Saturday, January 29, 2005

ok so the concerto competition: the people i heard were yena (piano), some other piano guy, i don't know his name, lucas, genevieve and lorna (cellos), melissa and james (violin), brendan (oboe), susan and jeff (flutes). okay, i thought the best ones i heard were melissa's, lorna's and jeff's. melissa was soooo awesome, like, whoa! her violin resonated sooo well. james' was super good too, but unfortunately, he kinda messed up and forgot a chunk of his music. for like two seconds. lorna was the best out of the three cellos, i though. after brendan's oboe performance, i got bored, so i left to practise. about 6:30, andrea stuart came into my room and asked me if i knew who won, and i said no. and she told me NO STRINGS WON. WHOA!! that's soooo not cool. i was so surprised, and andrea's like "yeah, i'm so pissed off right now. it's biased! i'm done with the concerto competition!" so yeah..... it's so shitty. there was only one adjudacator there too. which is really weird. well, yena won, and jeff, and two oboes (two!), some flute girl, i dunno, and JP, some... guy. i don't know him, but andrea told me he won.

mian..... this is so disappointing. melissa was friggin at the top, probably the best i've heard her play for that piece. i can't believe no strings won. argh. oh well.

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Louie's tonight, yiay! keep me away from nasty irish boys, please. i asked warren (who finally decided to reply) if he wanted to come to louie's too, and he said to call him and we will see. wtf does that mean? bah.

anyways... im gonna go.... do stuff.
Oh my fuckin god... the spur was soooooo much fun. i'm so glad i went! :) people kept stealing my drink. hee hee... omgomgomg, i went to smoke with OLAF and Brandon Valdivia and Kevin Salterelli. it was sooo much fun! Olaf is HOT... and ian got upset cuz we didn't invite him. omg, brandon and olaf are sooo hilarious, cuz we were listening to radiohead, and brandon and olaf are drumming perfectly to the music and them three were analyzing the beats. ("this is definately in 10/8... 1,2,1,2,1,2,3,..."). it was like being in a skills class, only we were really fucked. hehehehe!! olaf is hot! brandon's soooo nice. he's my percussion buddy! :D
when i came back, and we were going through the entrance, the security dude who checked everyone's ID was hitting on me. like, OMG! he was like, "hey nice seeing you again" (or somethin like that) and i'm like "yeah, i'm back! i just went to chill with my friends!" (cuz i didn't want to tell him we were smokin up). so he's like "it's still nice to see you again!" hahahaha and then our convo was cut short cuz the security guy who was guarding the door told me to come in and stop blocking the door. oops. and then shannon's brother's roommate starting hitting on me. hahaha he was pretty hot though, so it's alright (OMG....totally NOT like the narsty Irish guy at Louie's. omg...ew.ew.ew). anyways, so he asked me to dance, so we danced. and then we came back after the song and i was trying to find my jacket and after a while he came and sat next to me and said "i'm sorry for this" and i was like "it's okay" but i didn't know what the hell he was sorry for. and then he fuckin kissed me. what the hell?!?! i was so embarassed. and all these people at his table were looking at us. i was so embarassed... :( oh well. anyways, then he left after a bit, and then we left. i found my purse and jacket.

OMGOMG... bethany and i sang Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds. OMG it was soooooooooo hot!!!! shannon and STEEEEEEEEVE were there, and apparently, so was brandon. he loved our singing cuz it had energy! hahaha that song is fuckin awesome, i tell ya.

