cool, cuz i didn't know he went to UW, so it was a surprise. um...yeah, after supper we came back to my rez and talked a bit. i didn't want to talk much becuz i'm like so used to being by myself and i honestly don't like being with my parents, especially when it's both of them. cuz then my mom and i would start talking and my dad would ask these stupid questions, cuz he's always at stupid work, he never knows what's going on. and no one like telling him becuz it's common sense. anyways, they left after a while and then everyone on my floor left to go to parties. i felt pretty alone, so i took my pillow and blanket and moved to the couch and watched a movie (Pay it Foreward). halfway through, Mel and her friends came back but it was okay cuz she lives here, so yeah, but then Deanna and Megan, these other girls from the first floor parades into our place and they're so freakin loud! i was really pissed off at them not only becuz they were loud but i mean, i was in the middle of watching a movie! like, holy shit! anyways, then more people arrived, mostly Colleen's house council friends, and then Jeff's friends from MacHouse. pah! ok i was like really pissed off then. i moved all my stuff back into my room and slammed my door, but i don't think anyone heard becuz the music was playing really loud. i went outside for a while to get some air, and quiet, when this group of guys start walking towards me. they were like "isn't there a party on the third floor?" i siad no. lol. anyways, i thought the front door was closed properly, but it wasn't. i found out when one of the guys just opened the door. i was like "oh shit!!" anyways, Deanna told them to leave and after a bit they did, and i was really upset that it happened, so i slammed the front door and walked towards campus. the school was locked so then i walked back to my place and tried having fun. i played a couple rounds of Spoons, but Deanna kept cheating so i left. after a while, the two girls from the top floor came down and we talked a bit, they said i could go to their place and do whatever, so i did. i went up there with my blanket and watched the rest of the movie. it was so relaxing and quiet. heheh and i ended up spending the night up there too becuz i didn't want to get waken up at like 5 in the morning. i went to sleep at 4:30. lol

sunday, i woke up at 12:15pm ish, and wnet back downstaires, ate, and started hmoework. i finished the theory excercise, and started studying for Psych. i was also waiting for Matt to call. it was about 2pm when i decided that i couldn't concentrate anymore, so i packed my stuff, and went to the Solarium (greenhouse) to study. it was so quiet there, i was afraid to move my chair, cuz it would make noise. after a while though i started losing my concentration becuz the graduates all came back to their commencement and there were all these people walking around outside in gowns and certs. i packed up and went back to my place. read a bit, then went on the omputer, yay. lots of fun! talked to rachel- she's doing better, after her eye infection. see what contacts do to you? tsktsk. anyways, i ended up not doing much reading after that. called Matt once but he was about to have dinner. so we hung up. wnet to floor meeting. Kiel seemed pretty pissed off about something, but yeah, it went okay. talked about rez wear, and what we should get. BLANKETS! i'm gonna design something to put on our stuff, whatever we decide to buy. i hope everyone else agrees with my idea! umm...i came back, practised violin a ibt, until Kiel came up and told me (nicely) that i shouldn't practise after 11 cuz ppl downstaires can hear it and they wanna sleep. so i stopped, and started a design thingy for our rez wear. about midnight, i called Matt and we talked and then i went to sleep. yay.

okay im done. that was long!! i'm still contemplating whether i should get the dress or not....hmmmmm...

interesting day: i was REALLY tired this morning. it took a lot of energy to get up. i felt a bit better about last night. i really was very upset, but trying to forget it all together. after my rudiements class, i went back to my place and took a 1 and a half hour nap. it did me some good. i got up at 12:15, and went to my 12:30 theory class. i tried participating and i listened really attentively. i kiiiinda understand the new stuff, but not really. after that, i had an hour to kill before 2:30, when i'm supposed to meet my theory teacher to discuss my exam. i had lunch with Steve and this other guy he was eating with, i forgot his name, but he plays oboe, and he's from BC. i had a tapioca rice pudding. it was yummy!! i wanted to go to the mall afterwards, the other one i've never been to, Conestoga, and Steve was like "do u need a shopping budding?" i said yes, and he agreed to come with me. and we'd see a movie too, cuz he wanted to see Kill Bill. so we made plans. then i went to my teacher and we discussed my exam. it really helped. i now know why i did so bad, and if i were to do it again, i'd get a good mark. anyways, after that i went back to my rez to get my jacket and leave my bag down, and met Steve at his rez, and we went to Conestoga Mall. we walked around a lot, and he bought this nice winter coat at GAP for like $60. it was really nice! originally like $100+ at Bluenotes, i bought this white hoodie sweater. it was on sale for $24.98, and originally, it was $44 something. it's like creamy colour preeetty! we walked around some more and had supper at Pizza Pizza, which really sucked cuz we waited for a looong time for our food, and the people working there were inefficient. anyway, after that we walked over to the theater (called the Galaxy. oooohhh!! LOL) and watched Kill Bill. it was a really good movie, i reallly liked it, and now i HAVE to see the next one, and maybe the next ones after that! the ending was so suspensful!! and after the movie i bought ice cream at the theater, and after that we came home. i got home at 10:30.

