i applied at the Phillipino restaurant near my house--they're hiring. no one's called me yet. bitches!!
anyway, i was SO bored today! yeterday, i played badminton w/ karen and her sister and her sister's friends. it was alright....got a lot of excercise done.
well, i did practically nothing today. watched the deleted scenes the the HP dvd. oh but before that i had to play that stupid potions game! but bfore that i had to freakin to to the Gringott's bank and get money, and THen get a stupid wand and THEN play the stupid game, which TOOK 40 FREAKIN MINUTES!!!!!!!! argggg i was soooooo pissed off! cuz i kept losing!!! ARGGG!!!! SO frustrated!! but luckily, i copied down the answers so that next time i need to watch the scenes again, i'll be able to get to it in one try. *sigh* anyways, some of the scenes were really short, damn them! but the last two were okay. 'specially the one with neville, and...seamus? not sure who that was. and...unfortunately, there weren't any quidditch scenes or any oliver wood scenes.
i've been reading the HP books again...last ime when Yuen came over, i was just starting on the second book, and now, only...a week ago, and now i'm almost finished the 4th book! i finished the last of the 3rd one yesterday morning and started on the 4th one immediately. i've got about 200 pages to go, out of, 636! (i just checked) anyways...yeah...

anyways, party for carmen and nique tomorrow, YAY! i can't wait! i haven't seen them ever since...two days before school ended!
i've got zheng lesson tomorrow, yippee! but the one i've been practising on is smaller than i'm used to, so i suck. meh...oh well...i'm hoping to learn enough so i can perform at next year's Multicultural Assembly at school. i really want to...it would be fun!

anyways, don't got much else to post, so...i'll just end it here. toodles!

today is...tuesday.
went to Sick Kids again yesterday to drop off my application--finally! i really really hope they consider me. the woman at the desk was like "how old are you? you look so youthful" *gag* anyways, after that, i ate lunch, and then went job hunting again. at first, i walked around outside, but the only place i dropped my resume off was at Timothy's World Coffee (the one me and carmen didn't go to cuz there was a long line.) but then i got tired of walking around like an idiot, so i decided to go back in the hospital, and you know how there's all these stores in it, and restaurants? i applied there. hehehe why oh why didn't i think about it before?! i'm a silly girl! lol! anyways, i think i have a better chance in the hospital than outside it. the woman at Starbuck's said they were looking for ppl, so i might have a pretty high chance of getting a call, and so did Yogen Fruitz.

Anyways, i called Cecilia last night, and yes, she did have mar's yearbook. so i met her this morning, and stole it back from her. hehehe now all i have to do is call mar and yuen and jen, and maybe dil, and get them to come over for a HP afternoon! i'll probably do that...later.

so...the dinner on saturday was awesome! it was soooo great seeing all my (second) cousin's again. well, not all of them, only some. remember on the "Crazies" once we were talking about hot cousins? hahaha ok well, my hot cousin came (well, second cousin) and he sat at my table! more precisly, he sat next to me! which was somewhat awkward, cuz i haven't seen him for so long. i swear, when i was walking towards the door, him and my other cousin was standing outside, and i only recognized the other cousin, i didn't recognize ihm. and then i'm like "omg, that's kevin?!" (kevin is his name, not that kevin...) so...yeah. and i saw my other cousins' kids, and omg, they're so old! well...oldER. and bryan (which was that lil baby in my agenda) he's so big! and he can talk! and he was scared of me...=( *sniff* he wouldn't let me carry him. oh well. and Matthew was really different too--he's older and less cute. (sorry, no, he's still very cute, but he was downright adorable when he was six!) and he's very naughty. i mean, gosh, if MY son was like that, he'd get a beating! LOL! and Purim...looked the same--still very cute, only taller. =) yay i'm seeing them again on Canada Day! cuz one of my uncle's is having a birthday party. =) i caaaannn't waaaaiiiitt!!! *note: remember to bring camera

anyways, i should stop blabbing. Carmen just told me how the HP DVD thing works, from her blog (thank gawd! or...i mean, thanks Carmen!!) so i'm probably gonna see it...later. or should i wait for maryam? hmm...