OH MY GAWD. and i saw Saira there!!!!!! i haven't seen her since commencement!!! omg, i met her friends too, they're all really nice! :D aww... Saira and i had a nice chat about the reunion coming up in May. awww... i can't wait for that! it'll be sooo much fun!

argh... okay, i'm so pissed off at warren now. wtf is his problem?! argh... he's been ignoring me all day. argh.. what a fucker. okay whatever.

anyways... i gotta get to bed. i'll post about the concerto competition tomorrow.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

im in the CAi lab again. hahaha i'm a music nuuurd. i was carrying my guitar and violin all day yesterday. hahaha... jeremy commented on how my guitar looks like a cello. meh. i had a good lesson yesterday. it made me happy and i practised for another hour and a half after my lesson. bethany and i chilled, walked around the concourse and then back in the practise rooms. she bought this really nice music from musicplus, so we played it. i like productive days. :) omg, i was on this music website last night, and i found these music jokes. the violin jokes are sooo bad! it made me sad, cuz one of them insulted second violinists. the cello jokes were soo funny though. and the guitar jokes too. ha ha ha!

anywhoo... theory soon, so im gonna stop typing.

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edit: orchestra SUCKS. i decided to put my painting up for sale. i wanna see if anyone would actually buy it. if no one does, it's all cool, cuz i like that painting, and i kinda wanna keep it for myself anyways. price tag: $95. i think it's fair. i mean, i did put a lot of effort into it. anywhoo... i'm trying to convince Amy to do it with me too. cept she said she doesn't know if she has anything to exhibit. bah. i don't wanna be the only one...

WTF, Elena's here again?! argh... she pisses me off. and she messed up our house reciepts. what a loser. gawd... she's so stupid.

Monday, January 24, 2005

bah.
its only monday. what the hell.
yesterday, warren came with me to the Kreisler concert. i think he was kinda bored. oh well. we had cake afterwards, thanks to Jerzy. happy 130th birthday, Kreisler.
after that we walked home to get books and walked to the library to study. i spent 3 hours doing my damn theory assignment. bah. Warren started mocking Kreisler. it was pretty funny tho. and then he asked me about staccatos and stuff, cuz he didn't understand when Justin was introducing the pieces. hahaha so cute. then i went to the CAI lab to do macgamut. Liz came in and asked me why i didn't go to Jerzy's party. i told her i didn't know about it. and besides i had work to do. meh. there were lots of people in the CAI lab, seeing that it was a sunday night. Laura and Andres came in afterwards, and Laura was like "you missed Jerzy's party!!!" i said, "i knoww... oh well." and when i told them i was hungry cuz i haven't had dinner, Laura and Andres were like "you should've went to Jerzy's.... we had tenderloin and salad and homemade cookies and..." and he was naming all the stuff that was there. i told him to shut up. Phil and I were msning too, it was fun. and he was sitting literally right behind me in the CAI lab. haha we were talking about how hungry we were. cuz he hadn't had dinner yet either.

i ended up not practising last night cuz i didn't wanna walk home by myself so late, and Phil was walking to MacDonnell Village for food, which is almost pretty much the smae way as walking home. so i just walked home. meh.

today was a shitty day. it's not even funny. i was so frustrated and worried about macgamut and my MT audition, i first forgot my theory assignment. bah. and then i skipped psych again so i could finish my macgamut before theory, and i didn't even finish it cuz macgamut's such a fucker. and then after theory i had to run home to get the assignment and my instrument, and go practise before the MT audition at 2:30. fuck.... so i got to the practise rooms at 1:45, and they were ALL FULL. even the modules. i was so pissed off and stressed, i was almost crying. and there were no free classrooms to practise in either. i finally found a room at 2. so i only got to practise for like 20 minutes. and i totally did fuck up on my play and sing. stupid rainbow. i hate that song now. fucking wizard of oz... argh!! my improv was alright. i had to improv to a picture of kids on the beach. and my interview was alright too. i think? after the actual questions, Arnason asked me about my academic plan, cuz i'm on probation and blahblahblah... so i told her im gonna catch up on psych during the summer. but i'll do 2nd yr theory next year cuz summer theory is too intensive for me. she gave me a weird look, and told me that she highly recommend me to go talk to Janice, the academic counsellor. *sigh*....

stupid orchestra too. what the fuck. i hate what we're playing. except the Romeo and Juliet piece. Wagner SUCKS. argh. what the fuck. stupid orchestra.

