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so yesterday, i was at home pretty much all day... i slept in, it was so awesome. *grin* but i was sooo bored. and then i suddenly had the idea to make a wallpaper for my computer, cuz i wanted to change mine, and none of my photos on my computer were good enough. SO! i decided that i would make one, since there aren't any good ones on the internet to steal. so anyway... i made a miracle boy themed wallpaper! *huge grin* it's actually a really good one, with lots of hot pics of miracle boy! :D yiay! i like making wallpapers now, because you'll be sure that no one else has the same one. anyway... i showed it to warren, and he thought i was crazy. lol... well, what can i say? i am! hee hee hee!

anywhoo... last night's AI finale was AWESOME! i loved those fillers-- so entertaining! miracle boy was HAWT. and i missed constantine's sexy pout. mmm... so sexy! miracle boy nad anwar sang with kenny g., and no offense, but it was a pretty bad performance. they were so out of tune. :S but bo's performance with lynard skynard was awesome. it was sooo good. unfortunately... carrie got the american idol title, and me and fran and bethany were disappointed. we were just sitting there, like.. ugh. and then fran called her sister. :( oh well.


yummay


BO BICE!!!

anyways... wow... i actually work tonight! yiay! and it will NOT be cancelled. hahaha.. yiay, i'm looking forward to working. i need money, and i miss seeing music people. :)

exciting times!
the party last night was awesome! i got there about 8:40pm, but Anya and the Kruisselbrink girls didn't get there til like 9:30ish. but it was great, cuz Anya was totally surprised! it was actually my first time meeting Anya, but she's a really nice woman, and if i played piano, i would want her as my teacher. :)

anyway... Dan Brophy and i chatted up a storm. i told him how i'm sacrificing the season finale of american idol to be at tihs party, and he started talking to me about bo bice and how carrie is hot. haha... i totally didn't know he was into AI, so i got really excited, and asked if he wanted to go to the concert with me when they come to toronto, and he's like "sure!" oh. my. god! i made sure he wasn't lying, and he wasn't. then we called Ruth (his gf) over, cuz she was talking to Christine (viola teacher) and told her about it, and she said she'd come too! YEEAAAHHHH!!! i'm soooo excited now! :D!! (btw, Dan thinks Miracle Boy sucks, and he wants to yell terrible things to him at the concert. *shakes head*)

in other news...
i would like to share with you a cool discovery i've made. this was a while ago, but i downloaded Seemann, by Apocalyptica, and it features Nina Hagen as vocalist. anyway.. that song is frickin awesome. the vocals are amazing. it's really different, and in German (i think). and her accent is really thick, but that's what makes it so great. like, when im listening to it, i just get this really energetic feeling. kinda like what melting music does. but...it's not quite melting music. so the point to this is: i've discovered another great singer! yiay! i'm trying to find her other songs, but my internet's fuckin up. ah well.

anyway-- american idol finale finale is tonight!!! watch it, everyone!!!

i hung out with mikey and smitty tonight! it was fun, cuz i haven't seen either of them since new year's. awww... it was good to catch up. and matty was there and vanessa,.... mike's gf? well, anyway... we had a good time chatting up a storm, watching simpsons, and then watching serpent eat and get poked in the eye by accident. hee heee... aww... and then matty left, and mark came! yiay! we chilled some more, talked about cool movies, then i drove mark home, and went home. yiay for catching up!

partying it up in loo on tuesday, thanks to melissa! oh mian... FINALLY!!! i seriously miss music parties. it's the best time one can have, really. and if caitlan has her birthday party too, then it'd be two parties in one week! and on top of that, i landed another shift in the MOFO (thanks ruth!). yiaayyyy... i seriously need the money.

oh! by the way, i REALLLY REALLLLLYYYY want to go to to the American Idol's summer tour. they're coming to toronto on July 20th, and i don't wanna go by myself... so pleeeeaese tell me if you are even a bit interested!

bwaahhh...
im le bored.
i could read, buuuut.... it takes too much effort. lol
i was going through my first yr music history notes and crap last night, since i'm gonna retake it next yr. fun fun. i read over my Hildegard of Bingen paper, and realized how shit it was. hahaha no wonder i got a D+. heh heh...
anywhoo... i was at agincourt mall today cuz i needed to get shampoo and stuff, and i bumped into frances and her mommy! awww.... so loving! her mom was like "you should come over and hang out sometime!" hahaha what can i say... she loves me. *grin*

my dad and i chilled today. it was pretty cool. he treated me to lunch, since my brother didn't want to come, cuz he was still sleeping. after lunch we went home and gave my brother leftovers. then my dad and i drove around, looking at houses, and just the countryside. we drove to stoufville. hahaha! and then i thought of my friend, logan, and also shannon, because they both live in hicktowns. hahaha (sorry shannon, i couldn't help it!). anyways... i was telling my dad, while we were driving, that i'd die of boredom if i lived there. it was pretty funny, actually. and then my dad told me how him and my mom wants to move after my brother gets into university, and they were thinking of moving to markham. but neither my brother or i want to move to markham. scarborough is cool! lol there are good neighbourhoods in scarborough... you just have to look for them.

aaaaanywhooo.... i wanna chill with mikey tomorrow. i miss my little mikey fortnight. aww... lol... anywhoo. alright. i'm done.