I'm almost off to Chi Ho's (my cousin) baby's One Month party. i can't believe it. felt like only last week, i went to visit him, and he was only 14 days old! anyways, on a totally different subject, my icq doesn't worrrkkk!!!!! i'm soooo upset! i have NO idea why it doesn't work. i've even uninstalled it and installed it again, and it still doesn't work! man, i think everyone knows that icq is a big part of my life, which i can't lose. hahah, well it's true! and i BETTER have not lost my history stuff, or i will be SOOOO angry! i've got some pretty important conversations saved up over the months and years! so...*sigh*

yuen and i went biking yesterday. it was fun, and also really tiring. we went up, like, 3 hills! and then we went to Lick's for ice cream. mm...that was good! and then we wet to karen's house for some badminton, but she was complaining about the weater, and the sun, and the rain...gosh! so finally she came over to my place, cuz she said she didn't have a birdie, and we played badminton in the rain. it was so fun! when it stopped raining, we stopped playing. and we tried to figure out my HP DVD cuz we wanted to find the scenes that were not in the movie. we couldn't find it. and then karen left. wait-- no, we did that, and then we played badminton. sorry...and then karen went home, and me and yuen went through the special features thing on the HP DVD. the one place i didn't go in that DVD was the library, and man, did we ever find some good books! hahah!!

ok, no body ever called me about the job thing yet. i'm getting desperate!! on wednesday, i went to Peter's for Howard's violin lesson, and Peter said one of his students allpied at the TTC place and all he did was sell tickets, and occasionally clean the buses, and he got paid $19.75 and hour! that's crazyy!! but he's in university, so that might be different. still, i'm gonna try and find that place and see if I can find a job there! hee hee!

ok well, gotta go now, post more latah!

went downtown with carmen yesterday--it was so fun! we went to Sick Kids first, to send my application, but they wanted me to have my TB form (i couldn't find it that morning) and then i took her to see Andre (the kind of hot secretary guy who works in my clinic) and Christine (the head person of the clinic). hahaha we were talking about carmen's switzerland trip with Andre and he was like "je parle francaise un petit peu. un petit peu!" lol it was so funny!! and christine talked to carmen too. (see?! i told you they were really nice!!) and well, to generalize everything, carmen loved every part of HSC. she's like "ok, now i'm going to work here when i grow up! it's ssoooooooo nice!" so next time, when i go to HSC again to send in my application, i'll drag her along with me again. lol
afterwards, we went around downtown looking for stores to give my resume. holy heart of mary...there were soooo many coffee shops called "Timothy's World Coffee"! i applied to like 3! and that wasn't all there is. lol crazyness...if any of them call me, i'll be like "uhh...which one...?" hehehehe and then we went to Eaton Center, where carmen got two tank tops at Old Navy and i got a pair of sandels! umm...and then after that, we got out and looked around again to send in my resumes. (i didn't want to work at the mall) and then we left.

and this morning, i went to school to visit mrs.walsh, and to give her an appreciation card and a present. and to say goodbye. *sniff* man, i'm gonna miss her so much! argg..i only took strings class next year cuz she'd be my teacher, and since she's going away, i don't wanna take it anymore! jordan told me to drop it, but if i'm not allowed to replace it with another class, i don't want two spares. so...*sigh* i dunno...and Agincourt Singers will be so boring! (well, actually, strings class will be even MORE boring) ah well...

anyways, i'm going to lunch with pat tomorrow, and he's giving me my camera back! yay! i left it in his locker on the last day of school. and...arggg...i'm so pissed. mar found out my secret plan. (yes, mar, i know you're reading this, and yes you are right, but u haven't heard the best part yet!)
stupid stupid stupid stupid alicia. i can't believe she let it out. arggg!! honestly, i was SO angry with her! arggg...

anyways, nothing else to post.

