wnet in to the rude tonight (well, technically last night) so see if heidi had my cheque and to buy stuff off ryan and to talk to shaughn. but alas, none of them were there. but guess who was closing again?
haha yea sebastian. he closed last thursday when i went in too, but i didn't talk to him last time. tonight, i actually had a conversation with him in the kitchen and outside in the back. well, pootz was there for the first part, but then this new girl, ashley, came out and complained about not getting her food, so pootz went back in. and well.... katrina was there too, since i used her car. but i guess it was good, cuz it made things less awkward. dammit, i haven't actually had a full conversation with sabby in sooooo long. like before i asked him out. and now, i can't stop thinking about him. goddammit. but in any case, i'm glad things are not as awkward as they COULD be. so it's a good thing. i wish i could get over him more, but i can't.

anyway... going back to TO tomorrow with fanny and johanna! i'm actually really excited! but i didn't get to finish all my work. argh. i will probably have to get up early to do some stuff before we go. argh.... boo-fucking-urns. anyway..... alright.... i'm outtie.