*SIGH*...
well anyways. i'm gonna stop complaining now. and make some food. i think an actual meal would be nice.

Sunday, January 23, 2005

MUSIC FORMAL PICS!!!


in Shannon's room, finally done getting ready


Fran, Shannon, Steeeeeeeeve, and me!


Catherine and me


Meg, some girl i dunno, Shannon, Fran, Lisa, and me


string people!! Kat, Catherine, James, me, and Amy


Amy, Catherine, me, Shannon, Liz, and Fran


me and hot Joni Glidden!!


me and Bethany!!


our famous DIRTY PIC! (Fran says i look scary, and Beth is actually licking my leg, how sexual)

Friday, January 21, 2005

Concerto Competition Review

Laura went first for violin, and it was quite good! pretty much the same as in masterclass. but she's good candidate for going first, cuz she has a really good performing style. :D yiay laura!
fran and shannon, you guys suck for missing James' performance, it was really good! he was so into it :D he didn't get to play the entire concerto though, which sucks, cuz the ending's the best part.
Melissa: OH MY GAWD. i swear, tihs girl is gonna be famous one day, her performance totally blew me away. she was the first one to really stick out. supppppppperrrrr!! i wish all of you could've been there for it. soooo good!!! i love melissa, she's awesome :D
Justin's: okay, first of all... Justin looked HOT (!!) in his suit. whooo!! fran was like "you wanted to jump him, didn't you?" and i was like, "damn right!" too bad justin's kind of an asshole. bah... but soooo hot!! his performance was good, but i think he was one of the weaker ones, playing-wise, in the group. sorry justin.
Caitlan's piece was quite good, cept she forgot a huge chunk of her music. it's okay... her chords were really good though.
Laurissa was so cute! her facial expressions were really interesting to look at. she was the only one who actually smiled while playing. granted, not all the time, but whenever she could. it was cute. her chords were awesome as well. yiay!
Lauren: .... yeah, it was good.
Katie: yiay katie! i'm so proud of her, she got over her stage fright, and actually played really well. :)
I thought Liz played better in masterclass than she did in the compeition. but nonetheless, it was still awesome.

during the break i went to the MOFO and listened one one piano competitors. i didn't know her, but she played awesome. went back upstaires for CELLOS!!!!

holy mutha fucka... everyone was awesome! i never go to cello masterclasses, so i never hear them play. im not gonna review everyone like i did violins, but a few people definately stood out in my mind. okay... shut up, music people, cuz no matter what you say, Andres was sexy when he played his piece. OMG. he was like sooo into it, and i honestly didn't even know he could do that! whoa..... Lucas' piece was crazy fast! and he did it so well too! i've never heard Lorna play, and honest to god, my jaw dropped when she started. she can frickin play that thing! hollleee... and Andrea's piece was sad, and she played it so well, i almost cried. awww... oh man... they were sooo awesome. cellos are sooo sexy. i wish i played the cello.

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i practised for two hours after dinner today. it was pretty discouraging, cuz after listening to such awesome music, i really fuckin suck. bah. i just can't do those stupid staccatos!! *wah* why the hell am i even here. what the hell. argh...

okay, anyways, i'm done posting.
i watched The Grudge 2 with warren and yiew wah and their friend ( i dunno his name) last night. the original japanese version. (well, the 2nd one hasn't come out in regular theaters). omg, soooo fuckin scary!! haha yiew wah was scared to go to the bathroom by herself. anyway, i was so scared after the movie that i stayed for another hour and a half before i went home. *sigh*... im a loser. hahaha! but i convinced warren to come to the Kreisler concert with me on sunday (well, i didn't have to convince him, i just asked him to go with me, and he's like, okay..)!! yiay! omg, im sooo excited! kreisler rocks! i wanna see what my fellow violinists came up with. hahaha according to etelka, there's gonna be a slideshow too, and i know melissa and some other people are gonna be playing little kreisler pieces. hee hee!