omg, i'm back from boston!....an hour ago. lol it was okay. it was pretty good. my uncle's a bastard though. actually i knew that already, when my brother and two of my cousins visited him last year, and they told me, but you know...i gotta see for myself.but i slept over at my other relatives' place. that was fun! we watched Mad TV and played cards and stuff. i haven't seen them for 2 years!!

anyways, enough about that. this is my timetable for the next week, so y'all know. (or..this week)
tuesday (tomorrow): downtown with carmen to apply at Sick Kids, and look for a job
wednesday: nothing
thursday: lunch with patrick
friday: i don't know yet...maybe yuen can come over and we can go biking? and ice cream? i don't know...
saturday or sunday: Mar can come over and we'll watch the HP DVD!! WHOOPPEEE!!!

and that's it for now...ta-ta-cheerio!

i realized there are things i can tell only certain ppl and not others. well, i knew that before, actually, but after today, it became really apparent for me. sadly, and i really mean, sadly, i can't tell yvonne hardly any of my secrets! *sigh* i don't know why, i just don't feel comfortable with it. it's not that i don't trust her, i do, but...i dunno. on the other hand, i trust carmen with almost eeeeverything. like, all my boy problems, or just problems in general. she's soooo easy to talk to. and the only other person i'd trust with my life is patrick. he's sooooo sweet, just like carmen, only, he's a guy.
*sigh* the world needs more of these kinds of people!!

*that guy i like* never showed up today. i knew it before, but actually being there is different. i feel like crying! and i'm pissed off now. how can anyone be so uncaring and unresponsible?! argg....

anyways, yeahh...i'm totally not in the mood right now. so...i guess i'll post again later, or when i come back from Boston.

well...my day is been swell, except for last period and after school. First, i found...uhh...that guy i like, and he wouldn't sign my yr.book, AFTER he told me the night before on icq that he would. so...yeah, i got really pissed of at that. but then i got to talk to him! =) i haven't talked to him for soooo long!! twice too! once before art, once after.. and then i had art, which was boring as hell!!! and my teacher is such a bitch! and then patrick was supposed to meet me after school to he could give me his yr.book to sign at home, but he never showed up. i went to his locker and no one was there!
and THEN i went to yuen and co.'s lockers, and we were just talking...(i was gonna say something else, but i just remembered something, i can't post it) and someone, i won't say who, was like, "yeah, we're gonna see mar after her exams." well, SO AM I!!! geez...think she's so good and everything...pshhhw!
and now i'm at the public library cuz i'm locked out of my house, and neither of my parents can come home. grrr...
on a happier note, i asked carmen to come with me downtown on tuesday, and she agreed! YIPPEE!! it'll be so much fun! we're gonna go to Sick Kids first, and i'm gonna show her to Andre, the hot secretary dude who works at the clinic i go to.(the cardiac clinic) and then we're gonna drop off my application, and then have lunch there (the hospital's food is the yummiest!) and then walk, shop, as carmen put it, around and try to find me a job! fun fun fun!!! man, i BETTER find a job!!!!
ne ways, 'nuff for now.

pa tee-hee! i didn't know maryam read my blogs! last night, she was commenting on my Sean Biggerstaff stuff. hee hee!! well, he's HOT what can i say?!

anyways, i missed lunch today, cuz i had to do my photo stuff...arggg...sooooo hungryyyy...i ate so much at the volunteer thingy. lol well, i did pay 2$ for it...heh heh

