wow...what a day.
unquestionably one of the most unique i've had in a while. well, all the events happened after lunch, although i did find out i was ditched once again. but whatever... that's nothing new.
i had this weird craving for macaroni salad, and no one really wanted to go to kfc with me. (cuz they're all LAZY!) but finally i got smitty to tag along. so, yeah we ate at kfc, i got pushed against the wall and scratched myself. stuuupid smitty. um...then i hung out with carmen and jordan and alexis, and watched camille get her makeup done. and then carmen, jordan mike, and mike, and rachel and i all sat at this bench. see, when mike (the azn one) came and sat down with our group, i knew something was up. and then he told me he made 40$. was it another picture? no.... it was something worse. i'm not gonna post what it is, so for those of u who know, good. you know wut im talking about. well, anyways, almost our whole group started talking w/ mike (incl. mike fortnight) and yea... i got pretty angry at him. he refused to tell me the whole story, even tho he probably knows everything that's going on. he was going to not tell me anything at all, but our dear mikey yelled at him, and he told me....some...crap. it was so stupid. gawd.... even mikey was like "omg!! just tell her!" so mike was like "okay there's mr...x, and mr.t" and mikey was like "go for mr.t" argg!! he wasn't supposed to be helping him! and then mike's like "mr.t's chunkier" and mikey's like "chunky is hunky!" OHMIGAWD. it made me laugh, even though it's not really funny, but the way he said it was. *sigh* so..yeah, and then i was at the fashion show. and mike somehow sat behind me, and obviously i started yelling at him "why the hell are u sitting behind me?!" and yeah... i think he was up to something. that bastard...
so anyways...yeah, i'm stilled pissed off at him. i mean, if he was a friend he wouldn't allow this to happen. a couple of pictures, whatever. i know he sells pics. but this is going too far..(i'm getting pissed off just writing this...)

anyways, after the show, i found matt and remy outside and it was so weird. i was thinking like, what the hell are u doing here? after missing all day.
yes. i get annoyed easily. didn't u know? oh, and i'm also mad at my mom (again) cuz she wrote some shit on my application for this music scholarship i really want. gawd...i told her not to write that. did she listen? no....gawd..if i win that scholarship because of that, i don't want it. i don't want money out of pity. i want it for my accomplishments.
ARRGG!!
sorry bout my super negative post, but i had to let it out otherwise i'd go crazy. well, more crazy than i already am. *sigh*
okay... ths last part is messed up. what the hell am i typing?

geez. i need to leave.