whoo hoo! purple contacts so puurrrdy... :D!

logan's not coming tomorrow. boooooooourns. i was hoping he would be. ah well.

can't wait til tomorrow!

gotta go chill with amber now. i'm outtie.

damn garbage days... so much garbage...

anywhoo... i need sleep. i really do. and annies calling in the morning don't really help at all. oh well. thanks annie, for calling me this morning.

let amber out to play today. put her back in cage after about 3 hours. not too bad.

contacts tomorrow after work. can't wait!

when is the party n thursday? anytime after dawson's creek. i'll be expecting y'all at 12:01pm. okay? good. thanks paul! fireworks! i don't want to go to Miliken.

my parents have their phone off again. thye don't want to talk to their darling daughter. oh well... not my fault if their money's not paid on time.
crap... gotta go to BMO. *sigh*...

and get some sleep.

so cold....

paul's over at my place right now.
we just went to stc and agincourt mall. krispy kreme and a free donuts!! headed over the dollar store for sparklers. how many should we get, paul? i dunno... let's get one pack each! holy crap! we now have 20 sparklers each..muahaha!! then over to agincourt mall to get the GOOD STUFF!!! oh yeah.... our box was opened... but it's okay, becuz another box was as well, so we stole some fireworks from the other box and put it in our's. HAHAHAHA!!! yay!! MORE FIREWORKS!!! good times to be had on thursday! ohhhh man... i can't wait!

hahah paul just went through my brother's computer, and found......stuff. hahaha!!!
ohhhh good times.

fireworks tonight!!

the pride parade was fun. the man walking around stark naked was disgusting. no, i don't think i would take a picture of you, thanks very much. the men on the roof were fat and nasty, and i had the displeasure of seeing their fucking penises. but besides that, lots of pretty men! but obviously they're all gay. still entertaining to see them grovel at each other. some of the floats were really spectacular.

but it's really pretty sad how today ended.
it's also pretty fuckin sad that people just don't get fuckin obvious clues. like...hole shit. they must be either really ignorant or really stupid. either way....

yes, i'm talking to you.

gawd...








it's hard to listen to your heart when your mind is so demanding. it's hard to forget things that happened in the past. sitting here in silence is torturing me. knowing that you're out there, not giving a damn, is tearing me to bits.

I LOVE AMBER!!

she tried to bite me today, and did. i think my whole room is a bit too much freedom for her all at once, so she's back in the cage til she's used to me more, and i'll give her freedom soon... but she's SO CUTE!! awww... but she fuckin chewed up my favourite photo album. the ONLY time i wasn't around (picking up emilia... took less than 20 minutes!) and a huge chunk was off. BAH!! so disappointing. oh well.. i painted it black back with nail polish, so... it's okay... kinda.

in other news, i actually went into that porn video store today. it really wasn't anything spectacular. i went with emilia and look around. the woman working there was old and ugly and didn't even LOOK at us.. much less ask for i.d. so...meh! they sell a lot of sex toys too... some are fuckin ridiculus. but there are messed up people in the world, so.... meh.

anyways...fuck...i'm hungry again.
but don't worry, i'm not pregnant. hahaha. jks.
PRIDE PARADE TOMORROW! WHOO HOO!!!

I'M GETTING AMBER!!!
went to the shelter today to look at her again. had second thoughts, but... meh. i'm gonna get her. well, i have her already, but they wouldn't let me take her without a cage, something i don't have. so i'm borrowing emilia's for the time being. yaa-aayy!

oh and yesterday, i got jack and jill (two little fishies with tummies) and spencer (african dwarf frog). awww they're so cute! spencer's food is narsty though, he eats bloodworms.

hopefully im gonna start working again. little annie lost my phone numbers! i went to cultures today and megumi told me. i wrote them down again. and she's giving owner annie a call tonight, so hopefully i'll be working again soon!

anywhhooo... that's about it for now. i'll post more about amber tomorrow!

i'm so bored and i don't want to write anything. but... whatever. well, i went to emilia's commencement and commencement dinner alst night. very interesting..... free dinner, no complaints. i saw this guy there who looked a LOT like dan, from wlu... it was freaky. shit went down as well, with certain people whom i would not like to discuss anymore. it's been quite hellish, you know, but i have em, and she's helped me a LOT with my shit. *sigh*... anyways, i bought jack and jill (fishies!) and spencer (an african dwarf frog) today! it was so spontaneous, but meh. they're cute! i cleaned my room up pretty well, might get amber tomorrow. i'm not sure. i really want her... but still not 100% positive yet.... BAH. oh well... we'll see.