i feel like dressing up. lol i think i'm crazy.
we got our yearbooks yesterday. today, eeeeveryone in the school was signing yearbooks. lol this year's yearbook are actually really pretty this year. oh my heart, there's a pic of me and kevin in the yearbook. grrr... and i have to get maryam's tomorrow...arggg...gotta wake up early, before anyone else gets there, and then a long ass line forms in front of the yearbook office...
yay! two more days of school for me!! yippee!
well, last night, i was talking to Michael on icq (my cousin, not Levesque) last night, and omff, he's going to California for university!! UCLA!! that's like, fuckin' famous!! man, smart ppl have ALL the privledges. he's moving all the way across the country!!! *sigh*...i'm gonna miss him...*sniff*
and while i'm on the topic of michaels, i'm so used to calling my cousin "michael" instead of "mike", i called Mike (from school) Michael, and everyone's like "Michael? What the hell??" lol...and then Nique's like, "yeah, Michael William Paul!" hahaha!! so funnay! *sigh*...so that's what i'm planning to write in his yearbook. "Uncie Michael William Paul Fortnight" LOL!! (there better be NO ONE copying me!!)

ahh...this is life...making fun of Mike....and it rhymes....ahhhhh....sort of....

note to mar: HURRY UP AND WRITE YOUR DAMN EXAMS!! I WANT TO WATCH HARRY POTTER!!!

ok, i have nothing else to post...
more next time!

last night, as i browsed through the Sean Biggerstaff websites, i found one which has eeeeeverything! plus! Sean Biggerstaff himself posts on it!! yeeaaa...=) i downloaded this wallpaper of him. ahhh....he's so hot! btw, for those of you who don't know who Sean Biggerstaff is, he plays Oliver Wood, in the HP movie. there, that oughta clear things up.

anyways, yeah, so that's (or "he's") my latest obsession. i'm sooooorta getting over the hot twins, since he didn't reply to my letter, and i highly doubt he will call me in the summer (dammit!). zipporah told me not to expect too much. i know i know...what what can i say? i'm obsessed! she thinks i'm crazy, having given him my phone number.

bio exam on tuesday...i'm freaking out! spent lots of time making some notes. not finished yet, thought i'd take a break. something's bugging me in the back of my head...i can't seem to grasp what it is. argg...went through the Montreal Trip pictures last night too. *sigh* i freak myself out-- i take a pic with him at Cirque Du Doleil, just cuz he was walking by, and *poof!* he turns out to be the guy i like. isn't that scary? man, zipporah's smart. i think she's the only one who actually knows what i'm thinking deep inside. i told her about me taking Repertaoire class next year, and the first thing she said was "it's because of --- right?" damn...even I didn't think of it that way...as much. mostly just because i like percussion, and i like music! not...that.
oh well...

that other night, when my mom told me about China, i told Rick, and he totally disagreed with me. Again.
Gawd, is there any time he will say "oh, yeah, that's what i think too." ?! man...this is what the problem is with people like him. they think they're so smart, and always right, just because they're older. see, what he's scared of, is bein wrong. so they think of something else, which is, obviously wrong and think it's right. can't try to be nice with these people. all they'll ever do is piss you off again. i haven'y spoken, or msged him since. Good.

signing off...

oh, man, oliver wood is a hottie!! well, actually, i knew that already, but i just came from watching half of the HP movie again (i bought the dvd). i never really concentrated on Wood, but this time i did, accent and everything!! ahhhh...he looks WAYYYYY better on screen than in cards, although he's quite attractive on the cards too, of course. lol now i'm thinking with a british accent!
oh my...LOL but it's okay, cuz i consider myself British anyway.

i just found out that i have to go to one of my cousins house tomorrow, to visit his (second) baby! oh my...all my cousins are having babies these days, it's scary...