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omg, i just had the best time at the gym. it was sooooooo funny. when fran and i finished changing we saw this woman walking the other way, and she looked weird and she wasn't wearing a bra. but we didn't really think anything of it.
after our cardio workout, we made our way to the weight room, and that woman was there on the leg pushing machine. she was doing it sooo fast, it was SOOOO funny. i started laughing really quietly, so it wouldn't look obvious. i walked over to one of the rowing machines, and tried a few reps, but i had to stop cuz i was laughing so much. a few more attempts at my rowing thing, and i had to stop. it was really distracting. anyway... i went to other machines and so did fran, and that woman kept leaving the room and coming back in. it was weird. anyway... i really tried not to laugh out loud, but she was so damn funny. and her flubber was wiggling. and she wasn't wearing a bra.... that was disturbing. anyway... at one point, i was on this machine, and the woman was on this other machine where you had to stand and flex your leg to a certain weight. and she was doing it so fast and spastic. even her hair was like, flailing. OHMYGAWD. i had to stop, get off my machine and leave the room, otherwise i would've died. i was walking out, and the guy who was on my machine earlier was watching me leave. i laughed outside, peeked into the room to see if she stopped, and she hasn't-- she was still going at it. i laughed in the hall again, then went back in. hahaha... and then we were working out again, and the woman went over to the stereo, turned the music off and left.
hahahaha!
omg... but then one of the guys who was working out turned it back on, and changed the cd too. haha yiay!

anywhoo... when we finished, fran told me that we weren't the only ones laughing, everyone was. and she told me how when i left the room she made eye contact with one of the guys in there and they both started laughing.

hahaha dammn, i missed that.

ooooohhhh mmmaaannnn.... too funny. too bad bethany wasn't with us.

just got back from volunteering. it was fun, but tiring. but the kids are soooo cute. :)
random guelph trip was fun. we went up to the castle and the cool italians gave us homemade wine. it was good, but sooo strong. bleugh...
anywhoo...

um... getting distracted, cuz caitlan and cute mike are here. and they're laughing at my stories. bah.

ok, i'm out.

aci was fun yesterday... i chilled with paul and frances, since they both had spare after lunch. we went to the nearby asn food court, and there were so many fobs there. haha... and then we saw mr. boutot, from SAM. he was eating by himself. aww...

anyway... after frances finished her azn breakfast, we went back to school, and hung out in the yrbook office, which is now not in the library. it was cool... we talked about boys. haha actually... it wasn't that great. boys suck.

anywhoo.... then i went back to loo. that was an experience. ha!
bryon came home kinda late, and then he left again. won't be back til tomorrow. booourns. haha i told him to be conscious of his surroundings and to make good choices. he looked at me weird. hahaha.. and then he's like "that's better than what most my friends' parting words of 'you're ugly and no one likes you'" and then i told him that he's pretty and everyone likes him. haha and he's like "no, not everyone likes me." hahaha... geez. well... i tried.

aaanyways... im gonna go study now. yiay puh-sych! american idol tonight!! (but no more miracle boy... what a tragedy).

mr, cheung, my gr.10 math teacher passed away on thursday. how sad.
but i'm not really that sad.
well i feel bad for all the people who loved him and like him as a teacher.
unfortunately, i am not one of those people.
but still... it was so unexpected. liver cancer....
he was so hardcore though. i rarely saw him smile. he was a scary guy, and i tried avoiding him whenever possible. and i failed gr.10 math, went to summer school and got like a 92%. mr cheung was a scary man.

anyway... moving on.... kamla and i went to the clothing show today, at the automotive center, near CNE. it was awesome!! so much cool stuff! eeee!! it sucked that we had to pay a cover fee, but ah well. i bought two really hot skirts, a long one and a short one, and kamla got a skirt and a t-shirt. awww... i reallllly wanted the short skirt and it was 15$, but i only had 12, so the woman gave it to me anyways. she was like "it's not gonna do any good sittin' on the rack!" so i was happy. then we left, and walked around dt a bit til we got tired and then came home.