anyway... that's enough for now.

dinner was pretty good. actually, it was really good! -- if you excluded the "moments" happening beside me, and Paul scaring me to death when i picked him up at his place. not cool! not cool at all! but yeah, dinner was fun. Caron kept ordering plates of carrots. i think she ate like 8 plates of that stuff. crazy! lots of awkward moments beside me, and only paul and i knew what was happening. haha! oh, and that waiter who spilled the pan with hot water was DEFINATELY not cool. he was probably the worst waiter i've ever seen. he poured this white powder all over the floor and LEFT it there. and then they let people sit at the table next to us, with the white powder stuff (probably bleach) still not cleaned. gawd... hilarious times when the lighter waiter kept coming and turning on and off our grill-- at first i serously thought the waiter was reaching for paul's crotch! holleee... anyways, then we all headed to frances' house and played monopoly for a bit. well, i didn't play, just watched. meh.

oh and my brother and i are STILL fighting. fuck... well, he's leaving tomorrow, so... yay?

oh god! oh god! it hurts! fuck! i don't want to go to dinner tomorrow.

omg, ed the sock knows his harry potter!
best part of the MMVA: ed the sock comparing sam roberts to gary oldman! omg, HILARIOUS!!!

come to think of it, i think sam roberts can be a better sirius than gary oldman! muahaha!

oh, i guess i should post about my experience at the animal shelter and at night downtown with emilia. well, actually, we went to THS in the early evening for about 2 and half hours, played with bunnies, guinea pigs, and even walked a dog (Roly Poly!) i met this one bunny i really really liked, and her name was Amber. she's soooo sweet. i want her. but i dunno if i can keep her at home here in toronto. oh well. Roly Poly was a cute dog. i had to wait outside for emilia go get her cuz it was "employees only". so i waited outside, sitting on the staires. tihs big black man walks towards me and starts asking me questions like where i'm from and sht. and then he asked if i had a boyfriend. i was pretty freaked out at that point, so i kinda ignored ihm. and then he's like "huh??" and i was mumbled something, and he said "i guess it's none of my business, huh?" and i said "yea" and then he's like "okay, well, have a good day!" and kept walking. fuck, mian. i was really freaked out, and emilia still hasn't come out yet, so i sat down once again. not long after, this oldish dirty white man on a bicycle stops in front of me and he's like "are you alone?" and i said, no i'm waiting for my friend" and he kinda checks me out, and asks if i need any company, and if i wanted any company. i said no. and he rode off.
and finally emilia comes out... omg. it was freaky! after THS, we bussed to Fort York, but before we got there, we passed by this International Marketplace, right by harbourfront. i wanted to go to it, so we got off the bus. after checking out all the booths, we decided to just walk to fort york, since it wasn't too far. we were so wrong! it took us soooooo long!! and i think we passed it too. and emilia didn't even know where exactly is was. goddammit!! so we decided to just walk to queen st. instead, cuz i wanted to go there. it took us a really really long time to walk there. we walked down queen, passed by Much Music, there loads of people were standing around the MMVA stage that's tonight, and we watched the bands practise a bit. this one band we wacthed, i dunno which band it was, their guitarist looked like matty from afar. it was really weird. well, we kept on walking, and emilia wanted to go to Church Street and be gay. so we walked...and walked....and walked. ok to make a long story short, we never made it becuz i was sooooo tired. and my feet hurt from walking so much. since the shelter, we've been on our feet for... about 8 hours. so we went home.

oh, and did i mention, we acted like dykes last night? oh yeah... it was fun, and it brought lots of attention. :D yay i love attention!

anyway, i'm back hooome. yay! or..... yay? i don't know. but what i DO know, is that i get to watch Dawson's Creek tomorrow!!! YAYYY!!

omg, i'm such a freak.

