i am like, so fucking bored right now. i've been studying for my bio exam, and i don't even know when i'm writing it! isn't that terrible? my cousins are also not home, because they are at this wedding party of their relative's. i guess i'll have to wait til they get home til i get to sleep, cuz my dad wants Larry to park our CRV out of the driveway onto the sidewalk, so that he could park his car in that place, cuz my parents are leaving tomorrow morning for some hiking. *sigh* so complicated...
i can't even post on Yahoo groups. i don't know why. i want to post! i actually have something to say!! arggg...and nobody is messaging me on icq. maybe i should message them. man, that guy i like is never online! piss me off!! arggg...

oh, well, i was watching the Sick Kids weekend thing before, and they were doing these little "memory" stories, and this one kid, James, oh my gawd, he was the cutest little thing! he had cancer, and sadly, he died. right after his eighth birthday. but the thing that touched me the most was that he didn't want to die. he kept fighting. the doctors, and his parents all thought he would die soon after his diagnosis, which was at the time, four years old, but he got to live for another four years. his parents was being interviewed, and at one point, the dad told us that he remembered he talked to james about letting go, and james was like, "don't ask me anymore! i'm gonna keep fighting!" and at that point, i just broke down. i couldn't help it! it was too much. unfortunately, my own father came into the tv room shortly, and i had to wipe those tears away. *sigh* i'm still thinking about it... tomorrow, this other little girl is gonna be at the hospital. they did a story on her, too. i'm gonna be a Ming's for english presentation, so hopefully, she'll (and my group) will let me watch it while we work. *cross fingers!*