bah.
its only monday. what the hell.
yesterday, warren came with me to the Kreisler concert. i think he was kinda bored. oh well. we had cake afterwards, thanks to Jerzy. happy 130th birthday, Kreisler.
after that we walked home to get books and walked to the library to study. i spent 3 hours doing my damn theory assignment. bah. Warren started mocking Kreisler. it was pretty funny tho. and then he asked me about staccatos and stuff, cuz he didn't understand when Justin was introducing the pieces. hahaha so cute. then i went to the CAI lab to do macgamut. Liz came in and asked me why i didn't go to Jerzy's party. i told her i didn't know about it. and besides i had work to do. meh. there were lots of people in the CAI lab, seeing that it was a sunday night. Laura and Andres came in afterwards, and Laura was like "you missed Jerzy's party!!!" i said, "i knoww... oh well." and when i told them i was hungry cuz i haven't had dinner, Laura and Andres were like "you should've went to Jerzy's.... we had tenderloin and salad and homemade cookies and..." and he was naming all the stuff that was there. i told him to shut up. Phil and I were msning too, it was fun. and he was sitting literally right behind me in the CAI lab. haha we were talking about how hungry we were. cuz he hadn't had dinner yet either.

i ended up not practising last night cuz i didn't wanna walk home by myself so late, and Phil was walking to MacDonnell Village for food, which is almost pretty much the smae way as walking home. so i just walked home. meh.

today was a shitty day. it's not even funny. i was so frustrated and worried about macgamut and my MT audition, i first forgot my theory assignment. bah. and then i skipped psych again so i could finish my macgamut before theory, and i didn't even finish it cuz macgamut's such a fucker. and then after theory i had to run home to get the assignment and my instrument, and go practise before the MT audition at 2:30. fuck.... so i got to the practise rooms at 1:45, and they were ALL FULL. even the modules. i was so pissed off and stressed, i was almost crying. and there were no free classrooms to practise in either. i finally found a room at 2. so i only got to practise for like 20 minutes. and i totally did fuck up on my play and sing. stupid rainbow. i hate that song now. fucking wizard of oz... argh!! my improv was alright. i had to improv to a picture of kids on the beach. and my interview was alright too. i think? after the actual questions, Arnason asked me about my academic plan, cuz i'm on probation and blahblahblah... so i told her im gonna catch up on psych during the summer. but i'll do 2nd yr theory next year cuz summer theory is too intensive for me. she gave me a weird look, and told me that she highly recommend me to go talk to Janice, the academic counsellor. *sigh*....

stupid orchestra too. what the fuck. i hate what we're playing. except the Romeo and Juliet piece. Wagner SUCKS. argh. what the fuck. stupid orchestra.

*SIGH*...
well anyways. i'm gonna stop complaining now. and make some food. i think an actual meal would be nice.