i have to post. because if i don't i'm gonna go crazy and depressed!
i came back from orchestra, and blah blah blah...i was telling my mom about nique's party. and, i mean, i actually was pretty honest about it with her from the start. u know, about the alcohole and stuff, and before, she let me stay til 11:30, which is alright. i actually wanted to stay til 12 or past, but i am such a goody-good, and im glad that my parent let me go that i agreed. to be honest i wasn't entirely happy, but i'll settle with what i have. and then i was so nice and shit with her, and now, she's making me come home at freakin' 11!!! i am SO pissed!! i mean, i was honest and stuff about it, which i DIDN'T HAVE TO!! but i did because i thought we could discuss it like normal human beings, and not really as parent and kid!! so what's the problem?! God, why can't she just let me go, dammit?! i'm not a kid! i have a life!! which doesn't involves adults!!
ARRGGG!! i wish i were adopted!! they fuckin think im gonna do drugs! what kinda shit is that?! *exasperated sigh* i wanna run away!!

*cries*

and then there's something else. and i won't mention names, in case they might read this, who are SO pissing me off right now! they think they're so good and they can control everyone in the group! what the hell?! so we're the followers now, aren't we?! we don't get any say, huh? arggg!!
and also, it's not like i enjoy being teased, alright? even though i know i'm easy to tease and i tolerate it sometimes, but i have feelings too okay?! and i don't like it when ppl make fun of me 24/7 so cut it out, cuz it's REALLY not so fun.

anyways, i should stop typing, before i lose all my friends.