fuck.... i feel so fucken used..... *shakes head*...
i teared up in the cai lab. so glad mike was there, keeping me company, and playing my guitar while i was supposed to be practising. but i guess thats what i get for practising in the cai lab.

seriously don't want to go to placements tomorrow. i ran out of cellophane paper. fuck. i might have to go back tomorrow and get some. fuckity fuck.

i read somewhere a long time ago, this guy said "if you wait around for people, you won't get anything done" or something along those lines. it's so true. one of my favourite quotes ever. makes you think...

i saw cute mike today. ha. well, he was practising for his jury tomorrow. so i watched him play his marimba piece and the drum set/everything else piece. damn... he is really good! awww... and he broke one of his wooden things, and got pissed off. :S

fuck.. i really really seriously need to practise tomorrow. argh. jeremy took out the cd for me so now i have no excuse for fucking up my rhythm.
and i'm so screwed for guitar tomorrow. ah fuckit. *sigh*... so unmotivated. but i need an A in this course.

ahhhhhhh whatever. i'm done. time for some poetry.