anywhoo.... i'm le tired, so i'm probably gonna go take a nap. ta-ta

wow... this week has passed by so fast, it's kinda unbelievable. i had an action packed week, really. lotsa roommate stuff goin on... it's kinda scary. i drove christelle home tonight after we watched the movie, and just sorted everything out. we were talking on her driveway for like, over an hour. im glad we talked about it, and u know.... we'll see what happens.

anyway.... miracle boy was voted off on wednesday. ...yesterday... fuckin power in waterloo went out, and i missed it. i knew he had to go though. i just downloaded this interview between ryan and him, and i just listened to it, and it's seriously so sad. if this was on tv, i'd probably be close to tears.

ok sorry, i'm a nurd, alright? he's such a sweet guy. and he sings so well. but not as well as carrie, bo bice, and vonzell. i seriously have no idea who is out next. it's so hard to say. ah well.... anyway... he's gonna be on ellen on tuesday. awwwww..... i'm gonna miss him.

anywhoo... this week was definately a week full of expected shit happening. *ahem* asshole *ahem*. can't fuckin believe that guy. i've never met anyone like that before. and i had hope for him. it was like a little light. (shannon.... i think we're gonna have a talk about this when you come to loo tomorrow)

and the thing with jeremy. fuck.... i honestly don't know what i'm gonna do. i feel so stupid, and i probably am. fuck... argh. i'm so stupid. why can't i be smarter? i feel so helpless. why am i even here? argh....

and i'm hungry. for dinner, i had chocolate fondue and fruit.
bah.
what a way to end the week. i kinda wish warren were still living in loo so i could go seek refuge. he always knows how to make me feel better. *sigh*.....
i'm gonna go read a bit, then sleep.

ok so i got back to loo this evening and was pleasantly welcomed by the little gray kitten. he/she is sooooooo cute. omg...
no one was home so i chilled a bit then started making dinner. halfway thru, bryon (i know how to correctly spell his name now!) came home, and he was unloading stuff from his car, and the little gray kitten was curiously watching him. it was the cutest thing. my goal this summer is to bond with the kitten and have him/her not be scared of me so i can pet it. awwww...

anywhoo... carmen came dt with me this afternoon to get pierced. she decided not to get pierced herself because she wanted to save up for her tattoo instead. anyway.... i wasn't too nervous. more excited and anxious. my hand was shaking as i filled out the forms! anywhoo... waiting.... then RJ called me in and blahblahblah... we measured and stuff. i asked him to count to three before piercing, but he didn't. ah well. the first hole hurt a bit... it wasn't toooo bad. when he threaded the bar in, though, that hurt more. then he pierced the top hole, which hurt more than the second hole, obviously. but what hurt the most was when he threaded the bar through the second hole. holy shiat that hurt. i even cringed for a couple seconds, and i never cringe during piercings.and i concluded that i have a pretty high pain tolerance. anyways.... after we left new tribe, carm and i went to second cup for some drinks. we sat outside watching the traffic and the people, and waiting for jennifer hollet, who was accoss the street, to start talking. but she never did, so we left. went to tribal rhythm, where we looked through the chinese clothing racks, and found THE hottest halter tops. we each got one and concluded that we're gonna have to go clubbing together and wear them. haha


anyyyywhhooo... omg... when i got back, i tested my laptop's internet out, and i have picked up a signal from somewhere. it's really exciting! free cable, and now free internet!! whoo hoo! i told bryon, and he got all excited. haha! so i'm like, yeah, whenever you wanna use it, just go ahead. yiay for sharing. *heart*

*looks around*
okay. i'm done posting.

yiay i'm not in the CAI lab!
i'm in scarbro til monday, and i fixed my laptop! whoo hoo!
mian, my new roommate is so great- we were bonding through watching zoolander last night and we both just had dinner, then after he showered (during the movie), he came back downstaires and proceeded to wash all the dishes. i felt kinda bad, cuz he worked all day and now he's washing the dishes, but...... well, if he wants to do it, then i can't complain.
but anyway... yeah, he's really nice. on thursday, christelle saw me coming home after being in the CAI lab, with both of my instruments, so she followed me home, and invited me to go over to her place for dinner. so of course i said yes. so we hung out at my house, and the three of us were chatting about various stuff. brian's (bryan?) a good conversationalist. him and christelle were talking about the Tour de France and drugs and then we talked about music therapy and stuff like that. it was very intellectual. so then she invited him to her place too. so the three of us had dinner at her place while watching the O.C. and then brian washed all the dishes. hahah... awww... what a gentleman.

