last night was great, for so many reasons.

i finally told shaughn about the thing, and he gave me okay advice. we had a long talk about it, while he supervised pootz closing the kitchen. so i pretty much stayed til they were completely finished, which was about 2 and a half hours. i told pootz too, because he is actually one of the other people at the rude i actually trust. they both agreed that i should do it, and shaughn and i actually compared schedules and worked it out. and then yeah, the three of us had some good convos in the kitchen. mostly about work people and such. it was fun. after they closed, shaughn walked me home (it was 2:30am and i didn't want to walk by myself), and we had a seriously deep conversation. it was so intense. we talked about the other night, and he apologized to me. when we got to my house, we just chilled on the porch, and kept conversing, about everything. our childhoods, family, relationships, take on life (such as homeless people), and about that other thing. it was awesome.. we were on the porch til 4am. but it gave me plenty to think about. he did not do anything this time.

anyway, yeah, it was a really great night, i'm so glad we did that talk. everything was out in the open and i got to know him way better. makes mandy happy :)

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the pride parade today was good times. kamla and i had lots of trouble meeting up with mel and jay and the rest of them, but eventually, we did it. the parade itself was a lot better than last year's, but there's definately not as many people as last year. oh well. two of mel's friends left halfway through, and then dave and his friend had to leave afterwards, so me, kam, mel, jay, and a bunch of jay's friends went to spring rolls for dinner. it was super fun. i haven't hung out with a goup of chinese people in sooooo long. it was actualy kind of weird. they weren't fob or anything, but they were joking around and speaking chinese, and i actually understood it. wow, huh.
after dinner, kamla and i went to the young/dundas square, and i bought this really wicked awesome dress. it's hard to put it on though.... so... i need to practise.

speaking of practising, i haven't really practised in two weeks, except once for half an hour. i'm definately not looking forward to tomorrow's lesson.

anyway.... off to bed i go.