it was really really relaxing and took a lot off my mind. something i REALLY need. the past week has been HELL. how bout that history exam, huh? anyways, im so glad it's friday, and i can sleep in all i want tomorrow. yay!! i still have that big psych test on tuesday, but meh. friday is my night off. seriously. i'll study tomorrow, for sure.yay psych! actually, no, not really. pahhh...i'm tired!

anyways, i think im done posting. song of the moment: The Prayer by Josh Groban and Charlotte Church *melt*

fuck Wipo. i hate history.

i have one and a half hours left before CLASS! and after class is my EXAM!! AHHH!!! lol
but my internet just started working, so naturally, i'm blogging.
what to say...? i've gone thru a lot more people now. i decided to just stop and start from the end and work backwards. i'm so bored of staying in the friggin 9th and 10th century. so i skipped to the 15th. ahhh...so much better. but i'm at the 13th now, becuz i'm working backwards. it's not too bad though. i'll have to start my essay question soon. i'm so bad at essays, seriously. argh!
Yuen's good at history, maybe she can help me. if she's even reading my blog. hahah i doubt it, but that's okay.

hm hm hm! it's freezing today!! there was frost on the grass and cars and stuff, and it was COLD! i had to my eskimo sweater. and it was so comfy in psych, and the prof was just going on and on....i fell asleep. hahah and i'm like, sitting in the first row too. meh! i had the hood over my head, and no one saw. except Lisa, this girl who sits beside me. haha it was funny. and what's even more funny is that i'm saying it's funny, and we're learning about conflicts and agression in psych. muahaha

oki'm being crazy. i think it's the history. monks have such boring lives. esp. back then. i was talking with Matt last night and and we were talking about Boethius and how he has a cool name, but Wipo of Burgundy is even better! yay Wipo! (Wipe-O)

anywhoo, okay, i'm gonna start my essay now. i can just hear Matt saying "Get off the internet and do your wooorrrrkkk!!!"

soooo tiiired....bleugh. it took a lot of effort getting up this morn. and i went back to sleep after i found out that i had no food for breakfast. so i was like "meh." and took another 15 minute nap before class began. and it was cold outside. i was tired, cold, and sleepy. great. i don't think many people in Skills today was up to it. i sure wasn't. Rod was laughing at me. pah! anyways, yeah, i got my theory exam back. i booked an appointment with my teacher to talk about it. guess how i did on it?

grocery shopping was fun...somewhat. i have food!!! i think i'm going to have more soup. i bought this little box of 4 packaged soup mix, called Cup a Soup, or somethin like that, and it's really cool! and yummy too. but i have two hours left before i have to go to the MTSA gathering. yay more food! i've been trying to study once i got back from the store, but i couldn't get really into it. i'm sort of into it, but you know... my internet hasn't been working. it only works periodically, it's stupid. anyways, now it's working, and i had to check some dates of the people in my history book. St. Bendict lived from about 480-547. that's what i learned about two minutes ago. heh heh...aaaanywhoo, i'm cold.

oh! i bought a Laurier shirt today. it's like, sleeveless though, but it's pretty i'll probably wear it...soon...when i'm warm, or when i'm practising. i wanted to get a warm sweater, but all the ones they have are either ugly, or they don't have my size. *shrug* oh well...

anywhoo, yea, i'm gonna make more soup now. bub bye.

