what i'm missing on friday when i'm partying with ryan:

LAURA-ANNE AND DAMIEN'S SEANCE! AHHHHHHHHH!!! crap.. i wanna participate in a frickin seance... but i don't really feel like bussing all the way back to toronto.. and besides, i wanna hang out with ryan anyways. haven't seen him since.... sarah lawton's party. muahaaha. but still. i'll tell laura-anne to hold another one soon.

talked to jon... told him about the one month thing.. apparently, he knows and that got me even more pissed off... cuz he knows and still does nothing about it. i hate guys like that. haha funny story: i told emilia about it and she's like "go fuck jon and then fuck ______ then see who's better." haha oh man.. hilarious. well... whatever. we'll see what happens.

painted for 4 hours tonight. it was so great. i love painting. it's such a stress reliever for me. i need to relieve some stress. hahaha i love how fran thought i was deep cuz i was telling her the colours for my butterfly. lol... it made me laugh... cuz i know i am. :D yiay for me! it (the painting) is actually coming along pretty nicely. im pretty happy with the progress. it still needs more work, of course... but all in due time. i missed the smell of turpentine. ahhhh.... but now my whole room smells like turpentine and paint. bleugh...

speaking of painting.... WLU is apparently cancelling the Fine Arts program. omg!! even tho i'm not in fine arts,it's still a tragedy! oh man... i LOVE art... dammn.. now i won't be able to quit music and do art at Laurier... not that i want to, but.... just in case.

and just for the record, i barely did any work this week so far. i'm still pooped from studying for the psych exam. and i failed skills. go skills. fuckin Vandenberg...
omg.. haha... today in theory, we started talking about McKittrick, cuz i had to ask my teacher about something... and then i called mckittrick "mckittrick" to my teacher... and then i was like "err... i mean.... MR. McKittrick..." and then my teacher was like "no, it's jimmy." and then i was like "what? no it's not! his name is cam! but i call him mckittrick.." and then my teacher laughed. hahaha... (shut up, fran... there WAS a point to that story)

anyways.. yeah.. i gotta start homework now.