wow... this week has passed by so fast, it's kinda unbelievable. i had an action packed week, really. lotsa roommate stuff goin on... it's kinda scary. i drove christelle home tonight after we watched the movie, and just sorted everything out. we were talking on her driveway for like, over an hour. im glad we talked about it, and u know.... we'll see what happens.

anyway.... miracle boy was voted off on wednesday. ...yesterday... fuckin power in waterloo went out, and i missed it. i knew he had to go though. i just downloaded this interview between ryan and him, and i just listened to it, and it's seriously so sad. if this was on tv, i'd probably be close to tears.

ok sorry, i'm a nurd, alright? he's such a sweet guy. and he sings so well. but not as well as carrie, bo bice, and vonzell. i seriously have no idea who is out next. it's so hard to say. ah well.... anyway... he's gonna be on ellen on tuesday. awwwww..... i'm gonna miss him.

anywhoo... this week was definately a week full of expected shit happening. *ahem* asshole *ahem*. can't fuckin believe that guy. i've never met anyone like that before. and i had hope for him. it was like a little light. (shannon.... i think we're gonna have a talk about this when you come to loo tomorrow)

and the thing with jeremy. fuck.... i honestly don't know what i'm gonna do. i feel so stupid, and i probably am. fuck... argh. i'm so stupid. why can't i be smarter? i feel so helpless. why am i even here? argh....

and i'm hungry. for dinner, i had chocolate fondue and fruit.
bah.
what a way to end the week. i kinda wish warren were still living in loo so i could go seek refuge. he always knows how to make me feel better. *sigh*.....
i'm gonna go read a bit, then sleep.