im so tired but i can't sleep. i was about to drift off at 11:45 when my fried, Tracy, called, asking if i was going to Music at Noon. i told her no because it's guitar today, and i'm gonna fall asleep. isn't Miacheal going? she said no, he's sleeping too, grr i don't want to go by myself.
i almost gave in and went with her, but i really don't want to. i know im gonna doze off, and i don't want to, becuz then everyone would see me and they'll think i don't appreciate it or whatever. anyways i'll go next week. i'm so freakin hungry right now, but i don't have enough time to eat at the moment so i'll eat after piano, which i always do anyways. i miiiight get some brownies...mmm....brownies...ok i think i'm gonna go get some right now. i crave brownies...ok i'll post more later.

ok im reading history, and there's this guy called Anicius Manlius Severinus Boethius. isn't that just the bestest name ever?? it all ends in "ius"! except for Severinus, but nus is close enough to ius, dontcha think? HAHAHAHA!!!

ok i know im crazy, you don't have to remind me. i love this name. i'm gonna name my child Anicius Manlius Severinus Boethius! muahahaha!!

ok back to reading....

ahhh yay! my internet works! it hasn't been working since last night. i dunno why. i think it's stupid.
anywhoo my weekend was fun! Matty came over and we went to the Wind Ensemble concert on Saturday, where some of my newfound friends were playing. There was this flute ensemble (my friend, Steve, who looks like Jordan, was in it), and they played the Barber of Seville. i love that song, really, but it doesn't sound as good with a bunch of girly girl flutes. *ahem* anyways, after that we went to this student-organized party type thing called Rocktoberfest. i actually wanted to go to the REAL Oktoberfest, but we didn't really have a chance to go. and besides we're not of age to drink. and beer tastes narsty! hahhah
aaaanyways, i kinda spent sunday studing for theory exam. (yes, i had an exam today). it didn't go that well. i should've started earlier, but i was just so damn tired! so i went to sleep. hahaha but i did make some notes, and actually learned some stuff! (ah, no wonder i got such a horrible mark on my last assignment!) anywhoo, after notetaking, Matt and i went to eat dinner at Eastside Mario's. it was....greasy? lol! yeah, but my chicken was good. mmm...and calamari...mmmm... greasy calamari...mmm...lol
we finished went back to my place and Matt's dad picked him up and took him home. and then i tried to study some more. i read my notes, and my textbook, and not long after i went to bed.

tihs morning after my first two classes, i studied a bit. my exam was at 12:30, and i was like TIRED! so i decided to take a nap. i set my alarm clock to noon, and it woke me up at 11:30!! stoooopid alarm clock! so i turned it off and made a mental note to get up at noon. i got up at 12:15. ACK! i shot out of my bed, packed my bag and ran out the door! i was like 5 minutes late, cuz i had to use the bathroom halfway. bleugh. lol oh well. i finished in time anyways. so that was alright. i hate counterpoint though, seriously. it's so freakin' hard and confusing! bleh. ah well. anyways, i don't have anything else to post anymore, so bub bye.

i'm listening to Bohemian Rhapsody. *tear* memoriesss... so sad...
i don't think i posted about my Sunday evening. there was this play at ACI, and Matt and Mark were stage-crewing so i thought i'd drive by and visit. i haven't been to ACI since the summer. i miss it! i never get the chance to go back during when there is actual school. so anyways, i arrived there and i didn't want to buy a ticket for the show cuz i don't really care about it, so i walked up and down the main hall, looking at all the posters ads and pictures. it felt like going to school. a time when i didn't know what to expect at university. *sigh* anyways, the song ended now, so i am gonna stop gushing about how i miss ACI.

this evening, when i got back from sectionals, i was walking back to my rez, and there were all these cars in Seagram Dr. and people shouting from the stadium. Ramiz was walking behind me so we were like "is that a football game going on?" "i guess so." anyways, throughout the night i've been trying to work (key word, trying) and all i hear outside my window are cars honking, people shouting, and more honking. i got really frustrated and looked out my window. My window faces the street so i know what the hell's going on. anyways, i see ALLLLL these cars and buses and people walking up and down the street. i went out to the living room, and Colleen and Jeff were there so i'm like "what the hell is going on outside?" and they said one of Oktoberfest's events are held in the stadium, and it's gonna be all weekend. grrr!! anyways, then i went to take a shower, and when i came out, the street was empty and there were NO cars or buses. it was like they all apparated!! (apparated means that they disappeared. gotta read HP). anyways, so then i made jello cuz Matt's coming over tomorrow, and now i'm blogging. i really have to do my MacGamut stuff. ok i am gonna do it now. it's already 10pm. bub bye.

