soooo i just got back from the Rude. i wanted to go to Melissa's party, cuz i haven't been to her place in a while. and Matt (piano) never came to visit me :( i got sad. haha... not really. but i did want him to visit me. and he was gonna be at Melissa's. haha. but i also enjoy hanging out with my work friends, so i stayed. Alex and i had a deeeeeep convo. it was pretty intense. Sebastian kept coming up to Alex and Alex was like "hold on... hold on." ...hahah... yeah, he was in high demand tonight. everyone wanted to talk to him. heh. but it's all good. Troy came in and started conversing with me about some cell phone software and me playing violin at his parents' dinner party. it was really confusing. but i went along with it. haha.... i don't think he had any idea that i was really really confused. and then i had an interesting conversation about piercings and thongs with Sebastian and Johnny. it was.....different. haha

it was a good night, made me think a lot, after that convo with Alex. yay for reflecting.

anyway... i'm off to bed.