i came back yesterday! picked up frances and her little girlie friends and chilled at fairview while they watched a movie. saw damien, karim and abela! they were all working there. hilarious, becuz i always see andrew at the mall. and he made me promise that i would call him when i have a party, so i said i would. hehehe em and i stayed at fairview waiting for so long! and then learned that frances and co. didn't want a ride back after all. PAH! so we went back to her place, killed some time, then i remembered i left my phone in the car, and matty called me! so i called him back and then we talked and then we went to pick him up, but then frances called and so after i picked matty up, we went to frances' place, cuz i left my stuff at her house. so after that we just chilled... went by timmy hoe's and just talked for a bit. it kinda sucked becuz matty wanted to leave us pretty quickly. so i drove him home and he was anxious to leave.

anyway, so last night was interesting. i think i caught a cold becuz emilia left her window open. ack! but whatever. i went to art class today. it was so frickin boring. i wanna go downtown and look at bunnies and puppies. and then par-tay with army boys and drink. i'm at home now, but my brother doesn't know. my neighbour saw me. dammmmmiiiittt!!! oh well.

anyways... i'm done.

whoo hoo, i just finished my exam!!
it went...... well. i don't think i got anything higher than an 80 though, which really sucks. but hopefully in the 70's range. but i tend to jinx myself, so i'll stop talking now.

tim left this afternoon. no comment. i got yelled at by a taxi driver.

so i'm commin home tomorrow! soooo excited! anxious to par-tay and meet some nice army bois. muahaha right. and frances' par-tay! yaa-aayy!

please call me

i had a lesson yesterday, and met Trevor, Jeremy's friend the bowmaker. it was interesting. got some new music... he didn't let me play Prelude in Allegro (or something along the lines... i don't remember the exact title, but whatever) becuz he said other people are already playing it and he doesn't want everyone to be playing it. booooourns. anyway, halfway thru the lesson, DAN the guitar man interrupted!! lol...he's hilarious... amazingly talented, but hilarious. so... that was interesting.

anywhoo...i missed cheryl's, jeff's and pete's concert last night, becuz i didn't know how to get there. :( oh well... but good phone convos with Emilia and AIR-ICK! HHAHAHA good times...

um... oh yea... what do u think of Clémence Poésy as Fleur Delacour??



i'm a no go for it. first of all, she's too old to be playing Fleur (she's 21), second, she's not frickin blond enough!! Fleur's part veela, i imagined them to have straight, long, white blond hair, kinda like Malfoy's. bah! stupid casting people...

ok army party on saturday... bah! i'm anxious to see what it'll be like. tee hee! ok anyways... i'm outtie, but CALL ME! cuz i'll be lonely....heh ;)

i can always count on my music ppl to bring me back up to that happy state.

jeremy emailed me back yesterday, whoohoo! i have a lesson tomorrow, so we'll see how that goes. he also invited me to be in this photo shoot for the WLU music brochure, but that's not gonna happen anymore. apparently, they've got too many people. oh well.

soooo that concert was somethin, huh! amy justin catherine and liz were aaaawesome! buti gotta say, my fav was that first quartet, i dun remember their name. and Black Angels: awesome! i never actually heard of them before, but they were really good. i could feel the energy! the bow against the gong was....interesting... shivers up my spine! eeee! anywhoo, after the concert, katherine (viola/violin) hung out at my place for a bit, then back to her place. her kitty was soooo cute! teehee! and then we drove over to Jerzy's to par-tay! so fun! met some of the Black Angel's players and also players from the other quartet. paul came a little bit before katherine and i left, so that kinda sucked. but all in all, a great night. :)

anywhooo... umm... yea. ok,i'm outtie.

(still thinking about that damn bitch. makes no sense at all)

TODAY, HELL FROZE OVER.

and this is gonna be a venting post, so y'all can stop reading..