oh my gosh! i was just watching the news, and last night, in Montreal, there was this HUGE riot-like thing after a rock concert and about 40 cars were damaged. like, DAMAGED! set of fire, turned over, you get the point!
all this sounds oddly familiar.... music trip, G-8 riot anyone? hahahaha!
i think Jon would want to hear about this!
anyways... my Skills midterm SUCKED, mian. i was so pissed off. we have these 4 melodies we have to prepare and she asks us to do one of them. i practise 3 outta the 4, and the one she asks me to sing is the one i didn't practise! bloody heellll!! oh well. and yeah, my sight-singing also sucked. well it's been better than i first sight-singed (sung). it was so horrible. im in the kitchen now. i have the table all to myself! ahhhh... and my theory book in front of me cuz i have a dictation on friday and besides, i suck at theory. i asked Christine about my 3rd Species counterpoint homework last night and she never took harmony! grr...and then i was gonna call Pat, but it was like 12:30 already, and i don't know if him or Jackie (or both) went to sleep or not.

this is what i have to do today before i sleep:
1. study thoery
2. learn the chorale <-- that's gonna take a looooong time.
3. piano scales and progression (memorized)

there's some more but i cant think of it right now, so...meh!
ok reading time... i've got one hour before orchestra starts.

ok i came back from psych this morning and i was really tired, so i called Matt (cuz he was sick) and when i got off the phone, i took a nap. it was only like 45 minutes, but it was a pretty good nap. i actually didn't fall asleep during Music at Noon! today was the Penderecki String Quartet and these two guest artists. their performance was SUPER
anyways, yeah. they had a standing ovation! yup. anyways, in history, Steve wanted me to go grocery shopping with him after my master class, but then i was raining when i got out (at 7pm) so we didn't go. it's okay. honestly, i didn't wanna go THAT much. i have to do my theory assignment and practise for my Skills midterm tomorrow.

ok i think im actually going to start work now. maybe. heh heh...

moo haha

yay happy thanksgiving! i don't really have anything to be thankful of at the moment, since i have to spend another two weeks at least with my horrible flat-mate.
hmmm...actually, okay i do have something to be thankful of: i'm outta my parents' grasp again! whew! back to the normal life of no rules and no nagging.
i have a lot of homework to do though, mainly Skills (the MacGamut stuff, since i have to them all over due to the damn presets) and the theory assignment. i will do the thoery homework soon...once i figure out how to do it. screw the rule of "no discussing homework with anyone" i'm asking whoever i can who can help me. i forgot to call Christine over the weekend so ask about it. grrr... oh well. i'll ask...someone. i dunno.

anyways, oh yay, all my flat-mates are gone again. i have the whole place to myself! as if i'd do anything special. maybe i'll cook dinner....
ok i have to use the bathroom. then i'm gonna cook dinner. then maybe i'll be thankful for something other than getting away from my parents.

i came back from waterloo last night. Jon and i rode on the stinkin yellow school bus. it was crap. but i saw Egene and Adrian!! it was wicked! anyways, we got back and i told my mom i might be staying the night at Emilia's, she started getting pissed off and yelling at me and shit, like i'm always going out and partying. we got into this huge arguement, and she fuckin made me take the bus. AND she gave me a curfew. bloody hell. anyways, so i waited like 20 minutes for the goddamn bus and when i finally came i got on, and it went sooo slow. i bumped into Matt on the bus and we walked to Mike's house. it was a long walk and i was pissed off. it felt kinda awkward when we were walking. i felt distant. when i got there though, it was all fun at first cuz i haven't seen so many ppl in a long time, like Kevin and Margaret. but i was a bit disappointed after finding out the booze has not been bought. cuz i thought Emily or someone would've bought it all in the afternoon. oh well. so we had to wait til Arrne arrived and then him, kate, and some other people i forget went and got our stuff. i was used to everyone smoking, so i really didn't mind it much then, but when Matt wanted to take a smoke out of Mike's, after everyone else smoked out of it, i was like "uhhh...iunno." well he was practically begging so i was like yeahyeah. but i was pretty damn upset. after that Kamla arrived, and she crashed into the screen. it was great! (well, funny) but then she greeted everyone and kinda looked at me and i was like "did you forget my name?" and she kinda laughed and didn't say anything. and kinda looked back at Mike and started talking, so i was really quite pissed off after that. i kinda sat still for a while, and then got up and left the room. i felt like shit, and i wanted to go home. Matt came out after a while and i didn't really want to talk to him then, but i had to at the moment. after a lot of coaxing and apologies, i went back inside, and not long after, the booze arrived. i quickley took one of my Smirnoffs and down it pretty quick. not all at once, but i was hoping it would lift my crappy mood. it did, a bit. i went outside and sat around with Kate and talked to Nique. I missed talking with Nique, she's so fun to talk with. Alexis, Carm, and Jordan arrived then, and i started to have fun.
Some randm points:
- i took Mittens out and put her on my lap. she/he clawed my thigh and now i have these three red claw marks. it hurts.
- Margaret left halfway through the party to go to another party. ditcher...pah
- my mom picked me up at Mike's at right at midnight. she's such a bitch. argh...i'm so mad at her. i'm not coming out next week.


