wow... okay, before i start typing what i initially was gonna post about, i'd just like to say that i just went on the internet from my cell phone! it was cool...

ANYWAY...

okay, wow... the past weekend has been soooo incredibly umm... weird.
sarah's party was frickin amazing, to say the least...hahaha. oh man... i apologize for that last post. i was really really drunk. anyway, i thought it was quite funny. hahaha! oh but when i went to bed, i felt like i was dying. it actually really wasn't cool. i was numb.
the next day, saturday, i had a HUGEST hangover... for the entire day, i'm not even kidding. oh man.. it was soooo bad. but then i went out to brunch with my brother, and that went okay... y'know.

saturday was also another kind-of-life-changing day for me too, becuz i hung out with karen (cuz she was bored) and well, we went to white haven park and just sat on the swings and talked, and karen told me about aaron. OH MY GAWD..... ok... honestly... i came home after dinner that day with my brother and cousin, and i called paul, and we were first just talking about the party the night before (which i will probably go into detail later) and then i told him about aaron, and for fuck's sake... i started crying on the phone. omg.... i want to visit him sooooo bad. i know i have't talked to aaron in more than a year...maybe even two... but still... he used to be one of my best friends... and now he's so sick... fuck... life is so not fuckin fair...

anyway... yea.. so i was also on the phone with paul.... that was really interesting. apologized for being so stupid on friday and thanking him for helping me. and apparently, lots of stuff happened that i had absolutely NO idea i did... or happened. omg... it was sooo bad. oh oh! i'd also like to mention that i went to stc earlier that day and went to visit ben at west 49, and i was chatting with him and i said something really stupid. lol... it was hilarious. anyway... so apparently i did something while i was with matty....?!?! okay.... honestly, it really sucks, i really don't even know that happened... um.... okay.... anyways... oh yeah... i talked to eddy on saturday, and apparently he WAS waiting for me... only at tim horton's, goddammit. well i apologized to him already. and talking on the phone with matty was interesting... but i only remember parts of it. bah.

ok, anyway, saturday night, i went to waterloo with audrey cuz bernard was moving his stuff out of his rez and had to put his little fridge in my room and i had to open my house for him. so we did that, then we went back to his rez and starting packing all his stuff. it took sooooo long, omg... but audrey and i had some really cool convos in the car and while we were waiting for him. and in his rez too. at one point, bernard was like "hey drey, how do u know when a watermelon goes bad?" cuz he had half a watermelon in his room. and i replied "when there's no water in it!" hahaha oh geez.... i was still a little messed up. haha. after packing everything, we went to eat, and then drove home. and we even got lost. it wasn't very fun.

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ok. i was at work today, and Mme Limeux came in! okay, she's like, my gr.7 science teacher. and i only had her for one year... and she still remembers me. haha. hilarious. and i JUST came back from dinner with my family, and guess who i saw?? Kevin Lam. omg.. i haven't seen that boy since, like.... i dunno, S.A.M?? anyways.. it was cool. he's at centennial, and he still talks to Andrew Liew. omg.. i haven't seen andrew liew since he moved like, sooooo long ago. and apparently, he saw Po Kit not too long ago too. *sigh* white haven memories..... hehehe. kevin was like "yeah, you changed a LOT!" and i was like "how...? physically?" and he's like, "yea, everything!" hahaha yiayyy.. i guess? actually dorothy wrote that in my yrbook in like...gr 12 or something too. change is good, i guess.

awww... i want a white haven reunion... that would seriously be soooo cool. i saw jennifer lee on the bus today. she didn't really change much, but she looks older. hehehe! yiay jen! haha aw man... i miss my white haven friends now. bah. i wonder how aaron is doing... *sigh*....