concerto competition today!!! yiiiaaayyy!! im so excited about hearing everyone play!! i was just talking to james on the way here to the CAI lab, and he was telling me how he thinks he has the stomach flu or something. and he's not ready. bah, i say! he was sooooo good in masterclass the other day! im super excited about hearing the cellos though. ohh man.. cellos are fuckin sexy! why isn't joni glidden in the concerto competition? bah! pretty much every other cello is though. and 10 out of the 18 violins are. yyyiiiiaaayyyy!

anyways, im gonna go grab some food and work on my damn theory assignment. ta-ta!

Thursday, January 20, 2005

hahaha Mar, your comments are hilarious!! it made my day!
Seamus is soooo cute! his accent's really lovely! :D Goylie-poo?! haha.... alright... i think that is a bit much... haha there there...
omg, remember i used to like Tom Felton sooo much?? hahah! *shudder*... he's balding!! and so ugly!! what was i thinking?! Dan is actually cute in real life and movies, but he's just really not photogenic. like, REALLY. lol and yea, i'm re-reading the entire trilogy. i'm on DS chapter 14 now... sirius, hermione and ron used those zonkos pencil to rescue harry and draco? yea... and yes, i read about cassie claire putting up DV15. i can't believe she is still writing them. it's been soooooooo long! oh, btw, did i ever tell you that i got the HP lamppost from STC? well yeah... i had it for a while, it was falling apart so i threw it out. but i saved the poster and the street signs. they're so hot.

i got my violin back! oh, it's so precious! it's sooo pretty! Mark cleaned it for me (it's so shiney now!) and fixed all the cracks and new sound post and nut. :D! i was short $13, but he said it was okay. i'm gonna pay him back still, but... not today. haha.. Carmen named my violin!! his name is Guido. :D

i seriously need a job. im gonna be broke soon... what with all the violin repairs and guitar stuff and new rep... bah! anyway... i'd better park my ass in the practise rooms and play Guido. hahaha that sounds so dirty. oh well. anyways... i'm off!

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

i'm in the CAI lab right now. i'm so stupid, i wanted to do my macgamut, but i didn't even bring the cd. paahhh... so i reformatted and printed off my psych notes (i was like two pieces of papers short, and this guy using the computer beside gave me paper) and now i'm just killing time. skills was hilarious today. vandenberg was late, so james took over our class. sooo funny. fran got detention. ha ha! omg, vandenberg was so cute today in class. lol what a nurd... seriously. when he made that mistake and said oops, it was the most cutest thing... haha oh mann... he looked so embarassed.

nice comment from logan... ha ha ha

yiay dinner at warren's tonight! mmm... dumplings! im so excited!
and we're playing Saberdance in orchestra today! yiay! pete lamont, the metal percussionist dude, is playing in orchestra for that piece! he's cool. he wore a kilt to the new music concert. haha

anywhoo.... i'm gonna do my aurelia now. i'll post more laterrrrr

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edit: warren's was fun.... the fight scared me. hiding in warren's room for an hour and a half while people downstaires fought. but dinner was yummy. i got a kiss! yiay me! eww.... nsync... warren is a wannabe, but he played my song lots of times!! yiay for the hot joni glidden song!! both warren and yiew wah though i was weird. meh. i'm a music student, what can i say?
people are fucken annoying me. my room is vibrating. fuck.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