today i went shopping at Agincourt mall, and saw Sarah working at Bulk Food. it was the first time i saw her working there. it was great! i haven't seen her in soooo long! we chatted a bit and then she had to get back to work. i developed my pics from the pacemaker gathering, my uncle's birthday, some random pics of ppl in my rez, and from the concert on thursday night. they came out really well. so i'm glad. i think my mom's not mad at me anymore. yeah, becuz i'm not out with my friends. ha. she's so selfish, i swear. when i grow up, i'm going to move far far away.

anyways, that's about it for my super long post. good night.

last night was soooo awesome. we had the concert first, and i was pretty rushed with eating and changing, since i just finished my lesson at 7. the Koncert (Mozart) went really well. the two pianists were dressed alike and all, so cute. i think they're related. oh well. anyways, the next one was the singing piece, that was good too. the singer girl is so talented, geeze... the next two pieces were alright, but i didn't like them too much in the first place. the Beethoven finale song ROCKED. i'm sooo fucking serious! i was sweating right from the first line! (okay...maybe around the fourth...lol) such a workout! but soooooo gratifying. the last movement was awesome beyond words! i was so completely concentrated and into it, like you wouldn't believe! and then the last note! DUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNN!!!
hahahaha!! i'm gonna buy the recording of our concert so everyone will be able to listen to it. lol after the concert everyone (on stage) was sweating nad panting and wiping their sweat off. lol it was quite a sight! but the feeling was one never to be forgotten. you know that feeling after you play a good concert? yeeaaa... i haven't had that in a while...it was great! i went back to my rez after with my parents to drop off some stuff, and then they left, i changed, called Mike, and then met up with James and Justin (my fellow violin buddies) and one of their friends, and headed to this place call Huethers. yay! it was fuuun!! Justin got so drunk and ate like 5 pounds of chicken wings. lol and James kept drinking beer but he would be like "tell me when she's around!" cuz our waitress was this Laurier girl who knew that he was underaged, so..yeah. anyways, after a loooong time, and everyone finished eating and paying, we went upstaires to the porch area, to hang out with the other musicians, and the conductor dude. it was great! i started chatting with the percussion dude cuz he is just such a wicked percussionist. and after more chillin and chattin, we wanted to walk back home, but james was talking with some people, so i just turned around and kept talking to the percussion dude, while i was waiting for them to finish. a couple minutes later, i noticed that they weren't around! they left without me! and i depended on them to walk me home. pahh... i didn't want to walk home by myself because it's not really safe, so i took a cab home. oh well. it was fun nonetheless. i came home, hung out with the girlies, and went to bed.

and that's the story of my night. my only regret was not to bring more film.

I didn't feel like blogging last night so i guess i'll do it now. i have 2 hours and 20 minutes left before i have to go to orchestra. and i still have to practise.
anyways, it was hard getting up tihs morning. sooo tiiireddd... i didn't get to class 15 before like i planned to. oh well. i did my play & sing after class. i also did my mock audition for Skills. it went better than my play and sing becuz for my P&S, i mostly practised the thing in C major, (cuz i thought she'd test me on it) but nooo i got tested in E major. arghh... messed up reeeeaaalllly bad. oh well.
i doesn't seem like quarter to 2. really. i've already done so much, and it's only 2! not even...feels like 3pm or somethin. oh well. i vacuumed our whole place too. tiring. pah! oh well. does allison still think i'm a slob? cuz she's SOOOO clean, you know. i washed all the dishes, even Joanna's, and cleaned our microwave, cuz it's dirty, and no one (not even the clean freak allison) had the initiative to clean it. bastards. or...bastard. (only one.)
people came in and are putting up railings for our balcony! yay we're getting a balcony! finally! they're still here. they're taking long. heh heh..
anyways, i don't really know what else to post...i have to go shopping tonight. i can't wait! yay shopping! and actually buying stuff!

