i came back from waterloo last night. Jon and i rode on the stinkin yellow school bus. it was crap. but i saw Egene and Adrian!! it was wicked! anyways, we got back and i told my mom i might be staying the night at Emilia's, she started getting pissed off and yelling at me and shit, like i'm always going out and partying. we got into this huge arguement, and she fuckin made me take the bus. AND she gave me a curfew. bloody hell. anyways, so i waited like 20 minutes for the goddamn bus and when i finally came i got on, and it went sooo slow. i bumped into Matt on the bus and we walked to Mike's house. it was a long walk and i was pissed off. it felt kinda awkward when we were walking. i felt distant. when i got there though, it was all fun at first cuz i haven't seen so many ppl in a long time, like Kevin and Margaret. but i was a bit disappointed after finding out the booze has not been bought. cuz i thought Emily or someone would've bought it all in the afternoon. oh well. so we had to wait til Arrne arrived and then him, kate, and some other people i forget went and got our stuff. i was used to everyone smoking, so i really didn't mind it much then, but when Matt wanted to take a smoke out of Mike's, after everyone else smoked out of it, i was like "uhhh...iunno." well he was practically begging so i was like yeahyeah. but i was pretty damn upset. after that Kamla arrived, and she crashed into the screen. it was great! (well, funny) but then she greeted everyone and kinda looked at me and i was like "did you forget my name?" and she kinda laughed and didn't say anything. and kinda looked back at Mike and started talking, so i was really quite pissed off after that. i kinda sat still for a while, and then got up and left the room. i felt like shit, and i wanted to go home. Matt came out after a while and i didn't really want to talk to him then, but i had to at the moment. after a lot of coaxing and apologies, i went back inside, and not long after, the booze arrived. i quickley took one of my Smirnoffs and down it pretty quick. not all at once, but i was hoping it would lift my crappy mood. it did, a bit. i went outside and sat around with Kate and talked to Nique. I missed talking with Nique, she's so fun to talk with. Alexis, Carm, and Jordan arrived then, and i started to have fun.
Some randm points:
- i took Mittens out and put her on my lap. she/he clawed my thigh and now i have these three red claw marks. it hurts.
- Margaret left halfway through the party to go to another party. ditcher...pah
- my mom picked me up at Mike's at right at midnight. she's such a bitch. argh...i'm so mad at her. i'm not coming out next week.


today i went shopping at Agincourt mall, and saw Sarah working at Bulk Food. it was the first time i saw her working there. it was great! i haven't seen her in soooo long! we chatted a bit and then she had to get back to work. i developed my pics from the pacemaker gathering, my uncle's birthday, some random pics of ppl in my rez, and from the concert on thursday night. they came out really well. so i'm glad. i think my mom's not mad at me anymore. yeah, becuz i'm not out with my friends. ha. she's so selfish, i swear. when i grow up, i'm going to move far far away.

anyways, that's about it for my super long post. good night.