gee-tar was fun today! so many chords! ack! omgomg... we got music for Hey Jude... i was sooo excited! Eleanor Rigby is a good song too, although i've never heard it before today. meh.
omg, after guitar a bunch of us went down to the dining hall to have food, and our stack of guitars was the FUNNIEST SIGHT! oh man!! and dan was there with his guitar as usual. it's sooooo funny! we're like, the guitar crew. lol! hilarious...
the noon concert today was alright... cello improv. kevin fox's vocals was quite good! sorry, but nick storring's was meh. *shrug*... anywhoo, after the concert fran came upstaires and WE JAMMED!!! omg, it was so much fun! :D!! we were jammin to Eleamor Rigby and Hey Jude... :D! and then Elena arrived with people to look at the house. fucker. me fran and tracy were like 'who's in our house?" cuz we were all upstaires. and elena was like "yeah, i phoned and told ian about it."
*rolls eyes* honestly.... and he didn't even tell us. wtf. anyway... but the first group were these two guys, and they were hot! i got excited, and fran told me to shut up. lol whooopsie.

anyway... lots more people came to see the house, and there were these two girls who came at 4, and elena was late, so i was telling them all the shit stuff about our house. lol it's hilarious. but they seemed like they really liked it, so.... meh! as long as i'm outta there by the end of april, it's all good.

anyway... american idol's on tonight! eee! i'm excited! so, uhh.... yeah.
oh, masterclass was awesome today. i'm so excited about the Kreisler concert on sunday! :D:D:D!! come, everyone!! it's sunday at 3pm! and it's free!! it's gonna be sooo awesome!

Monday, January 17, 2005

what lovely weather we are having, eh? heh heh heh..
i <3 breaks after actually working the whole day. oh! oh! who practised 3 hours today??? meee!! yiay, go me! i rock.
hahah no not really. i haven't practised so much in so long.. but we didn't have orchestra today, and i really have to go through my jury pieces and my orchestra pieces. so i did. and then i went to visit fran at harvey's cuz she works there (and am i ever glad that we have the hot guy bond, heheheheh!! ya u know what i'm talkin about), and then shannon and tracy came too, but then tracy left right after shannon got her food. and then i went to practise piano for another half hour. paahhh...

okokok.... someone help: i really don't understand theory. :( i did so bad on the assignment and the quiz. argh...

omgomg... i can't wait til i get the music formal pics back!! YEAAH DIRTY PIC!!! i'm sooo anxious to see how it turned out. hahaha apparently, last year's came out really dirty. *ahem* i still need a copy of it, someone send it to me!! please!

i watched resident evil with warren last night. it was actually pretty good! zombies kept popping up, it startled me! but still, it was good. and then we watched a bunch of westlife and bsb music videos. hahaha so homo, but soooo good! i felt like i was back in grade 7... geez, but westlife ones are awesome! *sniff* memories... (mark from westlife is so orgasmic! ahhhh)

anywhhooo...
oh yea, thanks to my avid blog readers, i'm glad my posts entertain you. (ie. fran's sister)

hee hee hee!





(our house is R rated) and i'm tugging like so fucken hard at my collar right now.

Sunday, January 16, 2005

- hide and seek in the dark is SCARY stuff....
- twister!! yiay for roommate bonding! (some more than others....*tug at collar*)
- Sleep Over is offically the most horrible pre-teen movie EVER. omg... i can't even stress how bad it was.
- pda's all 'round
- i highly enjoyed kissing sirius, even though he didn't kiss me back. he's a sexy beast!
- me and fran tugging at our collars and saying dry a lot

- SO not looking forward to elena coming over again... that bitch... honestly. what a horrible landlord. i hope no one rents her house. muahahahaha

okay... almost 4:30am... fanfic time!

