Thursday, June 13, 2002

i realized there are things i can tell only certain ppl and not others. well, i knew that before, actually, but after today, it became really apparent for me. sadly, and i really mean, sadly, i can't tell yvonne hardly any of my secrets! *sigh* i don't know why, i just don't feel comfortable with it. it's not that i don't trust her, i do, but...i dunno. on the other hand, i trust carmen with almost eeeeverything. like, all my boy problems, or just problems in general. she's soooo easy to talk to. and the only other person i'd trust with my life is patrick. he's sooooo sweet, just like carmen, only, he's a guy.
*sigh* the world needs more of these kinds of people!!

*that guy i like* never showed up today. i knew it before, but actually being there is different. i feel like crying! and i'm pissed off now. how can anyone be so uncaring and unresponsible?! argg....

anyways, yeahh...i'm totally not in the mood right now. so...i guess i'll post again later, or when i come back from Boston.

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