the past three days have been TIRING, so say the least. Monday/Tuesday have been MOESNDAY. stayed up all night finishing my history paper. ZERO sleep. it was brutal. i totally fell asleep in psych the next morning, and ALMOST fell asleep in orchestra. i felt so bad for Paul, but i can't help how tired i was! i did finish the paper though, so happy when i handed it in. it was great!! i was even 15 minutes early! last night, i was gonna sleep at 9:30 but my mom called and after that, ppl on my floor were making cookies, so i felt like baking too, and made cupcakes, and an actual cake. but icing all over it. it was fun. i went to bed at 12:30.
this morning, remedial theory was cancelled. i had so much time! i tried reading some psych, but i fell asleep on the couch. sooo cooomfyyy.i went to theory, had lunch, practised, then cmae back and checked email. i decided to also check my updated mark for theory class, since it was up for a couple of days and i never checked it yet, my average went up 18%!!! i was seriously sooo happy! then i had to leave for orchestra, and when i went outside, the sun was shining!! for me!! YAY!and then i wasn't even tired during orchestra, it passed by so fast. then i came home, found a fucking long ass letter from colleen and joanna about how i'm messy and shit. WTF?! i was SOOOO mad, it's NOT even funny. i talked to Kiel, showed him the letter, and after talking to him fior about 15 minutes, i felt better. haven't talked to anyone on my floor since then. fucking bitches. i totally want to move now. even if that means i have to have a roommate, and if i get a smaller room. seriously. anyways, i am in such a bad mood right now, it's not even funny.

oh yea, im coming back to Toronto on the 5th of december, and staying there til the start of next term. the only time i'm coming back to Waterloo is the 17th, for my theory exam. AHHH!! i can't wait, i'm so excited!! i'm totally going back to ACI everyday. i miss that place, i really do. hanging out in the music office with the teachers and all the cool music people, sitting out in the halls, on the benches, creating havok, maybe helping out the orchestra, if Mr.Lum wants me to, and....oh yea, i have to study for my theory exam! hahah shit.

anyways, fuck, im bored. i started my theory assignment but it's boring, so im not doing it yet. argh. i actually have a lot of work to do, but don't feel like doing any of it. *sigh*
oh anyways, i guess i'll sign out now. bleugh...