today, i hate
everything that has to do with music at school
jeremy bell, aka mr. if-you're-determined-then-i'm-behind-you-every-step
paul pulford, aka mr. super-great-conductor-who-don't-give-a-shit-about-the-sucky-people-who-sit-at-the-back
my goddamn MT paper
my violin
my house
people
amber

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while i was doing my paper last night at 3am, i looked up alessandro safina on the internet cuz, with a voice like that, i wanted to see he looked like.
alessandro safina is hot for an old guy. ;)

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hating school.
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so the deal with me and jeremy is this: he apologised for putting all that on me last week. he tried to make up for it by saying how he'll support me in my decision and blahblahblah...
so what it comes down to:
there is a 50/50 chance i'm going.