anywhoo.... i have a dilemma about going to the ACI spring concert. i realllllyyy wanna go, but i'm already in scarbro now, and i have to go back to loo, cuz i have to work on wednesday, and music therapy sessions on thursday morning. and i really don't want to go back to scarbro again on thursday night just for one day. *sigh*.... so now i don't know what to do. travelling sucks and costs money. and then last night i had a dream about the spring concert. well.... more of a nightmare. but i'll spare the details.

anywhoo... yeah, i'm done posting. tomorrow and monday will be exciting.

yesterday, fran told me about this dr.phil episode she saw about cults and girls having 25 babies. and then she told me she had a dream where she was in a cult and escaped.
last night, i went to sleep and had a dream.
i was in a cult and i was escaping.

dammit fran.... stop making me have weird dreams!!

hahaha just kidding...
anyway.....
last night's american idol was intense!!!!!!! OHMYGAWD.... i almost cried, it was so great! and then i started hyperventilating. yes, it was THAT good. scott is FINALLY out of the game... and he was in the bottom two against miracle boy. oh mian.... it was SO INTENSE. i was soooo restless. but yeah... america has finally done something right. bethany makes hot shirts. heh heh...

today's group therapy was so much fun! the little kiddies were sooooo cute! awww... the downs syndrome girl is adorable. she's so damn flexible. she doesn't crawl, she pulls herself along while doing splits. it's amazing. and she's soooo cute. i just wanna hug her and put her in my pocket. awwww...

anyway... i have rehersal later. yiay, finally! i'm le excited! 54 more minutes! whoo hoo!

killing time before seeing jeremy later...

american idol was pretty good last night. brian and i bonded through that show. haha just kidding.. but yeah, i came home last night and all the dishes were washed. i was so impressed. :) so i invited him to watch AI with me. hahaha! he didn't like scott either! muahaha! um.. miracle boy wasn't too bad last night, but he wasn't great either. omg... scott dyed his hair. it looks so hainous. *shudder* miracle boy's second song was deinately better, and his outfit was bettter too. i don't think he looked good in red. brian and i both agreed that bo was good, cept his fringes in his second song. they don't really match the song... or his outfit. carrie was meehh... but vonzell was frickin awesome! yiay! i hope she actually wins this competition, she's soooo good, even randy gave her a standing ovation!

anyways...
OHMYGAWD... fran just came in.... we're bonding in the CAI lab right now. awwwwwwwww
ok. i gotta go.

apparently, brian, or ryan, is only subletting. boooourns. he's a cool roomie.

my last mt session with the client was pretty good. he wasn't as repondant as usual, but became very calm once he got to play the ocean drum, with christelle on the violin. and he almost cried when we sang the goodbye song. awwww...
then we went to dairy queen and she treated me to a blizzard. aww... but it was like raining out and it was so cold. ah well...

american idol tonight!!! i'm soooo excited! fuckin americans though... voting constantine out. argh! i don't understand why scott is still in this competition. this season is the most messed up, unfair season of all. bah.

i practised the celtic music today, cuz steve finally gave us the music. it's kinda weird... i'm not used to the whole fiddling thing yet. meh.

anyways.. i seriously have nothing else interesting or worthwhile to post.

i moved yesterday, it took sooo long. Carmen came to loo and helped me move! awww... we had fun. haha and she likes my painting job! yiay! never knew i had sooo much stuff. so now i'm back in good ol' scarbro, and going back to (as Androo put it) "manure town" tomorrow. well, it doesn't smell like cows anymore. not yet. heh heh... and just as carm and i were leaving my room in my new house, the guy roommate (Brian, as he said his name was) was moving in, so i got to meet him! he seemed like a nice guy, so... we'll see how it goes.

anyway... school-wise... i'm starting my psych course tomorrow. i just printed off some notes and stuff... i'm actually excited about this course! i'm gonna learn about crazy disorders and suicide and all sorts of good stuff! celtic band: still haven't started yet. i'm getting kinda frustrated, cuz i wanna start playing. dammit steve!! i was practising orchestra excerpts for the audition into the orchestra in september, and they're sooo hard. it's gonna take me so long to learn it. bah.

last MT session on tuesday, i'm gonna miss that kid, he's so cute. but on the bright side, i'm gonna be volunteering with an actual music therapist for group therapy with toddlers and babies! awww... my friend Christelle was telling me about some of the kids there and most of them sound awesome. little kids with Downs Syndrome, and other disorders. awww...
and then i still have to see Jeremy... but starting tomorrow he'll be busy with Quartetfest. dammmiiiitttt. argh

ACI reunion on May 7th.. who's going??

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edit: damn plans!! it always happens... pah...