holy shit, i'm sooo fuckin stressed. i totally thought today was wednesday and that the english exam is two days away, but reality hit me when i found out that today is THURSDAY. which means the exam is TOMORROW and i'm heading down to Windsor.
this week is passing waaay too fast.
also feeling the pressure of the audition. especially when i was talking to Pat about it, becuz he knows that i'm pretty damn hard on myself. i was practising it during spare, and it was SO BAD. omg...i bet the Windsor ppl are just gonna be like "we don't even have to write anything. ur not gonna make it. goodbye."

on top of that, things are just generally not going well. too much stress with music and english and shit like that. i think the only good thing that happened today was going out with Frances during spare. just chillin.... trying to do some homework... slipping on ice... spilling hot chocolate on myself (wait...that was bad). heh. anyways... that's it.