YOU FUCKING BITCH!! FUCKING FUCKING BITCH!! WHORE, YOU FINALLY WAITED YOUR TURN, YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANT, I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY, YOU FUCKING SKANK. NO ONE LIKES YOU ANYWAY, SO GO FUCK A TREE YOU FUCKER!

i've lost so much respect for you, and everything you've ever said to me have contradicted itself. well, i hope you're happy.

what the fuck?
my pic (i mean... LOGAN'S pic...) still doesn't work! well, it works on my main blogger page, but not on the actual website. meh well.

anywhoo... um.. yea. i got paid today! whoo hoo!! i have moonay! off to Loo i go with lotsa cash. wicked. moo ha-ha. oh, in other news, i have more ladies clamouring to touch my ass. muahaha!! hung out with emilia, agata, and melissa (chip's sister) at stc today. fun fun! mmm... lesbonic! hahahaha! aaanyways... so yea, i'm going back to Loo bright and early on Sunday. omg... i hope i don't fall asleep at the wheel, i'm gonna be so tired. bleugh. i'm gonna miss a WHOLE WEEK'S WORTH of dawson's creek, mian... so disappointed. bah! at least i will have my movies and marshmellows and music ppl. whoo whoo. Rod's coming back on the 20th, so i gots to call him up. chill at Huther's. yiaayyy!

i wanna get Mac makeup. i was at stc today, talking to this girl at Mac, and she was giving me all these suggestions and she kinda did some make up on me and it looks so nice! yiaayy.. but so expensive. pah! meh well...

anyways... this is a long enough post.
to all ACI kids: school's out! welcome to summer!

THANKS TO LOGAN FROM BRACEBRIDGE FOR HIS WONDERFULLY HILARIOUS PIC I STOLE FROM HIM. (which doesn't friggin work!)

see? i gave u credit! :D

just a couple of things:

- back in t-dot til sunday.
- i get to drive back to LOO! whoo hoo!
- i have no fuckin money.
- gotta go to stc this weekend and pick up my paycheck so i'll have some money.
- jeremy still hasn't emailed me back. dammit!
- my Loo house fuckin SUCKS. can't wait til next yr.. me and abela are gonna have some FUN times!
- i love my tv. i'm a nurd. i love DC. i love eric. becuz he gave me a tv. *heart!*
- but i don't love YOU.

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WOW. just.... WOW.
may i present to you... CEDRIC DIGGORY!!

if i knew it was gonna turn out like this, i wouldn't have done it. and now it's too late to turn back.




too hot here.

today has been quite productive, to say the least. i was on the phone for like half an hour talking to this Bell customer service woman. i don't think i'll get cable/ tv til maybe july or august, which really sucks, becuz i will be missing a helluva lot of DC episodes. anyway... i went grocery shopping, bought a shitload of food. after eating, went over to school to study. saw james, melissa and a bunch of other music ppl. they were on break from Quartet-fest. apparently, they have a concert this weekend. i wanna gooo! we'll see though. anywhoooo... um... yea. i don't have anything else interesting to post, except that i read Yuen's and Mar-bear's reviews of PoA and i wanna post one of my own.

SPOILERS AHEAD! SPOILERS!!





excellent review, Mar, even though it was pretty long!

things i disliked:
1) wtf is with all the romantic bits?! H/R was pretty cute at first, but then H/Hr?! ok, Hermione is a skank. (yes, yes, i'm a skank. hahaha!!) not cool. and neither the hand holding with ron, nor the loving/fearful embrace with harry were in the books. i was sorely disgusted at Emma's acting. and she looked pretty skanky too, at the NYC premier...

2) Lupin, Lupin Lupin... what can i say? other than the fact that he was TOTALLY NOT what i pictured him to be. i pictured lupin to be shaggier... not as skinny. and the werewolf transformation itself was nicely done, but the werefold was waaaayyyy too scrawny. it did NOT look like a werewolf. it didn't even look like much of a dog!

3) i agree with u mar, what is WITH those bonding moments between Lupin and Harry?! and where the hell did that bridge come from?

4) yes, i laughed my fuckin ass off with the Titanic= Harry on Buckbeak scene! HAHAHAH!!! oh man!! that part is totally out of proportion. hilarious!

5) i liked Malfoy... til now. ok, that scene where Herm pointed the wand at him, his face IMMEDIATELY screwed up and looked as if he was gonna die at any second. Malfoy is a WUSS.

6) WORMTAIL/PETER PETTIGREW. NEED I SAY MORE?

7) so many parts of the movie were out of order, esp the part with the firebolt. WHAT THE FUCK?! that was weird. the boys eating candy in the dormitory was hilarious as well, what kind of candy was that? i don't recall any that made u act like an aminal.

