ok. i know i've been ranting a lot lately on my blogs, but now, I AM PISSED. We had another suite talk with my room mates, and a lot of hatred and rant was done, and obviously i don't have a heart to say anything, because, well, mainly, i can safely say that i do think of them as anything close to friends. maybe distant aquaintances will do it. well, honestly, this conversation, i was agreeing with colleen a lot, and as usual, allison was being a downright BITCH. like, holy fuck! i did point out some things that bothered me, but they did not understand my point. colleen said she's never really hung out with girls before, and i totally understand where she's coming from. now, i don't want to direct tihs at anyone, but i know Matt will be reading tihs so, i just want to say, this is the reason why I hang out with so many guys. (most) are so easy to deal with when it comes to problems, and girls in general are just way too complicated. honestly. like, in highschool, besides the huge group of girls i hung out with in gr.9 (mar, yuen, jen, jen, dil, jen yin, ming, hira, niru, etc...), the only girls i've really hung out with were carmen, nique, kate, yvonne, shelby, frances, and karen (but ive known her since elementary school). so yeah... but anyways, i'm going off topic. after our "talk" which a lot of things i didn't even let out, because i only let out to people i'm comfortable with, Allison and Jo were emptying the dishwasher, and Allison says to me "i don't mean to sound like a bitch (yea, whatever allison. you ARE a bitch) but have you ever emptied the dishwasher??" and she used that tone with all the attitude, like she's all good and shit. holy fuck, did i want to slap her.
i honestly can NOT wait til i get out of tihs fucking hellhole of a residence. FUCK!! i am so angry right now, it's not even fuckin funny.

seriously, i hope next year we'll all be able to get along. i'm pretty sure it'll be good, since tracy and i are already pretty similar, with the cleaning and cooking and stuff. i'm quite hopeful about the other three. i'm sure we'll all get along. i've had talks about cleaning to Ian already, so it's just Shannon and Francine, i'm not sure about, but i'm pretty sure it'll all work out.

i hope i NEVER see either Allison or Joanna again after April. seriously.


on a lighter note, i bought a poster from the poster sale today. it cost me $9 + tax. but it's pretty. it's a poster of a white angel, by artist Luis Royo. she's like, evil looking and there's blood dripping down her dress. and there's like a round donut shaped coin looking thing in the background. lemme try to find a picture of it....
ok, it looks like this, only my poster doesn't have the words at the top, it's just black, and the image is enlarged and centered.