it's such a nice day today. so warm and breezy. ahhh..... our theory classroom was SO STUFFY! pahh!! it sucked. it was so hot in there.
i'm listening to The Prayer. ahhh.... brings back memories.... and Josh Groban...ahhhhh.... *melts into a puddle of Mandy-goo*

ok im gonna get off the internet before my liquid state damages my laptop. muahaha

ok thanks to all who commented.
*insert swear word here:____*

today was alright. school-wise. orchestra, class, all that. theory sucked as always, though. i almost fell asleep again. so tired. but i handed in my homework. i think i did a pretty good job. knock on wood. don't wanna jinx it.
i came back after my theory, ate lunch with ppl at kitchen table, and then ppl started leaving for class. Me and Allison. kept telling me to put my shit away.
"i don't mean to be a pest, but are you going to finish your pop? Sorry i'm a very clean person."
FUCK. like honestly, i can't leave anything on the fucking counter no more huh? sorry i'm such a slob. don't see you telling anyone else their shit's all over the counter. and your's. and if you're so clean go vacuum the fuckin carpet, cuz it needs a good vacuuming. bitch.

seriously, i've been taking her nagging and trash for way too long. i will leave my stuff where ever. and she will shut the hell up.

i get back from orchestra, and Yena's place (for our group assignment in Skills), called matt, and it didn't go so well. figures. when does a phone call ever go well nowadays? it kinda got better towards the end, but...meh. after we hung up i went to Clayton's room and talked about stuff. school, sports, friends. it cheered me up pretty good. not really good, but it took my mind off some stuff. then we leave for volleyball. it was a long cold walk, but volleyball was fun. i haven't been in a gym, and doing something other stand look in and stand around, since gr.9. yeaa....brought back memories.

not really.

anyways, we finished 15 minutes early cuz Colleen and Joanna had to meet someone. Me, Ashley, Clayton and Ryan walked back together. and now im blogging. oh yeah...good day, huh?

on a different note, i just remembered this morning that today's Kelvin's birthday. i don't think anyone who reads this will ever know the significance, but yea...it's my blog so it doesn't matter if you don't know.
anyways...i should head to bed soon. fucking 8:30 class tomorrow. goodnight.

still not doing homework. heheh i had a meeting with my room-mates, discussed chores and other stuff we need to do. i cooked some instant noodles for dinner, and grilled some chicken, which im eating right now. it's salty. bleugh! anyways, i had a meeting with my room-mates, and we talked about chores nad stuff we needed to buy, or get. i like vacuuming! so im going to vacuum. so one argued with me becuz no one likes vacuuming. Ryan came in telling us that Kiel opened the dishwasher while it was cleaning and now they have bubbly foam all over their kitchen floor. i took a picture of it. it's damn funny! Apparently i missed a lot over the weekend. girl from upstaires came to our flat all pissed drunk and barfed all over our place and shit. and Blaire, some guy who lives across the street and a friend of Mel's came over and had this huge verbal fight. ouch. anyway, i try not to be involved in these things. it's best.

the new colours are working now! yay! it's all purty and blue! i wanted red, but it didn't work as well, so...meh!

anyways, i don't have anything else to post...

yay im back. im actually kind of glad. im getting tired of my parents nagging at me and shit. i'm used to doing whatever i want whenever now. it's great. went to Costco today, bought a keyboard for my room so i won't have to go all the way to the practise rooms and do it. so convenient. it's great. i love my keyboard. i still have to do my homework, which is due tomorrow. oh well. i'll do it later.
my mom dropped my Harmony textbook on the floor and now it dented. stupid mother. it's not nice and perfect anymore. it's a blasphemic book. goddammit. went to dim sm with my aunt& uncle today in Brampton. BRAMPTON! that's far. oh well. then we went to their house, and stayed a while. it was kinda boring.

i spent like so long last night changing the colours on my blog, and now i don't see the changes. what the hell happened?? stupid blog.
errr....i mean...nice blog....
anyways, i don't even know who reads this anymore, besides Matt.
HEY!! leave me a comment if you still read my blog!!