8) yes, the Marauder's map and it's significance and who drew it was not explained, and for one who have not read the books, it would be terribly confusing. how would Lupin know the secret words for revealing the map's contents, but not Snape? and remember, they were supposed to pretend it was from Zonko's.

things i liked:

1) THE WEASLEYS!! one of my favourite parts of the movie was Fred and George explaining the map to harry, ending each other's sentences and whatnot. exactly how i pictured them to be! omg RON!!! he's growning up pretty cool, eh? i remember in the first two movies, i didn't like him as much, just becuz he as always scared shitless and stuff.

2) the overall cinmatic difference with this movie compared to the last two. overall, it was much darker and all the actors grew into their roles.

3) A lot of the new actors turned out well! Michael Gambon was a great Dumbledore! i liked him much more than Richard Harris, RIP. He has this special stage presence that Richard Harris didn't have, i thought. Emma Thomson did a great job as well, especially with those glasses. hahaha! i always pictured her to look like some sort of grasshopper though.... don't ask.

4) yes, Mar, i agree, the scene in the Shrieking Shack with the trio was awesome! something you don't see in HP films often.
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anywhoo... that's enough of a review. I WANT A WORKING TV!!!

ok i planned on writing a nice long post, and even tho i'm pretty tired and this keyboard is shitty, i'll do my best.

friday: didn't work at all on friday, it was awesome! so i sacrificed my Dawson's Creek to go to stc early and get HP tickets, only when i got there, i found out that the theater opened at 12! crap, mian... oh well, i bought a nice summer dress, so it wasn't completely a waste of time. i bussed home, watched like half a hour of DC, then bussed back to stc to buy the tix, then bussed home. worked on my cape, finished it!, did some psych reading, did the fuckin chapter exam, then got ready to go to the movie. anyways, i didn't wear the hat and only changed into the cape when i got there cuz i didn't wanna look like a freak on the bus. anywhooo... when i got there it was only me, yuen and dil, so we waited for mar, and then stood around talking. and while we were waiting for mar, dil and i asked some lady if they gave out any HP posters, but sadly, no. anywhoo... then we started lining up. it was crazy! it was like... 5:45ish at the time. and we were really close to the front of the line, so that's good. i saw a bunch of aci kids there... gr,9's (jess, i think... i can't tell her and alison apart, and may, ramy's sister, and some other girl...) and some gr.12's (abby, james from band, and his friends) so then we were in line, mar and i decided to go get food, so we did, and apparently we took a long time cuz when we got back, the line was going in the theater! crap! but yuen and dil saved us seats. yiay! so then mar and i got in the thater and started eating and yuen and dil went to get food. carmen arrived about 10 minutes prior to the movie, and 5 minutes before 7, yuen and dil came back. and yes, we got awesome seats! the movie itself was pretty good, in the beginning. a LOT of parts were hilarious! oh man... not even joking! and the ending was so messed up. oh well... but this movie was a bit darker, and some cinematic stuff were better than the last two. but honestly, for a hardcore HP fan, no movie is ever good enough. so, yes. that's all i'll say on that. after the movie, carmen and i left early so get to the lcbo and then to mike's house. i was still wearing my cape and indeed got a lot of stares. hahaha! whoops?

sorry mar, for ditching u! i promise i'll stay longer next time! *hug*

anywhoo.. back to the story...
so carmen and i spent a while in the lcbo cuz i couldn't make up my mind on what to get. i finally settled on this wildberry thing (it was really good, actually!) so then we walked to mike's place, and all these ppl were there, it was nice. well, it's the usual, so.. meh. well, actually, to be quite honest, i wasn't totally comfortable with some people who were there, but meh, whatever, right? malargret arrived and she hung around me...haha i probably made her super bored. carmen ran off for a while along with smitty, so then me, marg, laura, her bf i don't know his name, and this new guy i met...edrick or however u spell it, started chatting about HP. it was awesome... anywhoo... fast forward.... kaveh, marcus and monroe showed up... kaveh tried speaking spanish to me, but failed. can't blame the guy. but it was great seeing them, haven't seen them since commencement. anywhoo... some other stuff happened, matty offered me a joint (and for obvious reasons, i declined), and then i got drunk, MARK MCISSAC showed up! (YAY!) i talked to matty, and then emilia (and she talked a lot...let me tell ya) and then stuff happened and then carmen, smitty and i took a cab home. carmen's futon is pretty comfy, to be honest. haha yea... it was fun.. i haven't slept over at someone's place for a while. carmen and i talked for a while and i thought i left my cell at mike's buuuuuut...

