YEAH! i got my computer back!! hehehe i can't live without it. i'm so addicted. hehehehe!

anyways, today was a particularly good day, except for one...little thing. with zipporah. so i'm still pissed off at her for saying those stuff about kevin, and just her attitude, generally. and i guess she sensed it, cuz i wasn't talking to her much, and i sorta lost enthusiasm when i'm talking to her and stuff (which is what i usually do when im serious) and well, she kinda ignored me too, but whatever.
so it's after class, and i'm packing up and stuff, and she calls out wait, so i wait for her, and then we walk to my locker, and halfway through, and then we start getting into this conversation/slowly turning into argument:
z: are u very, *big word, i forgot what it was* pissed at me?
m: yeah!
z: is it because of that thing i said about kevin?
m: well, yeah. and other stuff too.
z: like what?
m: like how you say stuff that offend ppl.
z: like who?
m: well, say, mr.small, and u calling him fat. i mean, you can't say that!
z: that was years ago!
m: no, it was NOT years ago!
z: if you want your relationship with kevin, then go ahead!
m: it's not that! even if i WASN'T in a relationship, i don't want you telling me stuff about my friends like that.

and then i forgot what she said, but soon after, i kept telling her that you can't just say stuff without thinking, it can offend people, and can hurt their feelings (did i say that part? i don't remember) so...yeah. i was really quite upset. but then yvonne came and we walked to the caf, and she kinda followed us. and then we bought our lunch and went out to the benches and then she said she had to do some bio hw, and had to go to the library. but i think she justs wants to leave. oh well. so me and yvonne dicussed about zipporah's "problems" and i told her that even though i knew she was like that before, i didn't really take it to heart, it just got pushed aside, until that day that yvonne yelled at her. hehehe! and then i started realizing it. yvonne's like "but it's true!" and i told her that i could tell that she was really angry that time, and she's like "i was!" hahaha so funny! and then i told her that i was kinmda sorry for zipporah, but not sorry enough to go up and tell her to forget everything, and let's resume being friends. yvonne agreed.
oh well. i don't know what i should do now. i mean, i see her practically everyday, plus, i sit beside her in bio, so i can't really avoid her. but then i don't WANT to avoid her, but i don't know what to say to her. *sigh* complicating life....
oh well, that's all, really, good night!