oh, yeah, two (or three?) days ago i was on icq, and "that guy i like" msg-ed me! yippee! well, he was typing a lot of crap, but it's okay! it was the first time i ever talked to him on the computer since i got his number, cuz he's never on!
in music class today, carmen came with me! it was fun, cuz me and carmen were just sitting there. she wrote us name-tags! her's was "Will's property" and mine was "Ron's property". tee hee! and then we walked around the school, looking for kate, mike, etc 's weight training class. we find them after going around the whole school. pa-tee-hee-hee! their teacher, M.Morrison, has a reeeeaaallllly nice body! heh heh heh! at first, i couldn't tell he was the teacher (since he was so far away, in the weight training room above the gym), and i couldn't see him very well. but kate told me, and then i'm like "What?! that's your teacher?! holyyyy" and then me carmen and kate got to go up to the weight training room, and it was so cool! i've never been there before. and then i met her teacher, and he couldn't speak englsih! tee hee!! kate was like "don't get...in...any...trouble..." and he's like "don't...get...in...mu- much...trouble?" heh heh...and then he told me in order to be in his class i had to speak french, and then he started talking to me in french. i was like "uhhh....oh." i felt sooo bad. so i stopped talking all together.
and then we (me and carmen) left their class, and while we were walking, we saw mr. remigio, and he made us go take some art stuff to the art room, and on the way there we passed by jordan's class! he looked mad...but i eventually found out that he wasn't mad, only really tired.

i went to the last rehersal of the stupid Tam Cheun orchestra today. i hate that place! i'm never going there again! *sigh* i'm so happy...

well, i guess i am going to Boston next friday. *sigh* i don't really want to go. i'm just going in order to see micheal and david. (they're my cousins) i guess i won't be seeing Quidam either. buuuuuuuuut!! i will be seeing Varekai again when they come to Toronto!! YIPPEEE!!!!! i'm soooo happy! and, Carmen might come with me too! isn't that just swell?! heheheh!!

*20 minutes later*

ok my mom made me go downstaires with my brother, and she just told me this huge story about Chine in 1989, june, 4th. it's TERRIBLE. i actually knew about it before, but not so in depth. now, im scared...
and now, i'm afraid i have to say, i am even more not proud of my heritage. i'm sorry if this may sound absurd to some of you. but if u knew about it, you would not be proud either.

oh well....talking with rick about it...post more later...

i am like, so fucking bored right now. i've been studying for my bio exam, and i don't even know when i'm writing it! isn't that terrible? my cousins are also not home, because they are at this wedding party of their relative's. i guess i'll have to wait til they get home til i get to sleep, cuz my dad wants Larry to park our CRV out of the driveway onto the sidewalk, so that he could park his car in that place, cuz my parents are leaving tomorrow morning for some hiking. *sigh* so complicated...
i can't even post on Yahoo groups. i don't know why. i want to post! i actually have something to say!! arggg...and nobody is messaging me on icq. maybe i should message them. man, that guy i like is never online! piss me off!! arggg...

oh, well, i was watching the Sick Kids weekend thing before, and they were doing these little "memory" stories, and this one kid, James, oh my gawd, he was the cutest little thing! he had cancer, and sadly, he died. right after his eighth birthday. but the thing that touched me the most was that he didn't want to die. he kept fighting. the doctors, and his parents all thought he would die soon after his diagnosis, which was at the time, four years old, but he got to live for another four years. his parents was being interviewed, and at one point, the dad told us that he remembered he talked to james about letting go, and james was like, "don't ask me anymore! i'm gonna keep fighting!" and at that point, i just broke down. i couldn't help it! it was too much. unfortunately, my own father came into the tv room shortly, and i had to wipe those tears away. *sigh* i'm still thinking about it... tomorrow, this other little girl is gonna be at the hospital. they did a story on her, too. i'm gonna be a Ming's for english presentation, so hopefully, she'll (and my group) will let me watch it while we work. *cross fingers!*

what an eventful day!
i went to school, had a great time at the assembly, had only 15 minutes of chem! came home, watched tv, audrey & company came home, had dinner, played with baby, and then we (except by brother) all went downtown and walked around for like an hour and a half. it was such a beautiful night. like, it was breezy, but it was a gentle breeze. so nice! and now, i'm typing in the dark, cuz Cassia is sleeping below me (on the mattress. Audrey and Larry are downstaires with my parents. yeah, cassia just sleeps by herself in a huge mattress. hehehe so cute! i love her!! anyways, i really need to work (ew, work) on my IAPS tomorrow, or i'm basically screwed. *sigh* oh well...oh, that reminds me, i need to find some graphs....arggg...ok, i'm done posting.