so i just finished the long talk with the parentals... so much shit went down. i told my mom how i just have to cool down, i just want our relationship to be better and she said all this shit about if i leave there won't BE any relationship or whatever... she doesn't know what the fuck she is saying... honestly.. anyway... lots more talking... tears on my behalf, and... yeah. i don't really wanna talk about it here, but if you really wanna know, ask me personally.

anyway.. it's been a long night, so i'm going to bed.