paaahhhhh *breath of relief* yay i got my dear computer back.
hmm..well, to be honest i didn't miss it that much. kinda forced me to...u know...calm myself for a bit... hee hee...
anyway, i'm back! MOO HAA HAA!!!
so what's up, u say? nothing, except we got these new songs in choir, right? and the latin one is very pretty, but the english one is kinda stupid.
Nobody, nobody, nobody knows the trouble I've seen...
paahhh...hee hee...
anyways, wow, mikey got a new sweatshirt! it's very pretty, i might say.. hee hee... black and silver...notice, they're the Vicious Calendars' colours? hee hee..and they go very well with the pigtails. hahah

aaaanyway...um..when i got home from band, my mom was like "when does your exams finish?" and i told her, "last week of January, why?" and i'm thinking, 'oh she must be asking so that she can go on vacation afterwards (cuz she's been wanting to to go Hong Kong) anyways, so i ask why again, and then she's like "Oh, Christine called (she's the head of the Cardiac clinic in Sick Kids, a wonderful woman) and she said she noticed that your pacemaker is at the indication mark and she wants you to have your operation." and i'm like, totally shocked, cuz i wasn't expecting this news, and so soon too. so i'm just like "whaaaat?! well...actually, i kinda knew, cuz when i was doing my transmission thing, i could tell my heartbeat went lower." and she was like "oh really?" and i'm like "yeah...but i wasn't expecting so soon." and she was like "yeah, me neither."
hee hee...soo...yeah. i kinda cried in the car. (but shhhh...no one's supposed to know that. hahah even though i'm posting it for the world to see) it wasn't intentional. but i suddenly got really scared. *shudder* i'm still scared, but the surprise has gone, so now...it's just...meh. i remember the last time i had to go, it was in gr.7. and it wasn't too fun. nope. *sigh* oh well...i'll live. just tell everyone they'll have to stop messing around with me and stuff. and..yeah. and then i'm like "oh what about violin? i'll have to stop for a bit." and she was like "yeah. and Christine said if they change the wiring as well, you'll have to lay off the music stuff for about 8 weeks." and i'm like "8 weeks?!? what about violin at school?" and she was like "yeah, you'll have to stop. and better yet, band too, cuz you have to hit the big bass drum and stuff." and then i'm like "but i have Kiwanis and Music Fest coming up!" and she was like "i dunno then."

aaaanyways, that's all i have to say to that.

anyways, so in choir (well, before choir) i was talking to kevin (pickering) and i heard that he has the tape from the Christmas Variety Show (moohaahaa) and so i was asking him if he could duplicate a copy for me, and he's like "well i'm making couple of copies" and i asked if he was selling them and he was like "yeah, for my own purposes..." that bastard. hahahaha so i'm like "oooh can iiii have a copy? i'll be your beeeest friend." and he was like "what? you're not my best friend! u never were!" lol
ain't that sad? *sigh* oh well....

anyways, that's all for now blog more later!