ok i'm done. bub bye.

whoopie im home again for the weekend. so far, it isn't too bad. there was one low point, and that was today, after lunch with my mom i was telling her how i was gonna go shopping by myself (with matt, but she doesn't need to know that) and she was like "i'll come with you! i can give you suggestions, just like i did with the boots!" (i was going to buy nice high black books to replace the ones i have now) anyway, so i tell her no and all that. honestly, i'm pretty used to doing whatever i want, whenever now. making decisions by myself without consulting anyone. i like that. it's so much easier. but anyway, back to my story. i finally got her to agree to stay home after several minutes. i got home, and about 5 minutes later, when i was about to leave and tell Matt that i was going to pick him up, he calls me and tells me he's going to band practise and he won't be back til 6:30. and by that time i will be back, and i won't be allowed to go out again, so there i am driving to STC, thinking how i won't see him for another week, (i called earlier, when i got in the car, but no answer) when Matt calls me back, saying i could pick him up, and he's gonna skip band practise. i felt bad, but glad at the same time. i wnet to pick him up, and back to STC where i did my shopping and stuff. we also bumped into Matt Fisher. that was nice. shopping was fun. kinda. but i had to leave early, so that sucked. but yeah, that part was the low of my day. (thinking that i won't be seeing Matt for another week, and the thing with my mother. *SIGH* mothers....grrr) but it turned out pretty good. so...yup!

anyways, im looking foreward to my violin lesson tomorrow. yay more playing! my neck is going to frickin break!! Matt was like "you have to stop letting guys give you hickies all the time!" and last night my brother was commenting on my neck and he was like "ewww! that's disgusting!!" and my mom said "you're starting to look like Bernard!" (Bernard's my violin buddy who also has this huge rash on his neck) but my neck today was better than yesterday. seriously. last night was just BAD. and it kinda hurt too. today, it's just there. red and dry and narsty. lol anyways...yeah. and that's my story.

it's almost 11:30.
i woke up this morning at 8:05. I literally got up, changed, grabbed a muffin, and ran out the door. and i was early to class. nice, huh? i ate my muffin while i walked to class. it wasn't as cold as yesterday, but it was still kinda chilly.

Mike came over for dinner last night, becuz we couldn't think of any place to go. and besides, i still had a lot of fried rice leftover from the potluck. So we ate that, and i grilled some chicken ribs that i bought from No Frills. they were yummy. i didn't defrost them, so while they were grilling they defrosted themselves, and i kept on finding more pieces. like, first it was just one huge chunk, then it became two. then after a little bit, it became three. then four, then 5. hhahaha but they were small pices, so it wasn't a lot anyways. i still should've defrosted them. whatever! we had a long serious convo (after the stupid once about selling photos). it was nice. i haven't really had any long serious convos with anyone for a while. like, ACTUALLY serious. it got me all upset. it was embarassing. kinda....not really. kinda. anyways, it was fun tho. and then we were talking about buying people presents for Christmas and stuff, and i was telling them how i wanna get a Laurier sweater for myself and stuff, and Ram was working on his laptop is our living room, and he was like "Yeah, you can get me one too." heheh so im like "when's your birthday? i'll think about it." and he was like "just kidding!" so i'm not getting him a sweater. lol i wasn't going to anywyas. i want ooonneee! but the one i like doesn't have my size. grr... (as Karen, from BSC would say, "Boo and bullfrogs")

Joanna and Colleen were telling me how last night, the girls from upstaires were having this party and all these guys were over and it was like 1 am and were so loud. i guess i was really tired becuz i didn't hear anything. apparently, they called the duty don (cuz Kiel was sleeping over at a friend's place) and the duty don told them to be quiet and they didn't, and they were supposed to come down and apologize, but they didn't either. Joanna said she and Cole went up and told them to be quiet, and they didn't even open thier door for them, and they just siad that they were sleeping. RIGHT. but i'm not in any part of this, so whatever.

My Skills midterms are on the 15th and 17th. boooo. i better do well on them. or else. (or else what?) or else i'll get kicked out. =( yeaaa...
anyways... my sunflowers are dying. they're wilting so much. oh well...
oh! oh! my mom just told me Joanna Tang's having a fundraising concert on the 18th, so i think im coming back for it. hee hee she's my heroin! she's such an amazing violinist, she inspires me! heh heh. anywhoo, kay im done posting. bub bye!