whoopie im home again for the weekend. so far, it isn't too bad. there was one low point, and that was today, after lunch with my mom i was telling her how i was gonna go shopping by myself (with matt, but she doesn't need to know that) and she was like "i'll come with you! i can give you suggestions, just like i did with the boots!" (i was going to buy nice high black books to replace the ones i have now) anyway, so i tell her no and all that. honestly, i'm pretty used to doing whatever i want, whenever now. making decisions by myself without consulting anyone. i like that. it's so much easier. but anyway, back to my story. i finally got her to agree to stay home after several minutes. i got home, and about 5 minutes later, when i was about to leave and tell Matt that i was going to pick him up, he calls me and tells me he's going to band practise and he won't be back til 6:30. and by that time i will be back, and i won't be allowed to go out again, so there i am driving to STC, thinking how i won't see him for another week, (i called earlier, when i got in the car, but no answer) when Matt calls me back, saying i could pick him up, and he's gonna skip band practise. i felt bad, but glad at the same time. i wnet to pick him up, and back to STC where i did my shopping and stuff. we also bumped into Matt Fisher. that was nice. shopping was fun. kinda. but i had to leave early, so that sucked. but yeah, that part was the low of my day. (thinking that i won't be seeing Matt for another week, and the thing with my mother. *SIGH* mothers....grrr) but it turned out pretty good. so...yup!

anyways, im looking foreward to my violin lesson tomorrow. yay more playing! my neck is going to frickin break!! Matt was like "you have to stop letting guys give you hickies all the time!" and last night my brother was commenting on my neck and he was like "ewww! that's disgusting!!" and my mom said "you're starting to look like Bernard!" (Bernard's my violin buddy who also has this huge rash on his neck) but my neck today was better than yesterday. seriously. last night was just BAD. and it kinda hurt too. today, it's just there. red and dry and narsty. lol anyways...yeah. and that's my story.