thanks, beth, for the new yr's party. it was fun.
alex and beckford came with me, since we all finished work at relatively the same time. i don't know if they had fun or not. i hope they did. i'm kiiiinda regretting not getting formal tickets, but it's all good. i get to work with the best people in the world! and alex is coming in (it's his day off) and buying me a drink. :) yiayyy! anyway... so after a bunch of people left, beth and i had a deep conversation. it was pretty deep. and we need to have a huuuge talk soon.

all in all, it was a good night. and i emailed deacon, the piercer at tora tattoo. i'm making an appointment soon. next week-ish. eeeeek!! i'm exciiiiited!!!

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i'm so glad choir was cancelled today. i actually got to chill at home... clean my room... hang out. i even enjoyed sitting in my room and organizing my binder and doing some homework. i haven't been able to actually sit and do homework in a looong time. and it feels like i'm never really home. it's been a busy (and somewhat life changing) week.

*pause*

i feel like having a deep conversation.

mian.... reflecting sucks.

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ok i just revisited the past. funny how time makes things so different. last time i did this, i was so sad. this time, i'm like, angry.
hmmm... what does it mean?