i declare yesterday the best day of summer! not only did i go to cirque du soleil, i also went to ikea! omg it's the best store ever!!!! and i got my lantern, finally, and i also got a full length mirror. yay! it's wavy, so it's good, cuz it matches my room. (water theme, y'know...) anyways...so last night i wnet the CDS, and i was sooooo excited i couldn't even stand still! my parents were all weird and stuff and said i looked stupid. so that got me down a bit. the show was incredible! omg! anton is fucking hot! ahh!! and so are the hot twins! ahhhhh!!!! but they did some minor adjustments in the show. they didn't have this one dance, but insead they had this juggler. but that's alright with me. i looooved the juggler! he was sooo good! and the fast-paced acts were sooo energetic! holyy...and i loved the music. well, i loved the music ever since the first time i saw it, but still! it's different whne u see them a second time. u know what's coming so u can concentrate on the details. the first time, you might forget the details and remember the show vaguely. so...yea. and since april i did a lot of research on them and stuff, so it's different when i watch them perform. in a whole new light! hehehe! and yes, i did write to the hot twin, but i never gave it to an usher to give it to him. i never found the right time to ask, and it felt weird to just go up to one of them and tell them to deliver a note. so i'm a bit dissapointed. actually, more than a little bit. there's this funny feeling inside me right now (since last night whne we came back) that there's something not right, and...augh. i dunno how to explain it. it's weird. like, i have to fix something. *sigh* anyways...i don't think he'd call me anyway.
ahh...i wish i were in boston RIGHT NOW so i can watch Quidam. stupid parents...won't even let me go to Boston. *grumble* oh well...

that's it for now.