last night, as i browsed through the Sean Biggerstaff websites, i found one which has eeeeeverything! plus! Sean Biggerstaff himself posts on it!! yeeaaa...=) i downloaded this wallpaper of him. ahhh....he's so hot! btw, for those of you who don't know who Sean Biggerstaff is, he plays Oliver Wood, in the HP movie. there, that oughta clear things up.

anyways, yeah, so that's (or "he's") my latest obsession. i'm sooooorta getting over the hot twins, since he didn't reply to my letter, and i highly doubt he will call me in the summer (dammit!). zipporah told me not to expect too much. i know i know...what what can i say? i'm obsessed! she thinks i'm crazy, having given him my phone number.

bio exam on tuesday...i'm freaking out! spent lots of time making some notes. not finished yet, thought i'd take a break. something's bugging me in the back of my head...i can't seem to grasp what it is. argg...went through the Montreal Trip pictures last night too. *sigh* i freak myself out-- i take a pic with him at Cirque Du Doleil, just cuz he was walking by, and *poof!* he turns out to be the guy i like. isn't that scary? man, zipporah's smart. i think she's the only one who actually knows what i'm thinking deep inside. i told her about me taking Repertaoire class next year, and the first thing she said was "it's because of --- right?" damn...even I didn't think of it that way...as much. mostly just because i like percussion, and i like music! not...that.
oh well...

that other night, when my mom told me about China, i told Rick, and he totally disagreed with me. Again.
Gawd, is there any time he will say "oh, yeah, that's what i think too." ?! man...this is what the problem is with people like him. they think they're so smart, and always right, just because they're older. see, what he's scared of, is bein wrong. so they think of something else, which is, obviously wrong and think it's right. can't try to be nice with these people. all they'll ever do is piss you off again. i haven'y spoken, or msged him since. Good.

signing off...