ok so yesterday, tuesday, the penderecki played at the noon concert. it was intense. i couldn't even sit through the entire show. i dunno.... just seeing jeremy there playing... remembering the things he told me. i couldn't take it. one thing i realized after monday... i really can't stand people who contradict themselves like that. it's like saying, "i wonder why i eat so much food at the dining hall. it's disgusting".. and then 10 minutes later, you head to the dining hall and buy a slice of that 4 cheese pizza because it's so delicious. can't stand it. and the first piece in that concert was really boring as well.
i dunno...... i'm kinda thinking about quitting lessons with jeremy now. i mean... i have been kinda complaining about his teaching styles for 2 years, now i have a chance to get out... should i? i dunno. i hate severing ties. like, i seriously had soooo much respect for him. but just after what happened on monday... i dunno anymore.

*sigh*... a minute to reflect....

anyway... jay never did come in today at the rude. and he still hasn't called. i must say, i am pretty disappointed. but what can i do, huh. i think i'll stick to me and fran's principle of "guys are dicks".

better start doing some work. meeting amie at the library tomorrow. yay.