wnet in to the rude tonight (well, technically last night) so see if heidi had my cheque and to buy stuff off ryan and to talk to shaughn. but alas, none of them were there. but guess who was closing again?
haha yea sebastian. he closed last thursday when i went in too, but i didn't talk to him last time. tonight, i actually had a conversation with him in the kitchen and outside in the back. well, pootz was there for the first part, but then this new girl, ashley, came out and complained about not getting her food, so pootz went back in. and well.... katrina was there too, since i used her car. but i guess it was good, cuz it made things less awkward. dammit, i haven't actually had a full conversation with sabby in sooooo long. like before i asked him out. and now, i can't stop thinking about him. goddammit. but in any case, i'm glad things are not as awkward as they COULD be. so it's a good thing. i wish i could get over him more, but i can't.

anyway... going back to TO tomorrow with fanny and johanna! i'm actually really excited! but i didn't get to finish all my work. argh. i will probably have to get up early to do some stuff before we go. argh.... boo-fucking-urns. anyway..... alright.... i'm outtie.

i got a postcard from Geoff today!!! it has hot German boys on it, hahaha!

argh... school sucks so much. the only classes i actually enjoy going to are my geography labs. some of them are tough, but i love working with actual people, rather than just sitting in a lecture. got to meet people too! and i got to draw maps!

uh...anywhoo... i got a poster of hot girls frenching at the poster sale last week. hahaha it's hawt. :P oh! annnnnd i booked a day to get my grad photos taken! ohmygad i'm graduatingggggg!!!!! how exciting!

bah... anyways i'm getting distracted so im just gonna go. ta

argh.... i was so disorganized today. it was really frustrating...
went to the rude to yell at heidi, but alas, she wasn't working. bitch, i want my money!!!!! shaughn also wasn't working... and i wanted to talk with him!
and then fanny and i went to caesar martini's with all the international students. it was good times. ugh... i don't like that the hot german dude is always hanging around that little asian chick mentor. she annoys me.... a lot. girgou was sooooo drunk. it was pretty funny. we had this convo about relationships and how im kinda shy about talking to pretty boys. hahaha...
anyway, i think fanny and i bonded tonight! it was good times, shes such an awesome person :). johanna came sooo late, cuz she had to attend this bday party. fanny and i wanted to go home sooo bad, but johanna insisted that we wait for her, so we did, because we're so nice (ha ha)... but when she got there she didn't want to leave (of course) and then she saw that we looked so bored, and so she was like "if you don't want to be here, you can go home, i'm gonna stay"... that commente, even though i know she didn't mean anything bad by it, really bothered me. i mean.... we fuckin waited for her for an hour, she doesn't even say thanks, and then she brushes us off after she sees other people she knows?! that's not really fair... so fanny and i just went home, and made dinner (yes, at 2am) and watched the sweetest thing. heheh good movie! i had to explain so many slang terms to her... it was funny though, cuz she kept asking me if people actually say it, and i kept answering yes. (fanny: "don't be a dick....? what's a dick? do people actually say that? can i say it?" me:"a dick means a person who is afraid or nervous.... it also means the male genital part. i don't think it's a good idea to say it to everyone.... hahaha")

anyway... then johanna came home at 3... and joined our movie. i don't know if she sensed that i was a liiiiittle distant with her, but nevertheless. oh, and she borrowed my shirt this evening, which i graciously lent her, but while were all in my room, i reminded her to give it back, and she said something like "i can't have it?" or something.. hm.... WTF?!?!??!
anyway... she still has it right now, so i will get it back from her in the morning.

alright.... time for sleep.

wow..... i haven't written here in sooooooooooooo long!
i hope people still read this. i don't know who would though.

anyway, my summer's end has been bittersweet. lots of fun reunions and parties, esp mine, eric's and sarah's birthdays at velvet. good times! on my actual birthday, nate, natalie, and i went to fubar with some of nate's friends. i saw so many ppl i know there! WARREN!!! *heart!* so....yea... other updates, i quit the rude native, mainly because i seriously can't stand the management anymore. it sucks because i really really miss some people there, namely shaughn, nate, ryan, and all the old crew. i also built character by asking a boy out. it was fuckin damn hard.... but i did it. i got rejected. pah. oh well... i'm glad i sucked it up and did it though, because now i will never have to wonder if it could ever happen. yay for life experiences! oh.... if y'all don't know who it was, it was sebastian. yeayea.... anyway... a million thanks goes to my dear shaughn for helping me out so much and being such an awesome friend. *heart!*

oh, and i quit drinking after my birthday. i'm gonna test my will and see how long i can go with it. it's been good so far. i only had one downfall, but it was only because mel came back to wloo to visit, and we went to ren. and she talked me into doing a shot with her.

crazy bad times with raj, the horrible subletter roommate. but he's gone now, and currently i have 3 new roommates, two of which are international students, and katrina, a mus. student. johanna, fanny and i get along great. best roommates i've ever had, but katrina.... she's a strange one. really. none of us like her. last weekend, first weekend since school started, we hung out 3 nights in a row.... thursday at the flying dog (i saw bethany!!!), fri at rev, and sat at alaxy cinema. yay international students!!!!! seriously, all the people i've been hanging out with are international students. it's great, i've been meeting tons of people. hot international boys!!!!! :D well, the guys i see most often aren't really that hot, but they're super nice. a bunch of germans, and chin! hahaha the crazy chinese dutch boy. lol... it's awesome though, when i first met him, i thought he was gonna say he's from china or something.... but i never expected netherlands to be the answer. but it's awesome, he speaks dutch!!!

i'm trying to learn german now, because of my roommate johanna. she taught me so many words already, it's great! wierluch!! hahahahahaha!!! (inside joke) german culture and germany is sooo interesting. ahhhhhhh.... i'm gonna go there someday. hehehe so yea, we all went to see a movie sat. night, and the girls and chin went to see the last kiss, and it made me so sad..... i actually thought of matty. omg, i know. crazy. someone slap me. but the rest of the night, chin was bugging me about which part i cried in and why. i told him to leave me alone. haha but then we all wnet to morty's afterward, and him, johanna and i got into a conversation about relationships, and then i did tell them the reason.

school-wise.... it's going okay. i have labs!! it's actually not too bad, i get to draw maps! hahaha! lots of reading though... reading all the time. and i only have one female teacher. pah. but she's cool. i didn't get into orchestra. surprise surprise. ugh.... i'm not impressed with the violin section and penderecki this year. 15 new violins?? not cool. i worked sooooo hard to prepare for my audit. too. fuckin penderecki. anyway....

i am really tired, so maybe i'll just post again tomorrow. i only have one one-hour class tomorrow. night night!