i've just realized, after reading a couple blogs here and there, how long it has been since i've written a serious long post. you might be thinking "what about sleep? you have 8:30 class tomorrow!" and this is what i'm gonna say to that: "fuck sleep. i'm gonna blog!"

So anyways, tihs week has gone by pretty fast. hard to imagine, especially with all that happened last weekend. party at beth's (well not so much the "partying" but the "after hanging-out-ing"). oh and more on that before i move on to the next point: i haven't heard of him or seen him since then so nothing is ever coming out of it. i have stopped thinking about it or anything related to it. end of story. for those of you who don't know what the hell i'm talking about...too bad. muahaha. just kidding... uh, yea. i don't really wanna repeat it, especially now that it's definately done.
moving on.... sunday was hard on me and matty. after we broke up, i went shopping, even though i had an essay to write. i had to go out, seriously. but the shopping trip was good. it made me take my mind off stuff... and put it on other stuff...like shopping. i bought a new shirt. it's black and lacy. i told margaret about it, and she was like "ooo sexy!! i have to see it sometime!" anyways... speaking of margaret, she's been super supportive lately. i love her to bits! i can't wait to see her friday! we might go skating! she told me she's really into it now, and goes every week with her sister. awww...
School has been a drag, and quite a bore, might i add. even religions, a class i've always looked forward to going because i don't fall asleep in it, is getting boring. we watched a movie on tuesday about Carl Jung and his research on dreams, then suddenly, it turned to something about star Wars. i'm sure there was something to it in the middle, but i dozed off. it sucked. then we had to talk to our classmates about the movie, so i started talking to this girl behind me, and neither of us knew what was going on about the Star Wars thing.
Orchestra is fun, but not opera. it was soooo goddamn boring. but the singers are really good! oh! and today in orchestra, the guy whom i met on the first day of school who showed me a secret way to the T.A on registration day, came and sang with us! i didn't know his name ever, because i don't know him, but i call him Van Gogh, because he looks like him. anyways! the point of this story is that he came to our orchestra rehersal! he's gonna sing to one of our songs! yay Van Gogh!
anywhoo... oh yeah.. denny was gonna come visit me on tuesday, but it was snowing so he didn't come. i was looking forward to seeing him too. ah well...i'm supposed to call him when i get to toronto on friday. bahhh...

anyways, i'm talking to matty now and i can't concentrate, so i am gonna go now. bub byyyeee!