Saturday, January 15, 2005

wheeeee i just got home from melissa's and cheryl's place! fun fun fun!!

music formal was alright. it was fun getting ready. the actual formal wasn't as good as i hoped it would be, but everyone was hot! i was pretty much ready to leave by 11. meh. i stuck it out... and then found out string people (kat, ivan, amy and laura) were going to melissa's place. so i ditched people and went with them. i loooove hanging out with orchestra people (and dan of course). oh man.... dan- i'm sooooo sorry!! bah. so justin, dan and i were standing in the kitchen with tom, heather, brandon and them, and justin and dan were smoking this huuuuge joint. and justin was like smoking right in my face, so i waved the smoke away from my face, and i accidently (!) whacked the ashes off in dan's face. ohhh maannn... i feel SOOOOOO bad about it! :( and then dan started being a bitch to me (in a jokingly way) and kept telling everyone how he's blind in his right eye because of me. meh! and melissa, who was playing a gig in guelph came home right when we were about to leave. but at least we got to see her! :) all in all, it was a night with a good ending, and i love good endings.

i think our house's "sexual tension" has relaxed to just "sexual"... heh heh heh i'm proud of you.

fanfic time.
(yes, at 3am. so sue me.)

Friday, January 14, 2005

ok, yesterday's (wednesday) lecture by Law Wing-Fai, and the Chinese new music concert was fucken AWESOME!! granted, i'm not keen on new music, but this one was actually pretty good! Wong Ching joined members of ICE and Jeremy for a group improvisation. it sounded pretty cool. :D while Law Wing-Fai was lecturing (before the new music concert), i suddenly thought.... what if he's related to Janice? ha ha... i never got to ask him. oh well. i congratulated Wong Ching though. in mandarin too (cuz she doesn't know any Eng-uh-lish-oo)! *grin* that's right... ha ha ha! she's so shy... it's almost cute!

anywhoo... yeah. oh, my MT audition's on the 24th. argh!!! so not ready for it!!! bah. i practised my piano/singing piece yesterday though.... it still sucks a lot, but it's coming along.... kinda.

today (thursday) was so warm. yiay for warm weather! what a change from yesterday. everywhere was covered in ice! holy shit... dangerous. well, it all melted today, but it snowed again. paaahhh.... stupid weather.

i learned two more chords in guitar today! yiay!! and we learned this song i sang from elementary school (CDF days!)... oh man.... so great. i <3 that class so much. evelyn's great! fran-- you have awesome relatives! hahah! and my lesson today went really well too! *sigh of relief*... i desperately needed a good lesson for once. pah. but it went well. my beethoven is coming along nicely. and justin lent me his mozart concerto #2, so yeah... i gotta learn that now. orchestra stuff is fun too. the wagner piece is crazy! well, the violin part is. i am LOVIN the romeo/juliet piece! sooooo nice. *swaying to the beat*

music formal tomorrow (later on today...?)!!!! i'm soooo excited! eeee!! it better not be cold in there this time! or else... *shaking my fist* oh man... i hope joni's there. hahaha! juuuust kidding.
well... not really. he looks orgasmic in a tux. *melt*... and everyone agrees with me. damn straight. *nod* hee hee hee!
oh yeah... i took down mike's pic just in case random music people come here and see it and be like "what the hell is mike z's pic doing here? this girl's a psycho!" so... i'd rather not risk it.

yea, anyways, i'm gonna go read some DV, then sleep. byyyyyeeeeeee

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

i was going to post something great.
but my night ended off kinda bad, so now i'm in a shitty mood. so i will post about my great day tomorrow.

now, i will get myself distracted by msn, drink my martini, and...... maybe do some theory later.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

A Music Post

- gee-tar was fun today!! i forgot all my kids' songs... dammit. gotta find one tonight.

- OMFG-- Music at Noon today was fuckin amazing! it's like one of those moments when i actally felt connected. *heart!* :D!! oh man... seriously though, it was really good. after the first zheng performance, dwight was like, holy crap! that was awesome! and then this old lady who sat beside me (and was late) was like (after the yangquing performance), wow! too bad i missed the first one! hee hee... but yeah, the yangquing (ha ha nice translation) performer was awesome! i know how hard that is to play, and she did soooooo well. the erhu man was really good too! (cept, no offense, i've heard better.... but still!! he was good!!) maaannn..... overall, such a great performance. i love noon concerts!

