well it's like 1:30 am, and here i am blogging. i'm suppsosed to be sleeping, but i can't. cuz when your mind's full and your belly's empty, it's hard for one to fall asleep. (btw, that's from Charlotte's Web...u know, the book?) anyways...yeah.

i'm just talking to rick on icq (yeah, the annoying one, but he's real nice sometimes) and i just told him about the thing, and now i'm sad.
bloody hell, now he's telling me how his marks in college are so good. paahhh...u can never stay on one topic for long with him.
asshole. heh.

anyways, i'm trying not to think so much, which i'm doing right now. but...well...i dunno. i just finished reading this Lurlene McDaniel book, and y'all know what kind of books those are. *tear tear* and it got me all thinking again. depressed and thinkful. well, it's like, this "two worlds" thing. there's the school and normal life world, and then there's the out of school/health/hospital world. i've only put the two together once, in the summer when i took Carmen down to Sick Kids to visit Andre and Christine. it felt sooo weird. like, whoa! =) but it was a nice change. (hehehe "un petit peu" remember carmen? hehehe!!) anyways...and then i was talking to Kate today, and she was like "Can i visit you?" heheh it'd be so awkward seeing her there. no offense or anything. (i know you're reading this, kate!)
anyway...i don't know what to post. i can't believe Matt and Jen actually stayed through orchestra. they're too sweet. *tear* i just wanna hug them forever and ever. (okay, well maybe not THAT long, but y'all get the idea.) *sigh*

anyway,i have nothing else to post. i'm still wide awake, but what the hell. i'm getting off.