i went to FAirview with yvonne, and OHMIGAWD, we saw the HOTTEST guy there!! i'm sooooo serious!! omg. he was awesome. and he was in a wheelchair, but who cares!! and he was with his friend, and they were pretty close and stuff, and looked kinda gay, so me and yvonne thought they were gay with each other. but damn, they are SO HOT! the walking guy was hot too, but the wheelchair guy was the BEST!! me and yvonne were stalking them. LOL we were like following them, until they went into this computer store. we stayed outside, by the railing, looking like we were just standing there, enjoying the decorations. and then they came out, and i was overly excited, and got all hyper. hahah and then they came out, and yvonne said she saw them talking and then looking back at the cashier guy and saying something, so we think they think the cashier guy is hot too. and we think he's gay too. hahah yvonne's like "look at his arm!"(the cashier guy). "that's what gay peoples' arms are like!" okay so after they came out, we followed them a bit longer, and then went the other way. and we were on the escalator, and tihs OTHER hot guy came up, and he sadi "excuse me!" !! oh yeah, he talked to us! HAHHAHA and then we were just walking and then we saw the walking guy again!! but the wheelchair guy wasn't with him. i wonder why. i think he wheeled himself away. LOL hahah

Anyways, i just came back from my stupid Christmas concert for TMYO. and i'm pretty dissapointed. for a number of reasons. fuck, the concert was horrible. near the end, i was bored of even listening to us play! Mom said Peter's friend looked quite bored too. well, i can't blame him. Ms. Walsh didn't come. that was one of the reasons. i was so looking foreward to it. *shakes head* people who don't keep their word pisses me off. the actual fun part was during intermission and after the concert. me, francesca, gabriella, vanessa, jo, bernard, eugene, devin, and anton had SO much fun! we took lotsa pics (the one with alex in it was riuned, cuz someone walked in fron of the camera, and i screamed. dammit bastard. alex is hot heh heh) at the end, we took some group pics. and (YES!) daniel was in a couple of them (he is majorly HOT) so...yeah. i think me and bernard are like, better friends now, which is a very good thing. before, i wasn't sure if he liked me or thought i was weird or whatever. so...yeah. well, i'm sure he still thinks im weird, but in a good way, i guess. and...vanessa and jo, well....we're alright now. before, i didn't really like neither of them, from SSE (the orchestra i USED to be in. it's crap). and me and eugene are okay too. he's an awesome friend. and devin is cool too. he is really nice. anton, just needs to gel his hair. haha. i love my friends. oooh!! guess what? devin decorated his drum sticks, and they look soooooo cool! hahah he's gonna do them for me! YAY! i'm so excited! oh, and sylvia. awww i love her, she's the nicest person ever! i'm not sure if she's gonna join TMYO after Christmas. well...hopefully!
oh, yeah, i keep talking about all my friends at orchestra, i forgot to tell what the other thing i was pissed about. Gabriel is like so biased now. damn bastard. and mom told me that he taking some money out of the ORCHESTRA for his own use. WTF?!? he can't do that! oh, i need some money too, i guess i can take it out from the orchestra! since part of it IS mine. i'm sooooo dissapointed. and, okay, i'm not really complaining about this, but the way he pays ppl is so not fair. either, he give everyone some (even if it is less money) or he shouldn't give anyone at all! and okay, some ppl didn't put any effort into it, and they got more money than me! like wtf?!?! i do like, everything!! (well, not everything, but a lot of it) every single fuckin time, i help with the equipment, i don't talk back (unlike SOME bastard *ahem*marco*ahem* bastard) i bet daniel got like a couple hundred (but he deserves it, so i'm not complaining THERE) and some other ppl got like 50. i got 30. isn't that so not fair? *shakes head* if it weren't for the ppl there, i would NOT go to that orchestra anymore. it takes up too much time, and gabriel won't even let me play the instrument i want! wtf? and he's complaining he doesn't have enough percussion, so...? and he's like "no, u should stay in violin, and practise" fuck, i don't even learn anything!! *sigh*
ok i'm done complaining.
now i'm gonna leave.