saturday: 10am, and my phone rings. wait.... my phone is ringing... my phone is here?! omg! i scramble out of bed and try to look for it. it took me a while, and i missed the call. the phone was under carmen's pooh bear. oh maaannn... well, at least my head wasn't spinning anymore. we got up, changed and made pancakes for breakfast. it was fun! we had to make enough for carol (carm's sister) and her dad too. and then i got a ride to work .yay. about 3:45ish, i took a break and carmen came by stc to do errands, so we walked around and i didn't know anna (luong) worked at Pegabo, so we went in and chatted for a bit, i was late getting back to work, but joanna, the girl i worked with, didn't care. she's a cool girl, but i think she's a dyke. but it really doesn't matter, cuz she's really nice. :) so anyways, carmen left to buy cds and then mark came by! i called carmen really quick to get her ass back to culturers so she can see him, so she came and saw him! hahaha yup. then ronell came by and they left soon after that. after work, i went out to dine with my mum, since my brother was camping and my dad still at work.

sunday (today): i was planning on moving my siht early in the morning, or early afternoon, but nope. didn't start driving back til like, 4pm. wnet out to lunch. that took a while, since when we were there, some family friends called us up, and joined us. after lunch, dropped by dad at home and my mom and i made our way to Canadian Tire so pick up Eric. cuz he's giving me his tv set for waterloo.

thanks eric! still no cable though... no DC for me.. i'm a nurd. oh well. but thanks anyway! luuuurve ya!

anywhoo.... after we drove eric home, we went home and started packing everything. thanks to my dad's huge ass van, i loaded everything, even my bed, and a mattress, and all my shit. :) drove to waterloo, took a long time to unload, since we had to wipe the dust, build the dining table and the bed, put up shower curtains, all that jazz. went to dinner, then back. they left, i started unpacking stuff. it was a bit intimidating in the house all by myself. eric's tv only has one channel working, since i have no cable yet. anywhoo... and now i'm here, and i'm FINALLY done tihs fuckin goddamn post, and i can go to bed. good riddance!

LOL i'm just kidding... but i am tired so please leave me a tag on my tagboard, and i'll be happy again! yiayyy!

oh yea, and i really need a phone number. and cable. so i'll do that tomorrow. have a good night, all.

hello. i would like to post about my night (and day) but my head really hurts and i'm tired because of lack of sleep and from packing, so i'll post most likely tomorrow night when i'm in the LOO. aight. anyways, i'm outtie.

TONIGHT IS GONNA BE ONE GREAT FUCKIN NIGHT!

nothing, but a lot going on... not all bad... ya know... eric and friends came to stc today, and eric visited me! yiayyy! um... carmen came over yesterday for a bit to help me with something... and today was supposed to be my day off work, but Ebonnie called and asked me to work anyways, so i did. yiay... i need mooonay! i'll be making some big purchases soon. moo ha-ha.

omg, HP movie tomorrow, and i still haven't made my cape. i don't know how! i need sarah, the super sewing woman. lol bah, oh well. i'll figure out something...
actually.. i'm gonna get off the comp now and start sewing. ta-ta!

so i just finished the long talk with the parentals... so much shit went down. i told my mom how i just have to cool down, i just want our relationship to be better and she said all this shit about if i leave there won't BE any relationship or whatever... she doesn't know what the fuck she is saying... honestly.. anyway... lots more talking... tears on my behalf, and... yeah. i don't really wanna talk about it here, but if you really wanna know, ask me personally.

anyway.. it's been a long night, so i'm going to bed.

OHMIFRICKINGAWD!!!
I FOUND AN ARTICAL ABOUT K.D. LANG!!!

i love her becuz she reminds me of McKittrick, the most hilarious teacher i've ever had... and the song he made us listen to by K.D. Lang.

i seriously don't really remember the lyrics, but i do remember that memorable night, when Ian came over and we studied for our theory exam by singing her song at the top of our lungs and doing all the gestures, and running around my living room.
*JOOOO-OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHNNNNYYYYYY!!* hahahaha ohhhh mannn... those there the times...