well, i've been back for a while... i really wish i wasn't though. i think this is the first time i really don't want to be here, and i'm not even angry.
my mom hasn't said anything to me at all, and the only thing i said to her was hi, because my dad made me do it. and she ignored me.

it really is kind of sad. i really would rather be back at waterloo. my brother is pretty much ignoring me too. so the only person i talk to is my dad. and he's not home right now.

it's different being by myself at home. in waterloo, when i don't talk to people, like my roommate, it's alright, i dunno why. it's just different. even last year, when i didn't really talk to the people in my building. but here, it's different.

ah whatever... i'll just clean my room, shower, and sleep.

like what me and denny talked about last night, who needs family? what is this family business anyway? pfft.