- practising was productive today. :D

- okay masterclass went actually really well today. probably becuase so many people played today, it didn't make me sleepy. hee hee

ok..... confession: mike z. played in masterclass today (he found out today that he was playing so he was pissed off) and he played such a great piece, and when he played the melody, ohhh mannnn.... so sexy! sexy mike z playing the violin!! *melt*... i had the urge to jump him. lol. shhh.....


ok, you can all stop laughing now. guys who can play the violin (or any sort of sexy instrument) like that are fuckin HOT. and you know it. *swoon*

- okay i'm done drooling over how sexy mike z was with his violin... :D
moving on...

- okay, i'm done posting. lol

Saturday, January 08, 2005

yiay saturday
i really don't have anything to post.
denny (my cousin) came over yesterday to chill, and i got my guitar fixed. watched movies, and played with amber.

Mar, you're my hero. that post made me laugh so hard! and YES, i've been trying to tell everyone how much of a whore Emma/Hermione is. argh... she ruined HP movies for me. i can't stand her! hahaha ok Goyle is pretty cute. and Ron needs to cut his hair (as well as Percy/Chris Rankin, and the Phelps twins). Weasley's and their long hair... pfft!
HAHAHAHA!! seductive and awkward Harry pictures!! HAHAHA!! ohhh maaannn... hilarious...
oh, and you want REALLY bad Emma fashion? this is by far the worst i've ever seen. *shudder*... Dan looks pretty bad in this one too. he looks way too anxious, like something horrible's gonna happen. hahaha! as well, his hair requires cutting.

ok. is it just me or is Tom Felton getting uglier and balding?!

and-- oh god... pictures like this one makes me sick. what the hell are they doing?!?!

and Seamus, omg... what a cutie!

OH OH OHHH MY GOD!! *melting into a Mandy puddle*

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Andy, we all love you and are thinking of you. Please get better.

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

*yawn*
great way to start. bah.
anyway.. school has been good so far. no complaints.
my guitar teacher's the best, she's soooo funny. hehehe we sang campfire songs and danced and made jokes. that class is gonna rock this semester. i had kevin swinden today- he's alright i guess. talks fast, and in weird tones. but he's a cool guy.

congrats to jeremy, who got married this Christmas. and get this: he is actually an adult who can support a family, and his wife wasn't pregant.

i looked through my psych textbook not too long ago. chapter 14 is about drugs. ooo i'm looking forward to that.
fucking drugs, i swear... they ruin everything.

our house has sexual tensions. again.
wtf

mmmlehbleugh....

stupid empty house...

my dad called this evening. talked to me about making up with my mom. and take off the piercing for her. "no way", i said, "she just wants me to have it cuz it'll give her a so-called "bad image". it's all about her." so he told me to think about it, and consider it. i didn't answer, so after a couple minutes, we hung up.

fuckin crazy parents. bah.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

yiay im back in loo.
shit happened at home, im not gonna repeat.
just wanna post a lovely pic though.
RITA SKEETER!! needless to say, i am very happy of the way she turned out. grins all 'round!

Saturday, January 01, 2005

wow... my post from last night was pretty hardcore...
i was a bit trashed... whoops. but damn, was i ever mad. you have no idea...

anyway... one more day in this fucking hellhole.
FUCK YOU
ALL OF YOU.

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT.

THANKS FOR FUCKING RUINING MY FUCKING LIFE, FUCKING BITCHES.
FUCK


FUCKING FAMILY.
THEY CAN ALL FUCKING GO TO HELL.

WHAT THE FUCK. ONE FUCKING NIGHT.

SHOOT ME

SORRY FOR RUINING THE PARTY FOR THE TWO MINUTES WHEN SATAN SHOWED UP AT THE FUCKING DOOR TO FUCKING COLLECT MY FUCKING PRIDE.

IM DONE.

ONE NIGHT